Tuesday, April 28, 2009
time to update my life~ part 1
ok let see what shall i start with... haha ok wat abt guys..???
Let see.....
Well the previous guy i mentioned is mr JR la... well he....
There was a period of time tat i actually didn't talk to him like 1 mth..... well.... one part is i was abit pissed... one part is he abit can't be bothered.... another part is i also can't be bothered.... so for tat period of time, we were jus busily wif our own life.... it was only until like one wk b4 my exam... he talked to me in facebook... asking how am i.... so ya, i told him tat i was preparing for my exam la... so ya have to be polite right... so asked him back the same question.... he also preparing for his exams..... and he said after his exam then ask me out... i replied "sure" but in my mind i was like "we shall see whether u mean it anot..", haha it sound abit mean... but he abit can't be bothered, how much can u trust right.. i also where got time to look forward for all these... haha time not enough man~ so until now, ya we got sms here and there... or he disturbed me thru facebook la... at least there is some sort of communications...
So during this period... another guy "passes by"... heez... (haha i think i will like to use the word cos as u all read, u all will understand why)
This guy i knew him when i in poly yr 2... we joined a subject called "global citizenship" and he was my grp mate.... is a bit weird in some sense tat u never contact a person for 2 yrs... and the next moment u talk to tat person thru MSN and u start smsing everyday?? i dunno does it sound weird to u all, but for me, it does.... Starting i didn't think much of it... ya frens... but there was one day, i had to work on a saturday and start work at 7.30am.... he offered to wake me up.......... give me morning call.... ok tat abit hmmm.... i told myself ok, dun think too much, so i said ok... but end up i woke up earlier than him la.. so no need morning call.... the 2nd time he offered to wake me up for work, i said no need, i can manage by having one hp alarm clock and one normal alarm clock... he said is ok but ya i insisted, i can manage (in a nice way la)... so i started asking one of my guy colleague, will he do tat for a fren.... he looked at me and laughed "i got nothing better to do is it? why can't she wake up herself... if is someone special, of cos i will...."
i jus let out a "oh"... he looked at me suspiciously la... hahaha and disturbed me saying confirmed got someone wan to wake me up is it... hahahaha~ hmmm tat is when i started to u know cut down my conversation wif him... then go out wif him once and i hope it will be the last?? hahahaha~ ops very bad of me... till now he still got sms me la.. but i jus keep it short and sweet la... at least got reply right...
So i guess for JR and him, fren fren la... haha~
Sunday, April 26, 2009
After exam... enjoy enjoy~
But guess wat i start another new subject again... hahaha but who care now still enjoy abit lst... dun wan to stress myself....
So yesterday i go checked my eye-sight and got increase abit man.. aiyoyoyoyo.. then in the end made a new spec... frameless and also bought my contact lenses.... altogether $300... wah one go $300 fly away le....
Do spectacle settled le....
Next.....
Today went out wif victor to watch movie.... yay watch movie!!!! we watched "handsome suit"....!!! hahaha~it was funny... but got meaning la... look is not everything.... hahahaha~ me and victor laughed like hell.... hahahaha~ but so funny... we bought the ticket(haha today watched movie free cos victor got voucher yo~ hahaha~ happy!) and we get a couple seat.... victor asked me how ah, then i was like ok la... jus a seat.... it was ok, spacious... but nothing for our hand to lean on.. so for me, i jus folded my arms la... hahahaha~ i think japanese movie is better than korean movie yo.... hahahha~ so next wk go watch wolveries!!!!!! yay~
So watch movie le.. though not yet watch wolveries, still considered watch liao... settled....
After movie we went to raffles city to buy my bag.... YES!!!!!! finally got it.... yay~ tml got new bag to bring to sch liao.. if not the present one like not big enough... have to squeeze... after buying bag we went to ya kun to have a drink... haha victor treated me... woo nice nice... thank u very much~~ both of us agreed tat the 2 of us go out, keep eat de.. hahaha confirm will fat fat....
So bag settled...!
So i haven settle on my air tickets and my trip to tampines one..... have to find some day go finish up these 2 yo....
But surprisingly, today went city hall... not much pple yo.. wat happened huh.... all go tampines one or wat.... hahaha so weird... but good la.. no need to lined up very long to draw $ and go home no need to squeeze into the train... hahahaha~
Woo time to go star awards.. hope is nice!!!
Monday, April 20, 2009
4 more days b4 exam~
This few days keep jia you on my exam yo..... and nowadays i am very very busy wif playing facebook during my freetime tat why also no time to blog la... hahaha~
Do now decided to blog abit while waiting for my game in facebook to run....
Oh ya i now very into 2 games in facebook tat are pet society and restaurant city.... hahahaha~
This is my pet... angelique~ hahaha i got this name from an anime i watched on tv last time.... hahaha~ cute right..... (but all my colleagues said my mum's pet more cute hoh... and more chio yo {pretty})
My colleagues they all also............. hahaha my elder sis and mum also hoh.....~ hahahah~ tat why we are one family... only my sec sis weird lei hahaha, she dun like to play PC de... she dun even have a facebook account yo...... funny~ hahahaha~
Now i can't wait for exam to be overed!!! cos i got lot of stuffs to do despite the fact tat saturday i start another new subject....
i wan to buy a pink bag from billabong...........!!!
i wan to change a new spec!!!
i wan to go tampines one and visit the jap clothes shop!!!!!
i wan to go watch movies!!! wolveries and 17 again!!!! (dunno how to spell)
i wan to faster go book ticket for my august trip!!!!
i wan to.......................... eh still thinking still thinking......
After my exam i shall put a full and very very long post on wat had happened around for this past one mth plus...????
Haha must stay tune hoh!!!
Patience patience~
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
So long never update~
Haha i think now also not much pple read liao... cos cos cos... we are all busy playing Pet society in facebook..... hahahaha~ all addicted le.... S, TY, B, Ad.... Maryam still ok... not very addicted like us.... hahaha~
Yesterday jus finished another exam.... hahaha phew... get to rest for 3 days.... after tat saturday start another subject.... woo~ sad... must make use of my 3 days break from sch work.....
Wonder wat i should do???
So far i only thot of asking victor out?? cos i make him go fly aeroplane for 2 times over movie outing le.... but of cos will ask my other poly frens along de la..... hahahaha~
Haha for mr JR.... hmmm i think if i were to meet him maybe after his exam around april?? haha maybe by then my next exam coming soon.....
Last monday meet up wif him a while to get photos from him.... can u imagine.... the last time i met him was jan... and from jan until last monday, he never been going out!!!!! he only meet up his buddy for tea session at their house coffeeshop..... aiyoyoyoyo!! no wonder last monday i met him, he super de got mood to go work around bugis... but for me, hahahaha, oops i not in the mood ah.... cos i having exam the following wk... he suggested from bugis walked to suntec to see the apple shop... hahaha~ but... hmm i was shocked tat i said a no to him, i told him "can other time? i wan to study ah..." hahaha~ i was shocked, also dunno why.... but ok la, here and there we got talk in MSN, and smsed here and there too... so still got contact not tat bad after all la hoh.... hahaha~
Recently, ok la not very recently, heard from bernice tat she got a bf lo!! hahaha happy for her yo.. she sounded very happy abt it.... most imptly is she must happy and the guy really treat her well... but i guess the guy really treat her quite not bad la... right bernice? hahaha~ jia you ok~ hope to see a photo of u and him yo~
Yawn yawn feel so sleepy suddenly... woo... today after work, i will drag my mum go tamp to shop a while.... need to buy sth.... haha hand itch.. muahaha~
Saturday, February 14, 2009
V day~
But me... haha have to go sch for a lecture tat i cannot catch a word.... die..... hahahaha~
Me and maryam had a bet.... she bet tat JR will ask me out... or whoever asked me out... i told her this wont happened but she think it will.. so tat is how our bet came abt.... a grandeur drink from starbuck!!! muahahaha~
So today on my way to sch... i smsing JR happy V day..... then asked him to study hard cos he monday got test coming up... so since his test coming.. he obviously will stay at home study right... muahahaha~ then in the end, he replied the same thing then he know i going sch, so he thot of meeting me after to pass me the photos that i asked him to develop..... so it still a KIV thingy.... after my class, he smsed me asked me where am i and said if i mind he jus pass photos... then i told him he very ji (rush) to pass me is it... cos i find it very rush ah... he in the train and i jus board train back to bedok liao.... then he said ok lo during his 1 wk break then pass me.....
Then i faster smsed maryam and asked her whether wanting to pass thing but in the end never meet considered i still win the bet ma... hahahah now we are still considering.... hahahahaha~ maryam................ *throw tantrum* still count i win la.... heez...... cos i so good girl never go out u know..... hahahahaha~ and when we going to watch K-20 huh.... heez..... then we can go starbucks again!!! hahahahaha~
After tat cope at home to type finish my lab report.... 3/4 there la... hope tml i can finished.... hahahahah~ aiyo dun like this subject... dunno wat tat lecturer teaching... he keep mumbled de.... argh~
Thursday MC at home... woo sleep the whole day.... is nice to sleep la.. but was thinking if i can make myself wake up ah at least by then i finished my lab report le?? but who called the medicine so drowsy hoh...... T_T
Now i drowsy again.... go sleep lo... ja-ne....!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Happening weekend~
My poly frens came to my house for steamboat!!! it was an annual thingy now, every time when come to CNY~ i told them to reach my house by 6pm..... hahaha and this yr, the lst one to arrive was not raine yo (cos raine lived near me)... it was xiao ma.... hahahaha lst time yo!!! after tat was xiu and ben came.........follow by jun jiat, raine and ping ting.... hahaha victor was late lo hahahah but not as late as jed.. jed was always the one late lo.. no change..... then this yr they bought abalone for me and my family... so po fei le... thks!!!! then ben bought ba kwa!! hahaha~ thks too!! so many food to eat hoh!! we invited pple to help us clear our food in the end, they still buy us food!! so po fei!!! arigato~ tat day i didn't eat alot cos was not really feeling very well..... and guess wat cos no new memeber ah, so ben have to wash dishes again!! haha but he was saved from my mum and sec sis.... heez... u lucky hoh..... next time confirm ben washed again....!! hahahaha~ after tat we took some grp photos b4 head out to party world at loyang point.... hahahaha~ xiu and ben never joined us lo..... i was havign a lsight cough but i dun care i still sing... hahaha then i duet with jun jiat until i no voice... cos he sing so high... so i also must sing loud loud.... hahahaha~ in the end next day no voice la... sing until 12 am jiu head home lo... fun to have gathering every yr.....

My colleagues they all came my house.... miss V so cute, she bought 6 oranges and put in a red plastic bag cos she no new yr bag... hahahaha~ tat day was the most drama day too.... haha got ten of them came.... SW's bf also came... haha very compatible wif her... got the compatible look!! not as bad as SW always claimed hahaha~ haha my house no space to eat too... so end up me and S stand up and eat... hahahhaha~ the drama part came..... while i was in the kitchen taking ice.... my mum fall on her back and her head hitted against the wall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!! when i saw her, she already on the fall wif my dad helping her up..... the bang was real loud..... then we faster asked her go bathed and my dad and sec sis cleared up the place... after investigation... ho ho i know why my mum fell le... my dad wan to take the steamboat pot to wash then my mum told him to later then take cos hot.. but he dun wan to listen.... then in the end, he took, the soup spilled on my mum's leg.. hot... so she reflexed and she moved back abit and she started to slip... that when she fell lo.... haha so at the end of the day, whose fault.....? my dad lo... he guilty the whole day man... hahahah~ see la stubborn~ my colleagues they all were playing UNO and poker card when my mum fell... haha after tat they all stopped... all dun dare to continue to play lo~ hahahaha~ their expression all in shocked....... after my mum bathed, she faster distribute the hong baos...... then we also faster lou yu sheng.... glad they all managed to keep themselves occupied despite the size constraint of my house..... next yr should also have them come my house again hoh...

hahahah~ fun to have my poly frens and colleagues in my house~ nice to have them around!
Saturday, February 07, 2009
The curious case of benjamin button

Of cos the movie was NICE!!!!!!!!! the 3 of us jus simply enjoyed the show.... this show really make u realised how is it feel to slowly gradually lost ur loved one as they grow old but u grow younger and younger.... quite touching.... hahahahaha i watched until a certain part i feel like crying.. haha but i keep control my tears by keep blinking my eyes.......!!! cos wait miss V and maryam know very pai seh yo...... but guess wat... when the lights on, i saw miss V's eyes were slightly watery.... hahaha!!!! she admit she cried.... hahahahhah~ but brad pitt really handsome man!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* we all agreed!!!!! heez!
After tat we went starbucks to have some drink... wah.... i had vanilla black tea latte, miss v had green tea soy latte?? then maryam had hot choclate.... hahahaha~ miss v's drink taste like....hmmmm.......... SEAWEED????!?! ya! it taste like seaweed... hahah abit salty kind!! hahaha~ after tat we chit chatted abit like abt miss v family... then the funniest part was they asked me how my parents know each other....haha~ we talked until 12.20am like tat... we had very funny topic here and there.... then me and maryam took a cab home... aiyo... in the cab i felt like i am going to vomit out yo... think maybe tired then felt a bit giddy.... hahaha~ lucky i never vomit.... i keep try to take a deep breath every now and then in the cab.....
It was a fun outing!!! hahaah next time we should have again... K-20!!! takeshi!!!!
And i can't wait for monday cos miss v said she will dance for maryam!! i wan see...! heez....

Sunday, February 01, 2009
Steamboat steamboat....
Woo today my family have steamboat for lunch..... aiyoyoyo so so so full!!!! then after tat we lou yu sheng..... the yu sheng like no taste.. cos my dad la.. dun dare to put more of the sweet syrup..... hmmmm!!! said dun like sweet sweet...... really very full.... after tat my mum got cook desserts... but she forgot to call my elder sis and husband, and my sec sis and her bf to eat... hahahaha~ so in the end, we eat lo........ OMG, wan to vomit yo..... still alot of dessert yo.. cheng ting..... so tml my mum asked me to bring to workplace... hahahahaha~
Guess what i had for dinner too....... STEAMBOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wif fried rice...... haha the rice leftover from lunchtime.... aiyoyoyoyo.... then left abit of fish and vegetables.. so we jus cooked as steamboat lo... haha..... now while typing i am really full.....
Oh ya today in friendster, i received a very jaw-dropping friendster msg from someone i dunno..... here is wat he type.....
"Hi, I am XXX from Singapore 24 yrs old.Never had a relationship before want to experience it now for my age. Which we can take one step at a time before starting a relationship. I'm an independent man who is open-minded and always jovial. who are really looking for serious long term relationship/marriage. Hope u can give me a chance and reply to be yr friend first then a yr soul mate if possible. Email:XXXXX, hp:XXXX"
When i saw this msg.... my jaw almost drop out man.... is like how to say......... this guy is practically looking for a wife.... isn't it..... aiyo.... i not from vietnam or china!!!!! hahaha ya la.... i jus ignore him la... weird......... i told my mum then she told me to ignore too..... hahaha~ really this world got lot of diff kind of pple, the way they talked really very de.... haha ya.... u all know i also know!! heez....
Tml going to work lo.... and i am very happy cos next wk only got sch on tuesday!!!! must faster finish my lab report and revise abit man!!! jia you!!!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Part-time hamster nanny....
OMG, know then i know tat hamsters are active at night and most of the time sleep during day times...... haha so every night, they will keep run on their wheels, until my whole family getting use to it le... hahaha~
Every now and then my sec sis will keep pestered me to change their bedding.... haha cos around 2-3 days they will start to smell... hahaha!
There was once very funny..... morning i topped up their water bottle... then when i came home at night after my sch, at around 10.45pm.. i saw their bottle still full ah... cannot be ma.. they confirm will drink water de wat... then i took out the bottle and check... OMG, the roller ball in the bottle was stuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no wonder no water come out... *faint* they must have go thirsty the whole day... after i fix the roller ball... all 3 of them fight for water yo~ hahahaha~
One of them i think its skin sensitive or wat... hope it faster recovered and be less naughty cos it keep fight wif the fatter one.... hahahah~
I managed to took some photos of them while they were sleeping.... haha~




But i must said it was a gd experience for me in learning how to take care of hamster and get to know them hoh...
Tml they are going back to their owner S!!!!! hahahaha~ home sweet home!
Friday, January 23, 2009
Outing at Earle Swensen (Vivo)
Starting b4 meeting the guys... me and maryam went to data room and make sure miss V finished work at 6.30pm.... (cos now i got major project for this 2009... which is brighten up and colour up miss V's life cos she always work work work, nothing but work work work....) so yesterday every now and then, i will kept tell her tat she left how many minutes to go..... then i began to asked miss V.....
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Jieyan's ROM
hahaha! but i must said.... tat day was fun la... we really like one big family....! can't wait all of them come my house for steamboat session!!!
YAY!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Shopping for CNY....
I bought a dress and belt to go wif the dress at SENSE at citylink..... hahaha~ fast yo~
Then me and sec sis bought a pair of heels at charles and keith at marina square.... hahahaha~
Then then then, i went to Sasa to buy glitter eyeliner.... hahaha one for $10.90, and the 2nd one at $1.. so of cos buy 2 lo... haha so cheap and worth... i bought silver and purple.... then when i went home.... i tried the silver one, OMG, haha effect was not bad.... hahaha~ yay CNY can put on......
After tat went back to bedok interchange, bought a nail polish, light pink colour at $1.50... hahahaha~
This CNY, i really bought quite a number of stuffs yo~ hahaha lst time yo... normally will jus bought a dress and perhaps a pair of shoes...... muahaha~
Really enjoy my shopping today.... but at the same time, worry abit for JR...... hmmm long story... but hope he will be fine soon........... but luckily he told me wat happened and never hide from me... i guess the only thing i can do is eh be there for him?? occasionally here and there ask how is he......
Hope he will be fine.......
Pathology lunch party 2009
I met up wif maryam and S at kembangan mrt station at 11.30am... then we took a cab wif ZZ (our model) at our workplace there to waterfront hotel for the party........... ZZ very pretty, she really know how to doll herself up.... her make up and hair do was nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she wake up 4.30am to do all these can u imagine!!!! she really put in effort.... then her heels was super high.. 5 inch yo... haha for me, i think my foot will break ba.... hahaha~ she still can walked well wif tat shoes..... here is our model ZZ.... (i keep force her to take more photo)
OMG, the place was quite nice.... the hotel is situated beside zouk and phuture~ when we reached we keep take photos here and there........ haha the food was not tat bad.... more varieties than last yr.....
The best part was the model competition........ OMG, ZZ really know how to nui (twist) even wif her 5 inch heels..... super super model type... when she began to walk, we all faster rushed to the front and shout and cheer for her... i asked E to faster stand up, haha he super energetic and said ok! then AJ also got... OMG!!! so fun!!!! Avery also present her presentation very well on the lab coat...!! haha~ my junior ma!! muahahaha!! before the competition, both of them no appetite to eat cos too nervous le... so cute these 2!!! Though we didn't get any prize but it was real fun!! we all enjoyed it alot alot!!!
Then Mr An and Ad wan to order wine... then i said i want!!! hahahaha~ i adult le ok!! haha then they keep laughed and said give me one glass lst... but in the end they ordered beer for me lst.. then i drink few mouths, then they asked me ok ma, then i said ok but i dun really drink beer de, i more to wine... then Ad asked me whether i going out later... then i said got, wif JR.... then he said ok better dun let me drink beer further le... he said if mixed wine and beer too much, i will drunk liao... hahhha~ he said dangerous somemore i go out wif guy... hahaha!!! then he took my beer and share wif Mr An and i took ms yen's white wine....!! hahaha she said hers not nice, but i drank it, i think is ok, then i asked ms yen can i have it... she said ok!!! muahahaha! like tat save the trouble of ordering another glass... haha Lina very cute she said ms yen willing to give me is becos she scare she herself drunk.... hahahaha~ ms yen true ma!!? hahaha.....
After tat we played 2 table games..... lst one was jigsaw puzzles of some Drs in the department..... hahahaha~ we are the third... but no prize!! sob!!! then the 2nd one was abit similar to dun forget the lyrics... haha but u have to guess the song title... muahahaha~ i so happy tat i know one of the song.... muahahaha~ "hips dun lie" by shakira...!!! hahahaha~ Ms yen and the others keep laughed at me cos i like so proud of myself... muahahaha~ but we got one song wrong.... haha but it was fun la!!!!
After that one of our Drs, THC performed!!! he danced!! OMG!!! He very flexible man!!!! when he started going up the stage.... we all rush to the front and cheered... then he said he can't hear us, called us louder abit... haha then we cheered more loudly!!!! then he started dancing... his dance is more on like michael jackson type... not bad lo.... OMG!! i am impressed!!!!! hahaha then i managed to take a photo wif him, wif his matrix-like coat..... haha he good mood man!!!!
At the end of the party, all of us keep on taking alot of photos... haha like dun wan to leave... tat AJ horrible man... keep go around hugging girls to take photos... the data room la.... the worse one was he hugged linda, one of our clerk...... and linda OMG, happy until her face was practically happy lo~ can see lo... all of us..... keep shout man when they took tat photos............... *faint*..... me and J took wif him, luckily only one..... eeee..... can't stand the sight of him doing all these~ yucks!!!
OMG i really enjoyed myself this party man!!!!! Hope to compile all the photos asap then post some of it here and in my facebook.... u all must wait and see yo~
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Our design for lunch party~


Tada!! here our design..... hahaha feel abit bad for not helping much due to my exam period... now can finally contribute to sth..... the black ribbon was wat i contributed.... hahahaha~ although my sewing is bad but i managed to make it sew onto the lab coat and dropped off la.. haha managed to make the ribbon into some curlly pattern.... here it is.....

Hope our effort is well paid off... haha but of cos most impprtantly... we all had fun in designing the lab coat....~
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
FInally get to update my blog...
Ya lo busy cos was busy preparing for my exam... and guess wat!!! my exam finally overed!!! Today i jus finished my exam..... haha i faster write faster checked then faster go out.... haha can't wait to get out man!!!!
So as usual after exam, got lot of things to do, lot of pple to catch up wif... and not forgetting my new yr clothes shopping~
Tml: Facial and meet PY for dinner~ (long time never meet her le, lucky she off tml, YES!)
Thursday: Stay in lab to finish our lab coat design..... for our lunch party coming up!!
Friday: Dinner to attend.........
Saturday: Lunch party.. yea man!! it will be fun wif my colleagues they all...! muahaha~ maybe after tat can meet JR for dinner?? haven ask him but i shall see how....
Sunday: Shopping with family for my CNY clothes... see my face very bad hoh... i buy clothes, whole family have to come along... heez.....
These are my schedule for this wk.... hahaha~ kind of pack hoh..... no choice ma since next wk i start new subject le..... there gone my freedom again!!!!! hahahaha~
Next wk still have to find one day to catch up wif althea and b4 pream leave and anton leave for his leave yo.....
Busy busy, but for now~ time to party!!!!
Friday, January 02, 2009
New Yr 2009
I remembered we went to one of the part called lory loft.... then it has bridge here and there high up the forest... OMG, when we looked down, OMG... we wanted to walk back man... cos.... cos......... we scared of heights....! ops.... hahaha but there the scenery was nice if we really stay there longer enough.........
I loved the waterfall............. it was very very nice..... when we were waiting to take photo.... then there was this couple standing in front of us.... then JR asked them need his help for photo-taking..... then the guy said alright.... and he said later he will helped us take photo too..... then we were like hmmm ok.... haha that couple i think like jus together or wat... they were very shy when JR helped them take their photos, they were like wan to stnad close dun dare to stand close.... haha from wat i observed at the side la... heez i kpo hoh.........
After tat we helped a japanese family took photo outside the entrance... then of cos in return they helped us take la... OMG, the jap boy boy really very adorable!!!! when he take photo right.. he keep covered his eyes... his dad asked him to put his hands down he refused.... then nvm when JR said 1, 2 3 then he slowly put down his hands and twisted... OMG cute!!!! then the sec shot, he continued to twist.... aiyo... feel like pinching him.... heez....
So after jurong bird park we went to orchard to buy his bag... he bought a crumpler bag...... then we started walking around aimlessly..... zara la, kinokuniya la.......... after tat until i abit haha really nothing to walk, i told him we slowly take a bus to chomp chomp eat dinner la.... then he said ok ok...... the whole outing was fine i must said...........
Only until yesterday night, he did make me pissed off a bit.. but still tolerable i guess.....
Today lst day of work...... have a heart to heart talk wif mr anton........... hmmm........ he asked me abt JR and i told him and he asked me whether is it possible...... i said...........
Me: I am scared of liking someone......
An: Huh, but why u scared?
Me: I guess previously relationship make me backed off.....
An: But u cannot allow tat to affect u ah, wat if a nice guy really come by? u really wan to stay like this forever?
Me: I dunno.........
An: Well, if tat person is an asshole, of cos he will not be worthy of ur time to even try and consider.... eh is he an asshole?
Me: no, he is so far so gd.....
An: Got a pic of him....?
I show mr anton my blog.... he looked and commented.....
An: He looked fine and decent... then why not.....?
I jus kept quiet..... i started to feel my eyes going watery but i tried to control but looking here and there.....
An: If he is a good guy, give urself a chance to know him better, and allow him to know u better.... if u dun try, u dunno wat is the outcome......
Me: I jus dun like the feeling like he become a "habit" in me?
An: u and him still got sms after yesterday?
Me: yes... jus now also sms abit...
An: Then can see u and him still moving on smoothly..... well, he will sms u lst sometime?
Me: Yes......
An: Then u will sms him lst too?
Me: Yes......
An: Then there isn't much of a prob.... maybe it really become part of ur routine.... but i guess is tat u shouldn't be too scared until u feel like backing off and not even try... give urself sometime... must learn to try..
Oh my.... i really feel like crying.... maybe he said something tat i dun wan to admit and avoiding all these while........ jus trying very hard not to let my tears come out any further....hmm....
"If u can take it, then take it.... If u can't, then leave it"
This line of JR to xiu keep appearing in my mind............... everything was fine.... i shouldn't jus let it stopped... i should jus let it natural flow ma............. is it??
I guess i should jus let it flow ba... i jus let my heart decide wat is it... maybe my heart already got an answer but i jus refused to admit..... well maybe....
But for now, haha study for exam Agnes Chua!!!!! and dun pondered it....!!
Thanks to all who had lend a listening ear to me... S, SW, TY, An, Xiu and Maryam~ thanks!!! wif u all around, i really can feel my day brightened up again!!! thanks!!
Oh ya here some of the photos taken at bird park....
Friday, December 26, 2008
My xmas 2008
On xmas eve, i wore a dress to work... hahaha~ then mr anton said for the lst time i looked like a lady... huh?!?!! i am a lady!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* cos after work got go out so didn't wan to go home change or wat ma.... the mood during work was gd... everyone were in gd mood.... all so happy half day ma!!!!! then got Dr gave us swiss roll.. but but one of the favourite was......... DURIAN!!!!!!!!! faint!!!!! hahaha~ luckily got other flavour.....
After work went to my auntie's house at hougang....... hahahaha she and her husband very nice yo... bought alsaka crab and lobster from cold storage for us to eat.... OMG, so generous right.... eh.. but but but.... why lobster and crab tasted the same to me huh.... sth wrong wif my taste buds or i dunno how to appreciate.... hahahahaha~ the alsaka crab was juicy and got more meat lo.... yummy! compare to normal crab we ate......
TADA!!! tat the crab and the lobster.....


After tat my dad drove me to tamp to meet my sec sch frens for dinner at swensens.......... haha i tell u... i think i am really "pathetic" hahaha???? i meet them 5pm.... we eat until around 6.40pm then i decided to go home and rest while shiling went home to rest as she got a company event to attend later and the boys went to mind's cafe to play games...... they asked me to come along but i told them i wan to go home rest and eat medicine... haha ok i dun looked sick to them but i am really sick... hahaha~ somemore a bit bored, cos the guys hmmm keep talked abt army stuffs or wat... then i sian la.. might as well go home play game watch tv, more happy.... hahaha i very bad... yes yes i know~ muahaha!!!!!!!!!!!! so on the eve, i slept real early for my past record... hahaha~ i slept around 10 sth.... early right.... cos i eat medicine ma.. haha drowsy... but i couldn't get a very deep deep sleep.... cos sms come in here and there.... haha i will wake up and see the msg, and sleep, wake up and see the msg, wake up and see the msg... hahaha~ i think it goes on for 4-5 times?? haha~
Next day, it was xmas~!!!! yay!!! i supposed to meet JR at 11am at AMK interchange... but i am late, i esitmated wrong timing.... i lated for 30 mins.....! sob!! then when i arrived, his face was black, but still trying to keep his cool~ i was like sry i am late, u waited long? (obvious he waited long, 30 mins!) then he replied 30 mins.... i was like u angry?? then he replied wat do u think..? u are blacklisted lo..... OMG, die man!!!! T_T we had our lunch at one of the coffeeshop.... then i dun dare to talk yo... i feel like going home...!! hahahaha~ until he talked to me lst then he smiled smiled then i dare to talk...... then on the bus dunno wat we were talking abt then he said abt the 30 mins late thingy... i fastered said sry sry, it was my fault, my bad... then he told me nicely tat he dun mind me late but at least must tell him how long... i never tell him at all i jus told him i am late..... then i said ok la dun angry la.. i know le la.... then he started to smile and joked said tat he went out wif a girl once, she was worst... she lated for 45 mins and she still give a ya ya look like it ok to be late for a girl... he so angry tat he said the girl back.... hahahaha~ said her why she late le she still so ya ya... haha he very fierce hoh..... i mean i dun blame him or wat la.. cos diff pple got diff principle abt a particular things.... i understand..... but luckily he was ok and we talked crapped here and there then....... as normal la....
When we arrived at the zoo... aiyoyoyo... long queue yo... the queue for buying tickets was like all the way to the bus stop, we alighted and we were in queue le.. haha long right.... then he bought the 2in1 ticket... tat ticket can go jurong bird park too but must within 1 mth... ya so i guess we are going there soon too ba~ so when we entered the zoo.... there was a cameraman and he said he will helped us took 3 pics..... so we were like ok.... the last shot eh, not our intention yo... no no no.. i think the cameraman thot we are couple and called us to "bao bao"... i was like huh.. then he said okok... then ok lo... then jus put his hands on my shoulder then i jus leaned as normal la~ after tat shot, i faster walked away... then he keep said he must remember to go see the photos and see can buy ma.... but i seriously forgotten abt it, he remember cos he keep the ticket somemore ba..... it was fun.... alot of animals to see... then he like kid la he... then if we at certain areas very smelly... he will try his best to breathe in as many air as possible.. but i will ended up hitting him said it doesn't help lo... hahaha~ and guess wat... a big guy like him.... scared of...... BUTTERFLY! hahaha~ cos he was taking photo of a butterfly then i disturbed him tat wait tat butterfly will fly towards u yo... then to my amazed the butterfly really flew towards him, and he started running and shouting... haha i ended up laughing and running after him.... hahahaha~ so now i know ah.. got one older couple saw us then they were like shocked wat we are doing... hahahaha~ ops pai seh..... here and there he will help me take photo la and i offered to help him too.... after tat we went to see the photos, it was not bad la, 3 for $35, 6Rs.... then he asked me wan which one then i told him jus take 3 lo, then we shared the price.... he said ok... then when we exited out, i asked him wan to take a photo of us at the entrance.... i said we can take ourselves ah... then he was laughing, we can asked others to help ma... haha ya hoh.. i blurred liao~ (in my mind i keep remember wat xiu said, she wan to see a photo of us.. haha, see xiu i remembered u hoh haha!)
On the way back to AMK, we decided to go vivo to walk and eat (i wan see light) rather for movie, scared reached home late... then on the bus i looked thru the photos we taken... then saw his past photos in the camera then he started telling me stories here and there.. it was nice la listening.... when we reach vivo, we went to sushi tei to eat.. he choose de... then i told him we share share the price, he said ok... cos he treat me for the zoo and jurong bird park le... the meal was nice.. at least i managed to finish all this time around...... then we saw cable car then i forgot wat were saying abt cable car then he said next time we can go ride the cable car... i was like ok...! hahaha~ after tat he helped me to choose a present for my elder sis.... not bad ah, he know how to choose thing here and there..... but ya la of cos la, got 3 gfs b4 of cos know how to choose girl stuffs right... heez.. if still dunno then got some probs le...
So we went to the open park for a walk... then he said he helped me take photos.. then i told him i take alone very boring lei take together la... then he was like ok... then he wanted to find some one to help us take... then i told him we can take ourselves de ma... then he was like huh, self-take? he never tried b4.... he asked me take but i told him my hand too short... hahahaha~ then b4 we took the lst shot, we keep laughed and laughed, cos he brought a very very short tripod tat is held by the hand.... hahaha~ but in the end, he gave up and he jus tried snapped by hands... haha it turned out ok, but his head bigger than mine lo~ cos his position also la... hahahaha~ but i find the photo i looked nice la... muahahaha~ after tat we walked a while jiu go home le....... it was a fun xmas i must say... so now see when go jurong bird park le lo~
Ok here the photos la.... for more photos see my facebook lo... hahaha~

Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Reflection~ Merry xmas~
Next moment, 11am.... she cried and rush back home......... her husband jus passed away.....
At tat moment, i really do felt a kind of sadness in me..... how come it was so sudden.......
Next day we went to her husband wake b4 lunch time.......... when we entered...... S and J's eyes turned red.... I felt lost..... the moment shifu saw us, she tried to smile... but she ended up holding back her tears.... her eyes began to turn red and tears started to roll down her cheek.... never see her like tat b4.... all the seniors walked towards her and give her a short hug... some shaked her hands.... when it come to mr wong... shifu was the one hugged him lst... at that moment, i felt tat she really need comfort.... after tat, the seniors when to see the coffin... so i decided to take a look too.... when i walked there... shifu saw me... she walked towards me and she hugged me.... i hugged her back.... i called her to take care..... when we all sitting there, shifu saw SW and told her tat she can go back home to celebrate CNY, very gd... next moment, SW began to cry.. i fastered call mr wong to get her a tissue.................
The pain shifu gone thru i guess i never been thru b4..... cos i am not married, i dun have a loved one... so i dunno the pain of losing someone tat i had spend half of my life with................ but one thing for sure... life is short isn't it..... she was thankful tat she managed to go holiday with him b4 he leave her.... we really have to treasure every moments we had... regardless of happy, sad, angry................ everything can become a memory in us.........
So i guess this xmas.... i wish tat my shifu will be stronger when she came back to work............. i also wish tat everyone around me will be happy... i guess wat i wan is also to be happy.... happy is wat i wan and wat i hope tat everyone around me to have~
Merry xmas everyone~ treasure every moments regardless of with who yo....
Tml going out wif JR, think we are going zoo most prob, if not rain~ hope i enjoy myself~
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Think?
Gradually as we talked.................. the topic become.......
JR: where got gd... if gd then now still no gf yo... hahaha...
Me: haha slowly la... u will find de la....
JR: haha no fate yo...
Me: wat fate u referring to?
JR: gf bf fate....? hahaha... so u got like anyone now?
JR: beside "fake" victor( i told him tat one of my fren, jed, go and anyhow jokingly tell one of my ex classmate tat me and victor are an item...)
Me: aiyo, i dun like victor and he dun like me too.....
JR: haha i know la, tat why i used "fake" ma...
Me: who i like now........hmmmm.... bleah! dun tell u....!
JR: uh.. hmm okok....
Me: got got i like my dad lo.... haha~
JR: ok la i go la teh le... u think liao then let me know.... rest early...
Saw the line in bold.......? i was like uh..... am i supposed to think who i like now then let u know?? eh necessary ma??? hahahaha~ -_-"" i think i won't go think abt it lo~ hahahahaha~ i mean eh.... i dun find it necessary la.... if tat really matter to him then he will asked me again and then if tat time come, i will make sure he answer lst b4 i answer..... haha i dun wan lo gi lei.... hahaha, xiu also agree wif me right??? haha... this kind of things the more u think, the more headache it will become... so better dun let myself have headache.....
Going out wif him on xmas day then i told him to bring cameara then can take photo... then he said ok, he will take photos of me.... he like to help pple take photo... but wat i trying to mean is take photo together.... hahaha~ so xiu ah... i dunno we can manage to take a pic let u see yo~ hahahaha......
And for now... no no no i dun wan to think.... hahahaha~
Long day....
Morning got work..... then before i went to work... JR called me to chat for a while he was on his way to meet his frens they all to go kelong at malaysia..... after tat tried to slp on the train... but when i opened my eyes, guess wat... hahahha!!! maryam was beside me.... hahahaha~ woo so coincidence.... hahahaha~ Work was ok.... not tat heavy.....
After tat me and sam went to meet the others to go shujuan's house..... hahaha on the way sam keep taught me some cantonese... i must master my 1,2,3........!! haha!!!
Aiyo shujuan's dog, guai guai so cute yo~ hahaha!~ then we play wiiii!!!!!!! OMG so fun... we started playing DDR.... hahahaha~ woo jieyan got practice de yo... cos she got play wiii de..... then started when we all played the DDR, our movement so funny... like very awkward.....!! hahahaha~ then after tat we played tennis.................. OMG so fun, like playing real tennis... then we tried boxing... OMG, so tired!!!! hand aching man!!!!!!!!! but it was really really fun!!! we all very noisy!!!!!!!!!! hahaha until guai guai need to hide behind the chair to sleep.....!!!! must have another outing wif them again, so fun!!!
After tat when to meet xiu they all for sakura buffet.... hahaha it was ok~ the food... hmmm ok ok ah..... then ah i saw jed i asked me why he anyhow talked talked!!!!!!!!!!1 argh... he ah go and tell one of our classmate that me and victor are an item... then tat classmate came and asked me on MSN is it true........... this guy ah, anyhow talked..... i called me go she si!!!!!! hahahaha~ after we walked a while on the orchard... aiyo so many performances and so many pple...... so squeezey!!! hou paq!!! hahahaha~ then xiu so cute lo... xiao ma asked her stuffs abt her bf, she will keep looked at me when she answering... hahaha~ she too shy liao.. then i ended up helping her abit.... hahaha~ xiu ah so shy hoh!!!! i really like her mum yo~ hahahaha~
So now i got lot of things coming up... monday got ugliest childhood photo competition wif colleagues... and tuesday got pre-xmas meal wif colleagues.. we all bring one food to work and eat as lunch.. muahahaha! busy~