Wah today 2nd day le... My mentor aka buddy, irene, now concentrate on teaching me how to do embedding, shaving and sorting of slides in the morning, then when come to afternoon, i will go to the processing lab to learn how to receive specimen.... Today during lunch, me, yen, adrian and baoyan were sitting in the pantry... and adrian was saying tat it is jus like last time when we are having attachment, we all sit in the pantry and talked.. but now left xiuhui, fadilah and stephanie not there... haiz haiz, really missed them....
Haiz now i also got some dilemma... i think is a kind of phobia i developed from my previous relationship.... This phobia getting stronger this few days... dunno how to really describe this feeling but it is really uncomfortable... very de xin ku.. because of this feeling, i dunno should i go to the chalet on this coming friday... becos he is there... haiz... feel like drawing a distance due to the fear in me, but sometime will think again, if i do tat will i be missing a chance... haiz!!! i thot tat after tat relationship, i only become more strong and sometime hard hearted... but i didn't know tat a phobia in me is developing until now.. sound so scary.. so depressed man! how yo......... Sob i better dun think liao le la... tml my sch PSB academy is having orientation... i hope my timetable is 1 thing tat can cheer me up abit tml!! really hope it can! *:(
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agnes cheer up oh~~~
be brave!!
heez
Whatever decision u made,we will support u! But u musn't regret! Good Luck in your new job!
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