Eden

That is the name of my elder’s sis kitten…. Well she was quite cute yo… hahaha!!! When we lst arrived on Saturday at my da jie’s house, she smelled my shoes… aiyo!!!! My shoes so smelly she also go smell….. haha!!!! Then after tat she start hiding below the sofa….. da jie said becos she scared la, got stranger…..

So I decided to help her do some warming-up… hahaha!!! By of cos disturbing her la… then like tat she will know me ma…. Hahaha….

I kept followed her around… she kept going to the kitchen… cos there is where her “bed” is…. Hahaha…. I try to touch her but she kept moved away… aiyo…. So scared of me de… then my bro-in-law carried her up… then after a while, jus nice the moment she noticed me, I faster carried her up…. MUAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! I did it…. Woo her fur soft soft de… somemore so light yo…. Her nose also pink pink de…. Hahaha!!

Then I saw my da jie fed her wif cat’s food… aiyo looked so nice, feel like putting some on the bread and eat… the food is fish and chicken… yum yum….. hahaha!! After she ate her meal, she began playing wif her water which was on her water tray…. Aiyo….. she played until she spilled the water yo……… haha da jie shouted at her…. Woo fierce… haha….

Then da jie told me tat if u give her smelled ginseng drink her face will looked so sour de… haha so I told her to make an experiment for me to see….. haha her face really looked sour when I put the cup of ginseng tea (belonging to my dad) in front of her…. Aiyo so funny.. but I did not managed to take a photo of it la…

But I did take some snapshots of her la…. KAWAII!

Yummy meal!

Blood taking~

This whole week aiyoyoyoyo......... draw blood 2 times... haiz!! Tuesday drawed one time to test my blood baseline.. then today is the lst follow up.... drawed blood again...!!! ee dun like... but have to.. this time is for HIV screening cos tat time i cut my thumb ma... tat why... in case..... hahaha!!!!!

Aiyo, today went to clinical lab there to draw blood.... the person drawing my blood... aiyo was very young... i think around my age... at lst i saw her, i have to admit tat i very scared give her draw lei... dunno she can a not... starting she feel my left hand then she said the vein too fine.. (hmm but the staff clinic Dr said the vein is thicker compare to my right hand.. hmm...) then she tried the right hand.. oh she found it... then b4 she inserted the needles, she called me to take a deep breath.... then she got it... it was fast.... i like those pple tat called others to take a deep breath lst b4 they insert the needle.... at least make us prepared abit... i am impressed tat she so young and she is quite skillful ya..... heez..... she also a lab tech yo.... impressed impressed.... 

today at FS OT also very happy... cos is my last day there for this mth.... then somemore got Dr GCH.... heez he super nice.... i saw him i faster paid him back the $ cos he helped me buy printer cartridges ... if not i also pai seh... also the consultant dun let him trimmed, so he helped me do almost everything except cutting and the paperwork la... paperwork he also know... but i also feel bad if were to give him do all yo..... he very de got initiative... humble too~ we chit chatted here and there, talked crapped here and there too... haha.... then we were saying guys la... haha.... then i told him i wan to be tai-tai, so must find rich man... if he got frens ah, must intro (haha joking la) then he said the Dr here la.. OH NO! sound like Dr HB... haha!!! then in the end he said be president's wife... u no need to do anything, jus keep waved ur hands to the residents.... hahaha!! he even keep demo how to wave.... haha funny Dr... still behave like a boy.... haha...

Oh well, tml got sch then after tat go elder's house for dinner.. woo can go and play wif her kitten.... then sunday morning jogging and afternoon study and night go chinese garden....

Woo have my schedule planned liao for this weekend....

But for now, i jus need some sleep..... thot i can study abit.. but i can't yo.... tired.... yawnz!!

Hmm, pondering~

Well recently lots of things had happened around me…… Be in family, be in work or be in school……….

Let’s start wif school…

Well school was so far so good, jus tat this wk had 3 lab practicals 3 days in a row… so abit lack of focusing in whatever I do these past few days… I will jus do… never think much… brain abit dead… like this morning, somehow feel dizzy in the OT lab… but must hanged in there no matter wat… keep tell myself tat after a while, the dizziness will go away and dun think abt it…. Luckily it did went away…. Phew….

Now let’s come to life as a whole ba… (Combination of work and family)

Well to me… now it jus seem abit… abit confusing I must said………….. Like u and tat person (e.g my sec sis’s bf) seem to get along well in some sense… but as time goes by, u realized how his attitudes changes…. In the end, it jus ended up making me feel so pissed and turned off by it…. How strange one idiotic act of him, make me dislike him…. Perhaps it can be resolved easily… maybe close one eye and open one eye again…? Nah I dun think tat is workable anymore… if I were to do tat, I guess the border he had crossed previously will be much more overboard…. Like wat my mum always said “有一 次, 就会有第二次”… How am I going to face him next time around?? I not sure… but one thing for sure, it will never be the same like last time again…………. Never……… I dun think is petty la... haha am i right?

Sometimes, u thot tat the pple around u make u feel like u can jus be urself…. But as time goes by, things jus doesn’t seem to be the same anymore…. Somehow u will be abit confused over wat pple said abt u…. how strange…. Although there is a line saying tat we must not be bothered by how pple looked at us…. Tat is absolutely true…. My family members always tell me tat, and I always remind myself tat…. Gradually, it jus make me feel tat “Are the pple around me, who I think they are? Or are they not?” It jus makes me pondered every now and then… My mum always tell me not to trust pple so easily… Haha, oh well… haha, but I am those type of pple, when pple nice to me, I will nice back and will jus continue to be nice until I see the dark side of them… that is when I get bitten le… tat is not very gd right, isn’t it? Well, wat to do…. Mother nature in some sense ba… Eventually, a kind of cautiousness builds up in me…. If I wan to really chat wif someone, must see who I can chat wif…. Even if come to gossip, must also choose the right person… Haha... but ya.. tat how it goes sometime isn’t it?

Suddenly realized tat life is full of challenges when the time comes……. Maybe is becos last time I am still young, only know how to have fun and study…. But now my life is really more than tat….. Lived in this world for 22 yrs, I guess there are more things out there for me to encounter, to experience and learn from it…. Cos life is not a bed of roses right…. If one bad “fall” were to bring me down, how am I going to face the things tat I had to face for the yrs to come, right? Even if I cried so hard, I must still find the strength to stand up….. Most importantly, I must learnt from it……… Dun let history repeat itself….

How pple think, I can’t stop them, cos it is out of my control… wat I can do is always tell myself to “加油, 明天会更好”…. For my part, i will do my best and put in effort to do it.... hmmm...

The path I walking now maybe quite rocky i realised, not as easy as it seems, but I know tat my family, my frensSS will be there and be part of it de… hmmm…..!! I can do it de….. I must be more matured in handling such probs!!!! Ganbette, Agnes….!

Drived away all the confusion!!!! Shoo~ Shoo~

Furious~

Oh my god~ I was so angry yesterday... oh well well seem like i had been easily agitated recently ya.... haha... Oh no.... the tigeress in me is coming out more frequently le... haha!!!

Yesterday i was using the PC and after tat i decided to do mask.... so i left the PC on... My sec sis decided to use the PC while i was doing my mask.....

So 15 mins later... i came back and i told her i wan to use the PC, so she let me used.... then she went to watch TV..... so i continued playing my game la.... minutes after.... i received a MSN msg from her dear bf who was actually in our house using her laptop playing game...........

He typed "U used the computer to play game, while ur sec sis wanted to use it for project, dun u think u are wrong..."

Oh.... Fired up man.... i never replied his MSN since he also went offline.... then he was in my house right... i purposely turned up the volume of the game and continued playing my game.....!!!

What's the hell do u have the right to say me when u are using my sis's laptop to play game????!?! Ok, the purpose of my sec sis getting this laptop is for her to do project, and so she won't need to fight over the use of PC wif me..... But my tat damn "sweet" sec sis always let her bf bring home the laptop and recently she told her bf she doing project thus needed the laptop back... But wat the hell..... since the laptop was back in our home, she never used it once for her project and she still used the PC lo~ ok nvm.... back to tat sucky bf of hers.... if u think i am in the wrong... go to the mirror and looked at ur damn face and ur behaviour yesterday night.... U can also be the one to give up the laptop for my sec sis to use since tat is the purpose of the laptop isn't it.... But u didn't ok, and have the cheek to say i am in the wrong for not giving up the PC for my sec sis..... if i am wronged i jolly well admitted it, but i am not... if u really think i am in wrong... i guess u too isn't it........ u are also playing ur damn game ok.... i closed one eye and opened one eye all along when u always bring my sec sis laptop home and here and there she still try to "fight" the PC wif me... cos i no said, her laptop, her property... but u try ur luck and come and step my tigeress's tail ya..... PLS REFLECT ON UR OWN BEHAVIOURS B4 u come and lectured me man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The only thing i am wrong is tat i like to use computer.... yes i love using the computer.....!! My house's property..... But tat doesn't mean tat if my sec sis wan to use i won't let her use... i confirmed will let her use..... but she didn't even said too for god's sake ok, and she went to watch TV happily......

When tat dear bf of her, was abt to go home... i ignored his leaving and he ignored mine... then my sec sis went to send him to the bus-stop... straightaway he left the house... i tell u, i straightaway complained to my parents...... hello the laptop is not for u to play game too ya, for my sec sis to use for project..... then when my sec sis returned back home, my mum asked her....

Mum: Michael use the laptop for wat....
Sec sis: Erm, playing game......
Mum: I thot tat laptop is for u to do project....?

My sec sis faster walked into the room...... cos she too pai seh to say anything... i flared up and said out loud "Aiya mummy forget it, she won't answered u de la..."

My sec sis rathered her bf come and said me when is not my fault, then she willing to go explained tat her bf is in wrong ya.... so u see how "nice" to have a sis like tat right... bonded by blood but over a guy.... she chose to side the guy when the dark side is on the guy's side.... i dun need her to side me all the times... but jus u know.... when i am not wrong, tell the truth man.... and not, when i am not wrong, u keep quiet and side ur bf man... unfair ya.... like i said i am in wrong, i will admit.... i dun denied this fact ya.... but if u trying to push blame on me, u are jus trying ur wrong wrong wrong luck ya....

My sec sis yesterday smsed my elder sis saying i and her bf got some friction..... then jus nice i smsed my elder sis cursing tat bf of my sec sis.... then my elder sis told me wat my sec sis told her la.... She claimed tat when her bf know she wan to use the laptop back, he faster returned to her... Oh pls... but the question is did she use?? NO..... Did her bf still come our house and use?? YES..... When i let her use the PC then i asked her to let me use her laptop to update my blog, since the laptop is available, she let me use ma?!?! Oh yes she did, after all her grumbleness then i am able to use... if her bf wan use will she straightaway let him use? YES WITHOUT GRUMBLENESS, or should i said he dun even need to ask her, he can jus grab and on the laptop....? yes get the pic..... she even told my elder sis tat we always comment these and tat... but my elder sis know her pattern.. she jus too sensitive and one things, she wan us to praise how gd her bf is la.. this and tat... she ONLY accept the complimentary part to her bf....!! Tat why elder sis also find it hard to explain things to her too.... only wan to listen to gd words and not the truth sometime.... DOtZ.......

I totally agreed tat is easy to meet a person but is very very hard to get along wif tat person ya....

My mum asked me to open my eyes big enough when i chose my bf.... OMG, now i dun dare to think of it.... wait i suay suay get a bf tat said my parents said my sisters how....... i dun know wat to do by then.... 2 very great examples right in front of my eyes... it will be better i jus take care of my parents myself ya..... i dun wan anyone of my family member to feel wat i am feeling now....

So yes i preferred to be single..... If really got a nice guy come by, then we shall talk abt tat later... but b4 tat really happened, ya, jus wan to be singled ya... i cannot guarantee tat i can find a guy tat can treat my family as his own family.... no guarantee.....

Too disappointed in wat i had encountered liao....

LAst but not least.......

If u said me again.... looked at the surrounding b4 u come and said me...

It u are saying me right in my territory.....

i will make sure i will get the hell out of u ya.....

cos tat is when u make the tigeress out from me...... dun make me opened my mouth when i die die no choice have to see ur face again ya~ u will regret it....

Yes tat is how Ms Chua behaved when u get the tigeress out of her...... Beware... it applied on guys though.... no worry for girls out there.....! haha!!

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee . 

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. 

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. 

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students respon ded with an unanimous 'yes.' 

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. 

'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. 

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. 

The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. 

'Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents.. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.' 

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.' 

The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.' 

Nice story for u all.... hope u all like it!!

Firework by korean team... Part 2

Firework by korean team!!! yes...!

Today went to watch firework again.... haha not only tat we got a special guest..... Mr LIDA also joined us... hahaha!!! wah not bad right... he passed as a son-in-law... hahaha!! he can talked to all of us... sociable... very gd yo, ah hui!! can see he know how to take care of ah hui.... gd!!! he clicked very well wif mr victor yo, cos NS ma.. hai guys....!!!!

After fireworks, we went to eat at NYDC... hahaha!!! we have lot of funny conversation wif Mr LIDA.. hahaha.... ah hui more funny... she always eat ah, her food will dropped on the table... hahaha she showed me her food on the table. then i faster called her covered it, in case Mr LIDA saw it..... hahahaha!!!! must have image!! not like me no image de so ok!! haha.... can la, he passed 100% as my son-in-law... muahaha!!!! happy!

Then we were saying take photos after eat finished... cos ah hui and him haven take photos b4.... hahaha but we eat finished liao, we forgot abt it yo... luckily ah hui remind me tat take photo thingy... haha see how excited she was huh.... heez... lst time she remembered sth so well hoh... then i faster told him to take photos... aiyo Mr LIDA so on!!! he straightaway said ok cos he said he like to take photos.... haha!!!! u can seldom see guys like to take photos yo~ ah hui next time can take more photos wif him le.....

but for now let u all see our photos without Mr LIDA la!!! taken by Mr LIDA.... (haha ah hui and Mr LIDA photo i let her put on her own blog la!!! heez)

So now time for the firework videos... specially record for Ms TY and Ms S cos they never go watch today..... must watch yo the both of u... also for others tat never went for the saturday firework by the korean team... nicer and not stingy compare to french team.... Haha the video alot of voices ah.. cos we kept talked and talked... the only voice u can't hear were from ah hui an Mr LIDA... haha!

I love the firework from here... super nice.. lookout for the UFO pattern!!

Haha ok pple, i shall continue upload the firework video tml morning.. too tired le.. tml still need to go jogging... stay tuned for firework video part 2 by Ms Chua.... alot more videos yo, so must stay tuned!!

Shokudo and Fireworks by french team...

Today after work, thot of going to chop place at the esplanade there to watch firework... but due to the no. of pple going and raining, we decided to wait for each other after work then go have dinner instead and slowly make our way there to catch the firework... Only me, yen, sam and sam's sis went.... haha~

So Yen suggested to go shokudo... we were like ok la.. since now 5 sth pm only... heez.... My 2nd time there yo~

When we reached there, i brought them walked one round to see wat food they have....  haha we ordered this ordered tat, then we actually realised how much food we ordered man.... from the pics u all can see ya~ b4 we eat the food, we kept took photos of all the food, haha we behaves like tourists hoh.... tada! our food~

Japanese red bean cheesecake...

Nabemono and some cold side dishes... (cold tofu, i like!)

My gyoza!! finally get to eat liao.. lst time went there the machine spoilt yo... nice!

Some grilled bacon wif strawed mushrooms... yummmy...

Salmon belly and squid.... haha today then i know tat fish fats are gd for complexion.. yen said de.. haha then sam also said fish fats is much more better than pig and chicken... heez cos at lst i dun wan eat the fats and tried to dig out.. muahaha!!

After tat we reached esplanade around 8.20pm?? hmmm not as crowded as we thot.... maybe becos b4 tat, raining and today friday only.... so while waiting, we talked here and there.... haha talked crapped here and there also very fun lei... then sam gave us see the pic of her pooh bear... aiyo super cute.... haha like the pooh bear is alive de lei.. somemore got passport photo man.... kawaii....!!! haha!!! 

9pm le..........

firework haven start man...... aiyo the korean team are late.. how can??!?!!

9.15pm......

still haven start... ok, we continue to entertain among ourselves.... hahaha....

9.30pm..........

We saw one spark of firework flew up to the sky.... oh it started... eh but no announcement made lei... funny.. haha dun care la so we jus engrossed ourselves into the firework.. sam very funny... asked china to lend some footprints shown in the olympics opening... hahaha!! i managed to record some video until my hp battery flat.... sad... worse still, at lst got this very long and nice firework... when i reached home, i realised tat time i forgot to press the record button....  ALAMAK! blur me!!!!! but the firework abit so so la... now considering tml going for french team anot.. 

Oh well enjoyed the video i uploaded ba~ heez...

Jus a random opinion~ heez~

Well few days ago was having a funny topic wif er ma when we were abt to head home after sch....

B4 we make our way to the MRT station, we went to the ladies..... so randomly we jus started a topic on some behaviours of woman using the ladies ya... hahaha....

I was telling her tat i find it disgusting when some girls (if u noticed) went to the cubicles to adjust their clothings instead of doing their business (cos normally u will noticed it by hearing the flush sound right)... so when they came out... they never washed their hands.... OH NO~ i think tat at least u should washed ur hands right, jus for hygiene purposes..... hmmmm.... i was telling er ma... if i were to go to the cubicles to adjust my clothings, when i come out, i will definitely washed my hands becos i scared to give pple the impression tat i am so disgusting lo, go toilet never washed hands... she agreeds wif me....

Next, she was telling me another behaviour of woman when they used the toilet... she said tat some women after using the toilet bowl, they will left behind few drops of their urine at the surface circumference of the toilet bowl.... very disgusting.. and when is her turn to use it, she have to clean b4 she can sit down and do her business.... she find it quite inconsiderate of them... well i do agreed wif her ya... cos it happened to me tonnes of things... and it even go to the extreme of having drops of u know, blood, on the circumference of the toliet bowl... AW!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i have to clean it yo~ if not how go to use the toliet bowl... for me, after i do finished my business, i will looked back to the toliet bowl b4 i unlocked the door and left the cubicles... i mean.. considerate in some sense ya.... very very yucky.... cannot believe some women are so so so so dirty in the toliet ya...

We started discussing abt big business in the toliet... (haha tat day both of us are into toliet topic yo haha) i told her tat find it real disgusting too when some women finished their big business..... they will also leave behind some stains... this time is in the inner part of the toliet bowl... their "products" stain yo... OH FAINT!!!!!!!!!! why can't they jus flushed thoroughly... if one time cannot then make it 2 times.... ARGH!!!!!! How horrible can women be in the toliet... oh no~ sad to say i am a woman too~ no no a young lady tat are considerate in the toliet ok..
haha...

Well, the above behaviours i mentioned were actually observed in my workplace... not my workplace lab... but at the cubicles of the FS OT lab... every now and then i see all these disgusting things... too busy until so dirty...?? hmmm....

Today when i am in the cubicles... the cubicle next to mine came a very very loud sound... guess wat it is....

It goes.................

BOI..........................................! (long and loud)

OMG, someone at the next cubicles is making a real big business..... i can't imagaine tat.... i understand tat when doing big business here and there will have some funny sound lo... but i jus can't take it when i heard this loud sound today...!!! i rather hear something dropping into the toilet bowl than tat... oh no~ disgusting man!!!!!! eeee........ for me, if i do big business... i will put lot of toilet paper into the toilet bowl to prevent any sound man... yuck~

Haiz hope u all dun vomit...!!

Bored bored.....

Now at FS lab so bored........... hahaha!!! one Dr went to eat until now haven come back... the other Dr went to have a drink...

Left me and a 1.5 litres coca cola bottle beside me in the FS lab..... hmmm whose bottle is it?? hahaha so strange....

Today jus another normal working day for me... haha but at the main lab was quite fun ya.. cos all the young pple doing cutting... which of cos include me... MS CHUA!! hahaha!!!! we kept ourselves entertained here and there but at the same time finished up our work b4 12pm.....

I was telling TY tat i have this dream..... i dreamt of Sabo (a colleague in our lab, she is nasty and rude person i must said..)... As far as i remembered.... in the dream i was sitting near her desk... (real life of cos she dun have a desk but i dunno why in the dream she have a desk...) then i accidentally poured my glass of water onto her desk... she was mad and scolded me la... then i also talked back to her... Haha tat dun happened in real life man, for me to talk back to someone.... then she was so angry until she splashed her cup of water on me!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! wah then jus nice my hand was holding on to my half-filled glass of water (due to the spillage b4 tat)... i splashed right thru her face!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG SHIOK!!! hahahaha!!! of cos shiok la, i cannot do this in real life lei..... hahahaha!!! i rememeber she was extremely shocked in the dream when i splashed water back at her... so funny~ then after tat she talked wat, i keep talked back at her... i can't remember wat she said and wat i said.... i only remember one part... she asked S abt "i am not stupid 2" tat movie... then i overheard it, so i went straight to her face and said "U are auntie lo, so wat for u still watch this kind of movie huh, AUNTIE!" hahaha!! SHIOK! hahaha!!! next moment, i woke up and time to get ready for work... hahaha!! tat is funny~

Oh well wat a dream but is nice to here and there to have this kind of dream tat make me get back to pple tat are nasty to me??? haha so bad hoh me.... woo~ later still got lab to attend after work................................ dunno wat homogenization and wat centrifugation to do........... sob~

But NVM!!!!!!!!!!! tml going to see my fav firework liao..... yay!!!! *dancing* must faster go chop place when i finished work at 4pm!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woo again me and the 1.5 litres coca cola bottle in the lab......

Liu Xiang~

My Weekend~

Woo~ My weekend was a busy one…. Only Saturday la… Haha at least to me la…

Saturday morning was working half day….. It went smoothly for me la… since I can only do light work… due to my thumb!!! Sobs!!! Then I called PR to call me “miss chua” since he called senwan “mr senwan”… haha!!!! So funny~ So u all called me “ms chua” now ok… hahaha!!!! Then tat mr deep lei…… hmmm…..

Mr deep: Agnes why dun u do cutting, since there is nothing much left… I will shaved the remaining blocks…

Me: If I can do cutting, I long ago will do lo, but I can’t ma.. my thumb is numb then I can’t feel the grip when I hold the ribbons….

Mr deep: Hai, agnes, excuses…..

Me: Oh ok lo… why dun u cut since u know how to cut… there is one empty seat waiting for u….

Mr deep: Oh I can’t.. I’m not good in using tat machine… I better in using the automated one….

Haha excuses too right………!!! But I never said la, I jus think to myself…. Mr deep ah… hmmm… how should I said…. He is ok in some sense… but jus tat when I talked to him, to a certain point of times, he began to be arrogant…. Also sarcastic…. Well is it those pple grow up in western country tend to talk like tat??? Or is it becos me not used to it??? Hmmm……

So after went to sch for my test…. Though is a 35 mins test… but I nearly fall asleep while doing the paper…. It was not said easy la… but I am jus tired I guess…. Been studied for the test these past few days….. phew… luckily I managed to finish doing it in time….

After tat faster went home to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wake up around 5.30pm to go the a nearby salon to try out temporary perm…. Wah I waited for nearly an hour man!!!!! So while waiting, watched Olympics lo!!! Hahaha!!! Wah I am so so impressed by the men’s semifinal table tennis….. germany vs japan!!!! OMG they very cool lo, they hit right, is those long distance de… not like woman de… haha!!! Impressed!!! After tat also watched soccer… Italy vs Belgium…  Wah all the players super young looking lo… so cute…. Heez… *wink* around 6.20pm finally my turn to perm my hair….. I reached home around 7pm……… OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Supposed to meet them at 7.30pm…. aiyo I faster rushed home to dress up man!!!! In the end found out tat all of us will be late too… haha oh well……………… Oh so tat is wat I wore for raine’s bday chalet….!!!

At lst I looked at my hairstyle, find it abit weird.. thot of tying it up but….. I can’t!!! the hairspray make it hard liao!! Haha so I try to click up my fringe…

Got better ma? So do I looked funny?? Haha feedback yo~ 

Here is my “family” photo… hahaha!!!!! Only dun have june…. Hahaha!!! By right should have 8 of us de la… I am Da ma!!! Then beside me is ching hung aka xiao ma…. Then behind me is shiqin aka er ma!!! I am the oldest among them… xiu is the youngest… she super funny… we all talking, she sit one corner eating silent… hahaha!!!! Enjoying her food only ah!! Haha!!

I super like this photo.. cos both me and xiu pretty pretty!! haha no la.. xiu more pretty now~ i put this photo as my hp wallpaper and MSN display pic.. xiu feel honored ma!!! haha!!!

After tat came………………… AH FU!! Haha at lst I saw him I act abit blur like never see him… haha then jus nice I looked up he also then we said a quick hi… then he came to my side and asked me how my thumb… I gave him see… then he said why I so careless la, this and tat….. ok his mood is gd again yo~ then after tat he went to the room to look for his fren, all my poly frens looked at me and questioned me who is him la… bf or wat la… aiyo…. I kept called them to lower their volume wait he can hear lo.. I very pai she lei…………….!!!! Argh!!!! So hard to make them lower their volume especially jed and victor!!! Haha!! Jed keep said me fat la as usual… fat and short!!! Hmmm!!!! I know!! Tat why now every Sunday morning I go jogging wif my dad….!! Hmmm!!! After tat they went into the room to chit chat then I saw ah fu sitting in the living room watching tv alone.. so I went to accompany him awhile lo….. then we were chit chat la, I asked him how sch and work la.. this and tat… then he told me tat one of his fren coming to the chalet… cos need him to help repair laptop… then I disturbed disturbed la…. I asked him is it girl… he said no la, is a guy… then I jus joked wif him “aiyo u haven improved in ur social life hoh, hahaha!! He stared at me.. I was like ops… I joking joking, dun dare to make u angry man!!!! Hahaha, I scared yo, he got mood swing de lei… wait like bomb, bomb me how….. then I asked him wat time he going back… he asked me back… I told him 10 sth ba… he said ok la, he send me home…. Woo I straightaway said OK!!!!!!!!! Hahaha… but when around 10 sth liao… all my frens were abt to went off… he still repairing his fren laptop…. Then at lst I thot of waiting for him… then later I asked him how long he will take… he said 1 to 2 hr… OMG~ faint!!! Then I told him nvm la.. I go home lst… then he said is ok, call me wait for me…. Then I said eh… never mind la I can go home myself.. then u can slowly repair…. Then he said is ok ah he dun mind sending me home… then I told him eh abit funny lei, I wait for him so long jus to wait for him to send me home, I also dun wan to ma fan him…. Then he said he dun think is ma fan… is it me tat find it ma fan… I never answered him, I looked at his fren, his fren looked confused… haha!!! Then he said again he dun find it ma fan, then is it I am in a rush to get home… I also never answered him… then he said so late, so late for me to go home alone…. Then asked me how I wan to go home.. I told him I take bus lo… then in the end he said ok la.. ask me be careful… haha finally get thru!!! Think he also good mood lo, tat why…..tat jed ah, already we are waiting for cab he asked me wan to go back wait for him anot… he accompany me.. dotz!! So funny right already said dun wan liao, then go back said wan him send again… aiyo!!! No way yo~

Then jed asked me why dun I considered being wif him… aiyo, I told jed…… U think I wan jiu can de meh… also wan pple willing right…. Haha!!! Every one got rights to choose de yo, tat is call human rights!!!! Hahaha!!! I told him and Xiu in the cab… haha I pick on louis… then now retribution, he picked me… haha!!! Xiu laughed so loud yo!!!! Heez, maybe is the truth hoh!! Nvm la! It ok!!! NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heez….

Then Sunday I jus stay at home to slack and watched Olympics la….

I have to admit tat when I saw our flag being raised up in the prize ceremony, I feel abit gan dong and feel proud…. Hahaha!!! Dunno why too~ suddenly feel abit emotional… haha!!! Proud to be Singaporean!!!!

Oh ya pple!!!!!!!!! Firework festival is coming!!! 22^nd to 23^rd august!!!! 9pm start!!!! 22^nd watching wif xiu and colleagues…. Then 23^rd watch wif poly frens…. I got asked ah fu wan to join me and poly frens on 23^rd for firework…. He said he going genting cannot come… woo then I told him to buy present for me… haha he said he try to find… he said why dun he catch the cloud for me…. Haha!! Tat is really funny!!!!!! Then I said ok la…. Then asked him to bring a big bottle and a super sticky sealer.. in case the cloud leak out… haha he still said ok… I think he also joking la!!!

OMG can’t wait for firework festival… I hoped tat next time if my future bf proposed to me…. He will proposed to m where there is fireworks… haha romantic right!!!!!!! Gd idea yo~*wink wink*

Oh and here is my eeyoresSSs... haha this is actually not even half of my collection... still got more in my store room, dunno got chance to let u all see anot... these 4 can be found on my bed except the big one.... haha!!! big one go back to the storeroom!!

One last thing…………….

My LIU XIANG cannot run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shall see him on youtube.... his visa advertisement... the advertisment tat attract me to him hahaha!! 

My half day claim for National Day....

Woo now wan to open my internet explorer and surf net also hard yo~ Cos dunno wat happened lei, when i open my internet explorer, it was blank and jammed.... sometime is ok, sometime is not ok..... haiz then my mum's colleague's husband got help us repair PC b4.... so he said when is possible then he come and look at my internet explorer software lo~ haiz i tried so many times until now then i can get into the internet explorer.... so must faster type my blog blog.............

Today get to claim my half day for national day de.... haha like holiday mood yo but but but, tml still got work and got test.......... sob!!! So Sam and i happened to claim the half day today, b4 tat i already agreed to meet xiu for lunch... so Sam joined us too la!!! We went to eat aston at bedok, one of the coffee shop.... hahaha!!! it was nice yo~ cheaper than botak jones.... it is more on grilled de.... haha!! Sam said is more worth than batok jones.... haha... well well katong got one aston restaurant, got air-con..... haha but u must go there early if not, will have long queue yo... business at katong is real good yo~ went there b4 wif peiying and serene..... so anyone wan to give it a try? hahaha!!!!

These past 2 days, life without my left thumb is so so so not convenient.....!! i thot should be still ok... but i can't bath properly... wear clothes also need to be extra careful..... cannot really do work in lab.... and eat, can only use one hand to hold my utensil.... like today i purposely chose salmon cos salmon no need to cut ma!!! haha but of cos more ex lo~ hahaha!!! Tat why Mr Anton said now i know how is it feel to hurt 1 finger out of 10 fingers.... it make a great difference~! of cos man!!!! sob!! hope it faster recovered.....

But hoh.... heez.... so shy to say!!!!! hahaha!! yesterday i went to trimming room, saw my fav dr, Dr GCH..... He saw me he smiled and said "Xiao mei mei, heard u cut ur finger huh??" then i smiled and show him my finger.... *i still show him until so happy lo, think i crazy!* then he said "Must be careful, u still need ur finger to do work de... must take care..." Aiyo so nice of him right!!!! i wan to melt le.. haha!!! i asked him how he know then he said in the lab when someone cut their fingers, news spread fast de... haha!! well i guess tat is right ya~ heez!! but so nice of him right...... *wink wink*

Then yesterday i think mr ah fu also in gd mood hoh.... he ah.... haha... cos the day b4 yesterday i told him abt my PC asked him how and wat should i do..... then he called me and tell me wat i can try to do... worse come to worse format.... aiyo~ then he said he can help me format if i wan.... but who will wan to format right... i told him let me think.... then he send me Adware to scan my PC.... tat day he was haven fever but he said he ren until he send finished thru MSN cos it was quite a big file.... so yesterday i saw him at MSN, then i told him thanks for his help la, but my internet explorer still got prob.... then i asked him wat time will he reached raine's bday chalet on saturday....... he replied said he busy and talk to me later.. but i told him is ok, i logging off le... so i log off and abt to go to bed.....

Suddenly my phone rang... it was him.............

Then he asked me abt my PC thingy then told me if i need help wif formatting let him know... then i was like ok lo.... then i asked him abt raine's chalet thingy.... aiyo he said he will be going today and tml.... then i was like huh!!! cos today nobody ah..... actual party will be tml... somemore raine today got sch until 10pm, so her fren, CS, (ah fu's fren) helped her book in lst.... then he said he told CS tat try call more pple for today and said call me go... but i told him i go for wat... i already told raine i go tml lo.... she also said ok... hmmm.... then he asked me go there see can helped out wat lo, then somemore me and raine sister sister ma..... then i told him, i go there also can't helped anything cos i "handicapped"... he was like "wat happened to u?" then i told him i cut my finger and how lo..... then he keep said me la... why work until like tat la..... this and tat la, u all should know la, when u all hurt urself wat ur parents will nag abt.... but he still called me go, called me sit there also good... huh!!! like a vase??!?! then i told him tml i got test too, need to study... then he called me to bring my notes there to study... or he can teach me.... -_-""" aiyo... anyhow..... then he go back to the topic on my cut finger.... aiyo... then he said i can't eat egg and seafood thingy..... then i was like yes yes.... then he go on nagged again lo... then i admitted i am careless also la.... then he said he waited for me to admit tat......... ah!!!!!! hmmm!!!! then go on and on why i careless la..... slowly slowly he said b4 he abt to go the chalet for today he will give me a call..... i said i see how lst la... hmmm... then his last line wah really funny.... "u sleep properly hoh, put ur finger properly dun let ur eeyore crash ur cut finger hoh, hahaha!!!" ah he really dotz hoh... guess his mood was good today ya~ haha!!! tat why talked so much things.... i actually finished studying la... but really abit lazy to go cos of my finger.... so hope he dun call??

Haha i hope so too~ heeZ~

I cut my thumb!!!

OMG, today i cut my thumb man!!!!!

Aiyo, actually i was cutting a block, it was quite hard, so the cryo chuck tend to jump... so i wanted to shift the block abit, but end up i sort of push the block, then the block holder came down and my thumb came down wif it... Oh no, after tat i faster see my thumb, i realised the glove at my thumb area is tear and my nail was cut, next moment blood flowing out of it............. Oh no, starting is not pain after tat when i go wash my cut, it was pain oh no!!!!

Then i asked Dr CN whether he can cut the blk for me, he and Dr CWC asked why, then i told them i cut my thumb... Dr CWC so cute, she very gan chiong, she faster go get gauze from sister.. then sister came in and ask me, then i told her is ok i later go see Dr..... then Dr CWC help me do a fast bandage on my thumb while i await the arrival of Mr Anton!!! i wanted to help out in doing the paper work, but Dr CN dun allowed and asked me to sit down and dun move... haha!!!!

So while i sitting down, i jus see the case one by one came in ya... aiyo.... whole place like in a mess......

Then Mr Anton came to the rescue.... Then he told me to go A&E.... then i called my mum and asked her bring me go cos i dunno how to go... haha!!!!

Aiyo, A&E very ma fan yo.... take temperature then go register.... then wait.............. take BP liao...... then wait.......... see dr then at lst i was so scared he going to take out my nails man... then he said no need cos a part of my nail still attached ah, so let it grow lo.... he asked me the blade is new one de ma... i said i dunno... haha ops.... then he said to play safe take a jab la.... ok la... then he asked me wait outside for nurse to clean my cut and take a jab.... then wait again.............. nurse called me in to take a jab.... sob i very scared of jab yo....!!! T_T....... after tat go out of the room..... and wait again again...... after 10 mins called me again and bring me to another room and asked me wait again................................................. then 10 mins later, managed to clean my cut yo.... tat male philipino nurse very funny, cos abit hard to bandage my cut on my nail.... so he said he not good in badaging... haha funny yo cos he pai seh ma, take long time to bandage it up~ haha!! after tat go pharmacy to take medicine... i think tat is the only place tat service very fast... haha less than 5 mins....

After tat went back to lab to give Mr Senwan my MC.... wanted to give boss, but she not around... haha i walked along the corridor, aiyo, everybody know i cut my finger......... haha how amazed tat news can spread so fast in our lab!!!! hahaha!!!! Oh and i only got 1 day MC.... haha!!!! so tml have to go back and work....

But the thing is, i can't do cutting cos of my fingers.... haha tml i guess i be floater yo... float around... guess only can sort some slide ya!! haiz haiz.... luckily is cut my left thumb not right... if not i can't write man!!!!

Oh give u all see a pic.....

Is a very very big eeyore!!! given by my mum's colleague!!!! Haha so cute right... aiyo... but my bed no place put lei... next time i should take a pic of all the eeyore soft toys i have yo... this is the 2nd big eeyore i got... another at erm..... storeroom!! haha!!!!

The after me......

It been 4 days since i last blogged?? Well for my record is considered long lo~ Jus wan to tidy up my thots and emotions b4 i start blogging again.... Been making the pple around me worries for me... Gomenasai.... (Sorry).. Atashi Dai Jou Bu Desu!! ( I am ok~) Mina arigato~(thank you all)

Well my after thoughts are....since u wan to keep on treat me like tat ok, nvm... i will jus learn to clever liao.... hmmm!!!

Like today, Dr CN said why yesterday i bring down the specimen so fast.... hmmm i remember i asked tat FS king b4 tat some case jus finished, so i still bring down ma, cos wait if got addition again how, wait abit ma fan ya... he called me to jus bring down, he jus use a new form again, so easy de... (to him like no big deal) ok, so yesterday i do wat he said... then guess wat he told SW, he told her to start from dunno wat letter as i never bring down the specimen...then Dr CN said me too fast la this and tat la... then i said back "FS king said can bring down de, the most he jus use a new form, then u said i too fast bring down, so u wan me to listen to who? u or the king?" He abit stunned... he said "u asked me, dun asked him..." Then i was like ok, u said one ya.... we got meeting at 1.15pm..... So i called the lab at around 12.20pm.... no one answered... so i sms mr Ad to asked him tat king going for meeting anot, if yes then i go eat lunch at OT lst... then he replied me said tat he told him he not going and he still slowly take his time to eat his lunch... wah so shitty right... ok nvm.... after tat Ad called me and asked me go eat lst or wait till he go up then faster eat lo... then i said i see how lo cos i wan go eat also cannot go eat cos waiting for a case.... Then Dr CWC overheard abit of my conversation on the phone wif Ad then after tat she asked me wat happened la.. then i told her.... haha then she said nvm, called me go eat... then said why tat king like tat.. i jus said he is like tat... dun wan to further elaborate le... then 1pm he came up.... -_-" haha jus nice 1 min like tat b4 he came up, Dr CWC still asked why he so late de... haha then when he opened door, she stared at me wif her eyes open big big... haha ok nvm... then when he came up, he said................

FS king: Today got meeting i not going, oh u know got meeting right? anyone told u....?
Me: *in my mind, u came up this time isn't it obvious u never go meeting* I know, no one told me but i can see from the notice board....
FS king: Oh then now u faster go eat lo, then faster go meeting lo....
Me: *U purposely right, ok lo i also purposely now* I eat le..
FS king: So fast??!
Me: I hungry la....!

Silenced for a while..................

FS king: then u slowly go back for meeting la... it'll be a meaningless meeting, waste of time........................

I not interested in wat he saying actually so dun bother to listen la.... but he goes again...............

FS king: U wan to later go down make ur life interesting abit?
Me: Huh?
FS king: U asked J why she quarrel wif innovative....

I never answered him..... siao... for wat right..... not kpo lo....

He purposely, i be more clever liao lo, no choice lo... hmmm!!!

Oh today got a more shocking thingy!!! MY BOSS TAUGHT ME HOW TO DO MY BIOCHEMISTRY UNITS CONVERSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At lst i kept asked around my colleagues who know to do... then they all can't remember.... then Y and T asked me to ask boss... i was like she still remember meh?? She always forget this and tat lei.... then jus nice when i asked An (he funny, he straightaway took out his hp and check his hp converter!! Hello, Mr An i also does tat liao, dun have!! haha funny!!) and Ad, then boss walked past and overheard, then she asked wat can she helped... so i faster run to my locker and took out my paper... then she taught me in the pantry.. OMG she quite a good teacher lei!!!!! And the most impt thing, she taught me the correct thing!!!!! my fren also shocked she so clever!!! OMG 我大跌眼镜 (shocked until the glasses dropped) no no should be i shocked until my contact lens fall out..... hahaha!! but anyway thank boss~ appreciate tat... Still shocked!!!!

Ok write until here.... gtg sleep.. dun worry pple, i am fine ya~ Agnes is back... haha pple is elva is back, me is agnes is back~

Another me..........

Today is Olympics opening but also the day some of us, the youngsters in histo lab got a big big shock......!!!!

Tat is......... FS king's wife is 6 mths pregnant and he never breathe a word to anyone, not even to his dear auntie ong until recently...................!! We all got a big shocked...... Oh my!!! It was a shock to us, youngsters.... but to the seniors pple, it was very normal since they married for near to 3 yrs..... but u know... it was not abt the baby and marriage thingy.. it was... u know.... him...... yes i know, we are bad... bad huh......

Well, now for my confession time.........? not really confession la... jus my thots.....

When i heard tat his wife is pregnant.................. i dun feel a least of happiness for him.... not at all.......... (and of cos i know he doesn't need my congrats) At that moment, i realised how much i disliked him... no not dislike..... i hated him... hated him to the core.......... i dunno why suddenly the feeling is so strong...... i now i am bad, terribly bad... yes i know.... it was hard for him and his wife to conceive, yes i know......... i know it had not happen to me yet, so i dunno how is it feel... yes i know....

And i can't seem to forget the face auntie ong's made when S said "I feel sad for the baby" and when i said "I dunno why i dun feel happy for him at all"..... It was a hard stare...... She stared hard at us for some times, until i can even noticed tat stare of hers... i jus looked normally back to her direction though i dun feel too good abt it... i dunno S got saw tat kind of stare she made... i dunno.... it doesn't feel comfortable at all......... i know we do sound terribly bad...... but it jus how we felt???

While waiting for my fren to sms me to meet her to go for our lessons... i kept on pondering and tat stare kept appears in my mind........... Is it wrong of me to say out wat i think at tat moment?? i dunno................ somehow or rather............. my minds was filled wif the thots why i hated him to the core................

My lst mth of FS wif him........... the lst few days.... He came up, he took the slides i cut and looked under the microscope... Next he told me he got sth to talk to me... He asked me to open every cupboards in FS lab (wif the presence of Dr HB) and asked me to tell him wat stocks i never top up at all.... next, he said my staining was bad.... not consistent....(ok tat i can accept as i am learning) next, he asked me "Is my comment impt to u? If it is, then is good... If is not, then i will open 1 eye close 1 eye, and watever mistake u make i will jus covered it up for u....", he added "I believe in spore no one does FS more than me, i do not claimed the title of FS king for nothing...." and he also said "Every single thing in FS lab not in place, i confirm know de" I was commentless... At tat time, it was 1.40pm, he ate up my lunch time... Then he still asked me to stain give him see.... i said i wan to go eat lunch..... he jus said ok lo........... it was quite a bad lecture wif him le....

Next day, he went to tell 2 of our senior techs tat my staining was bad and dun send up juniors tat haven learn special stain up to FS lab... When my colleagues told me, u know how hurt tat time i was... i know my staining is not good, i know... but why can't u give me a chance to learn and u bad mouth me like tat at our main lab... why.... i respect u as a senior tat why i bothered to listen to u even if u ate up half of my lunch time... kind of hurt my pride.... nvm....

Everytime he will asked me do this and do tat.... asked me go get this, go get tat..... ok i do, i go get all the stuffs he wan in the list he wrote.. even go to the extend of finding the technician to repair our tap when in the morning, he was very free ya.. (i know thru the FS record book for am session) There is once, he wanted me to go take the liquid nitrogen tank myself when the tank i can't even carry to the trolley... at lst i told him, i can;t find the trolley, he said around reception area, but i told him even if i find it i can't carry it to the trolley, too heavy... he told me to jus take it... but i told him i really can't is too heavy for me, then he no choice have to take... if i know i will do, but i really can't why won't he jus helped me... he is a guy.... haiz....

Every now and then, he always wan to change shift wif me, said he this and tat got something on..... i said tat day i can't, then he will choose another day to change... he jus wan to die die able to change.... nvm ok... compromise.... If he take half day, he wan me to reach there at 12pm, cos he need to faster rush off... ok, i have my lunch at 11pm, reach there b4 12pm.... guess wat... he didn't rush off....... he chit chat wif the dr until around 12.20pm then he willing to go off.............. he told me "thank u for coming up early" but wat the use u said tat when u jus go on and on wif ur conversation wif the dr and not rushing off.... i felt like an idiot tat time....

May, was outside trimming room wif him and TY............. He asked me to arrange for someone to take formalin up cos no more le.... arrange? why arrange? can't u take urself since u are the in-charge for tat mth...? i jus nodded my head..... after lunch, he asked me "Agnes, have u taken the formalin?" i said haven.... next moment, he asked me to go down take myself......... u all know how heavy it is for me ma.... not i dun wan to take, it is really too heavy for me......... he doesn't care at all... in the end TY helped me out.....

June, wif him in FS lab again... he relief Ad...... he spot checked my FS slides............... and he called up to Ad to ask him to check the reagents i prepared cos is not satisfactory.........and asked him to tell me this and tat.... Ad find it ridiculous when i am at the main lab wif him...... in the end, Ad asked the Dr and find out tat there is nothing wrong wif my reagents jus tat i cut thicker sections.......... Auntie ong said him why he do tat.... he said becos i dun listen to him at all................. gosh~ how can he do tat......... He also said "junior is for senior to bully, tat is the life of a junior"... is tat how it should be.... i began to dishearten le..............

July, wif him in FS lab again again.... i relief B.... i jus forgot to take down an empty bottle... he straightaway sms auntie ong abt it... and auntie ong came and told me......... and asked why i never take down.... i jus simply forgot, i didn't purposely........... is tat a very big matter here.......? he no hands to take down himself ma?? And whenever anything in FS lab not working well, he said is other pple's fault......... or my fault if i partner him......

August, wif him in FS lab again again again.... He told J tat everytime he came into the FS lab, i quickly go off... like i am always in a rush... he said i in a rush until i never take down a FS case down and left for him to take it down..... and said maybe i scared doing FS, so when is time to change shift, i very happy then rush out of the lab... lst and foremost.... i never forget to take down the FS case... i already told him tat the case not yet over so i dun bring down, he said ok.... and now he accused me................... it is so damn obvious i dun like him, dun wan to see his face right............. seriously i dunno wat i ever did wrong to get all these from him.... i really dunno~

Why everytime he jus wan to find something to say me.......................... why........................

So can u all tell me reasons for not hating him............. he keep on provoking me...... how u wan me to dun hate him............. how u wan me to feel happy for him when he going to welcome his newborn daughter.... i simply can't... baby is his de... i got no right to critise the baby or his wife... no right.... if i ever do tat, i am overboard but i didn't.... it jus him i hate....

All these jus accumulated and accumulated......... until i saw auntie ong gave me tat kind of stare, i jus simple breakdown.... i went home, yes i breakdown.... i cried.............. i have a hard cried.................. the last time i had a hard cried is when my previous workplace the sister scolded me for not saying gd moring to her... i was so so angry tat i cried tat time...... this time i cried, it was not i angry or anything like tat... i jus simply can't take it..... why i get this kind of shit from him........... why..........and i get tat kind of stare from auntie one when i simply said tat line........... i am not displeased wif auntie ong.. i am not............. jus tat, tat stare jus make me breakdown totally after so many mths i told myself to ren him and dun let him bully... but all the efforts jus gone down the drain...... while typing this post, i still feeling like crying.... why i so suay..... i dun think i can take it anymore.... can't take all these shitty thing from FS king........ This breakdown really make an impact on me...........

Really.........

Dun think i can take it anymore...........

Wat should i do...............

My tears jus kept rolling down................ it jus can't seem to stop.........

How should i stopped all these idiotic comments he made abt me from appearing in my mind...................

How.......................

Wat a conversation.....

Today afternoon was doing FS........

So i studied half way.... angela came in.... so the both of us started to chat..... So Dr HB haha (always wif a blur blur face like tat..) jus looked at the both of us, listening... so both of us started to ask him questions, so as to allow him to join in our conversation la.... hahaha!!!! if not he like so boring... haha dun wan to outcast him also la...

So from tumour from a breast, cooking and how to choose meat for soup, taking care of kids, breast feeding, Dr HB and angela's kids' names, how they know their life partners, how is the feel of having a family and finally to me.................. hahaha dotz dotz....

Well, i was telling them i wan my elder sis to have kids, so i can be 小姨 (youngest aunt) but she dun wan... then my sec sis also said she dun wan... so the conversation started..............

A: If they dun wan to have kids, u have la... like tat u no need to wait for them to have....
Me: Wah like tat must wait till i can find my mr right and if possible, get married yo....
A: U still so young, can de la....
HB: Agnes, how young are u?
Me: I'm 22....
HB: Wah, not young le....
A: Huh 22 not young meh?
Me: Ya lo, i very old meh?
HB: Ya not young le... *he mentioned some names of some famous pple (i guess) tat have a gd career at the age of 17 and another one get married at around 23?? i dunno who are the pple he referring to but angela knows...*
Me: Oh................... (although i dunno who are those pple)
HB: So u got only 1 yr to go.... to 23....
Me: Huh, u can't expect me to get married so young ma....
HB: So u must start looking now....
Me: Aiyo, 好男人很难找 ah... (Very hard to find a good man nowadays)
HB: Well u see.... Man are like wine.... the longer u let it ferment (is ferment the words for wine??) the more values they have.... But for woman is opposite, they cannot be old ah.. Then if a man wan to have kids, u think he will wan to marry a younger woman or an older woman?
A: Of cos is younger woman la....
HB: Ya lo... This is proven scientifically ah... *After tat he was saying some science terms which i dunno wat words are they but as usual angela knows, but i jus know he said tat it is proven, he never anyhow said... Haha*
A: Ya, this is true ah, i agreed.....
HB: Ya la, so u dun be picky liao... now got 2 new staffs right.... (b4 tat i was telling him abt PR and Mr Deep, then he think tat Mr Deep won't stay long in histo.. muahaha!! so 3 of us called PR as "Kopi" and Mr Deep as "Latte".. ops we so racist hoh...) u choose either one la........!
Me: Aiyo, i dun wan.... i racist de.....
HB: I tell u, in lab ah, u can never find bf de... so u left wif ur sch, ur fren's network and workplace....
Me: Hm true hoh...
A: Go out often wif ur guy frens from poly la....
Me: Got, but i treat them as sisterz!! Hahaha!!
A: Aiyo....
Me: Somemore they all younger than me, i dun like younger guys....
HB: I know, u go pubbing then u know guys la...
Me: Cannot!! The guys there all no good de...!!
HB: Haha ya hoh... ah no la.. go there be frens not said straightaway be ur life partner la....
Me: Ee dun wan.... Actually my dream is to be a "tai tai" then stay at home shake legs....
HB: Aiya i know le... no choice le la... u go find pathologists from our workplace la...
*A and me started laughing*
Me: Wah who??? Haha u must exclude those senior consultant hoh....
HB: Alot of pathologists not married u know....
A: Huh really....?
HB: Ya like TSY, THC, CN, LA.....
Me: Huh TSY not married.... i thot he married, he looked so fatherly... haha!!
HB: No la... Only me and CWC married got kids (the younger pathologists tat are married)...
A: Oh last time other Drs here also alot never married right...
HB: Ya lo... Cos u see they everyday work and work... after work jiu go home... of cos cannot find la.... So very unhealthy.....
Me: Haha ya lo, not like u right... haha!! U know ur wife how long?
HB: I know her for half of my life le..... 16 yrs....
A: Wah so sweet........... *eyes shined wif envy and happiness for them*
Me: Ya lo, wah can seldom find couple know each other since college then married yo~
HB: Haha tat why u start finding now la... THC la....!! haha!!!
Me: NO!!!!!!!!! Me and him no topic to talk man...!! he talked but i always jus laughed and never answered back... cannot!!! I wan someone very MAN....
HB: Aiyo, u wan a guy tat have one bush of hair at his chest then considered man meh... hahaha!!!
Me: Haha of cos no la!!!! Ee tat one too disgusting!!!
HB: LA la....
A: Aiyo he is a cleaniness-freak.... Like to clean alot....
Me: Ya lo... too clean liao....!!
HB: U dun picky la..!! Haha, if wan to be tai tai then choose those senior consultant cos they are rich ma.... but u wan MAN de la, too clean u also dun wan la.. so picky....! Haha...
Me: No la, not said i dun like too clean la... haha!!!! comment ma.. haha TY and LA can la... cos both of them like to be clean clean de...
A: Haha really ah.. TY also very particular abt cleaniness??
Me: Not as scary as LA la...
HB: Really alot of pathologists here no gf yo... Oh WPC also no bf...
Me: Wah really??? *Haha the person i dislike no bf i very happy! evil me!!*
HB: Ya lo....
Me: LM also dun have gf yo......... Oh last time we think Ann and him compatible lei.. haha!!!
HB: u dun sabo Ann ah...!!
Me: Haha.. wah wah said until like tat... haha, i get wat u mean...!!
HB: Ah, i know.... *he pointed to his back where WCF was using the PC* He no gf ah... can ah.....
Me: Eh? No la.... *in my mind is like he abit "feminine"? but i cannot said out right... After they left then i told A tat i find WCF "feminine", she laughed* He and PY can la!!!! Hahaha....
HB: Hahahahhaa!!!!!!!!!
Me: Cannot cannot wait PY killed me.... hahaha!!!!! *obviously not PY type*
A: Or now u walk out of the FS lab, then u see handsome young medical students, u purposely knocked into them then make frens... hahaha!!!
Me: Haha wah can try hoh... haha!!!

Then slowly slowly we jus ended our conversation and left the FS lab separately...

But heard A and HB talked abt family and kids... wah i also very very look forward for my future family lei........ then have small agnes... one who looked like me??? but of cos not my height!!! hahaha!!!! if not i really............. hai............................................ no comment.... so must find tall but not too tall husband!!! haha!!! for the better future of small agnes!!!! hahaha!!! woo i day dream again hoh....

It was a funny conversation wif them!!! OMG now i looked back my current post, i realised it was a very long post yo... haha hope u all while reading will not be bored to death.... heez!

Sleepy day~

Woo today feel so tired.... hahaha!!! dunno why... but reached home become so energetic....!!!

Today was helping out at trimming room.... then HYH asked Y when she going japan!!!! OMG.... i faster looked at Y and asked her is it true is it true................ she said ya lo, hokkaido!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG......... i was like "U GOING JAPAN!!!!"... My "U GOING TO JAPAN" was so loud.... until CHF turned around and said "now we all know...." hahaha!!! ops!!!!! then CHF forever disturbed me asking when i going taiwan since he keep promoting taiwan to me... hahaha!! but how to go... my best fren, peiying, no go, i cannot go... cos my mummy trust her....then peiying always go taiwan then my mum more fang xin... woo~ taiwan.. T_T.... Then J was saying tat my mummy worried can understand.... then me and CHF turned to her and i ask J why......... she said......... she said.................. BECOS I SO SMALL SIZE, AND LOOK LIKE I WILL GET LOSE OR KANA BULLIED! haha then both J and CHF laughed......... Mr T also joined in the topic saying ya lo, my mum also dun let me go australia (i told him b4 when he told me abt his daughter going australia)..... huh serious ah? i really give u all the feelings tat i will easily kana bullied??? serious??? eh lost.. cos i short then in crowd, u all cannot see me??? hahaha!!!! woo.... hahaha.................. i really give pple this kind of feeling yo? hmmm..... reflection reflection.......

After tat was in the pantry, waiting for time to flies.... haha cos going sch for my lab work............. Woo i read my notes until i wan to fall asleep.. luckily got Miss V and Miss L came and talked to me... haha!!!!! Miss V always so nice to pple la, even to tat Sabo........... Miss L lei.......... haha she very straightforward....!!! but i like!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!!!! wah she power.... haha!!! the words she used are strong and like an arrow which will confirm right on the spot...... hahaha!!! yeah man, come to Sabo must like tat... i like i like!!!! i must said u can seldom find pple tat are straightforward and u dun dislike them at all... well well... Miss L is one gd example... we like!!!! haha!!! soon after they gone.... tat attachment student, T, came in.... haha then she chatted wif me as she waiting for her fren la.... as usual she keep asked WHY WHY WHY.... abt FS OT stuffs... then i jus tell her in short..... "b4 ur attachment end, u tell our boss tat u wan go take a look, she will allowed one.. by then u will know..." haha tat when her WHY WHY WHY stopped... haha then we started talking abt Drs in our department... heez... ok la... she can talked and gossiped but if u were to teach her... hmmm i dun think i got the patience... haha!!!

Oh and guess who is my lab partner..... ??? today i was telling alot of pple tat i so scared i can't find a lab partner.... then i wished will be a handsome guy..........!!! but guess wat........... haha NOT GUY! a girl la... haha when the lecturer said work in pair... if not in pair then go find one... then i looked at my side, then this girl beside me, looked at me... then i looked back at her... haha then she give me a signal saying wan to pair up... i of cos said ok la... haha!!! woo so easily done hoh... i worry too much hoh..... muahaha!!!!

Woo, tml got lecture again... better go rest now.... Oyasuminasai!!! (good night)

Ice Skating

Woo sunday went ice-skating.... it was very very very fun!!!! i love it.... hahaha!!!! I went kallang ice world wif Raine, victor and Jed.......... Raine and Jed know how to skate... me and victor dunno~ haha.... so we were there for 2 hrs... (standard timing, unless u wan extend then add $5 more)

I must praise victor-kun for his bravery... hahaha!!! he very very brave lo... he dunno how to skate but he dare to chiong his way on the ice... haha so here and there he got fell down la... haha then when he beside me, i very very scared... i not stable le... i scared he knock me, both of us sure fall down... hahaha!!!! then when he accidentally cut the ice.. OMG was real loud.... haha!!! wonder how many holes he created on the ice le... hahaha!!! me is opposite of victor-kun..... haha... i scared to fall down so i dun dare to chiong... i slowly slowly skate.. hahaha!!!!! but after 2 hrs... both of us know how to skate abit la... abit... heez.... wanted to go again and master the art of ice-skating..............!!!!!! muahahah!!! when i saw alot of kids skating... aiyo i tell u, feel so inferior.... haha!! so must learn must learn.... haha!!!

See behind me so many pple hoh.... haha!!! so squeezy..... actually i thot it will be cold down there.... but actually not cold le.. see i wear until like tat u all know la... haha!!!! i think ever since i came back from korea... my tolerance for coldness is higher le....

Though ice-skating is fun... but the shoes very very de not comfortable... haha!!! cos inside quite hard then make my legs got blisters yo... victor also have.. he was the lst one to have blister yo.. somemore less than 2 hrs, he got it lo... i think also from his injury or wat la... correct anot victor-kun?

Got one more pic i on ice... is wif raine........... hahaha!!! raine raine where my pic huh????? haha!!!

Woo shall find more activities to do wif my pals instead of every week movie movie hoh... but guess wat this saturday we are going to watch mummy 3.... hahaha!!! ops.........

Got to go sleep lo... tml got lab work after work... my lst lab work... feel abit nervous... dunno why..... maybe i scared i cannot go home early to slp... haha!!!

Good news!!!

I got a good news to share.....

That is.......

That is................










I got higher distinction for my statistics!!!!!!!

OMG, i really very happy, cos this is the lst time i got higher distinction.... In poly, i never have distinction at all, not to say higher distinction...!!!! OMG.... Very happy.... i must work harder...

Yay!!!!

lst day of August~

Woo~ haha today lst day of the month.. i make a mistake!!! Aiyoyo~ haha!! i "nearly" lost a very small piece of tissue.... J said she saw some fragments la... then S helped me to assign to a more friendly Dr in case anything happened, i can talk to her easily... haha!! Thanks yo~ when come down from FS.. abit moody cos make this mistake.. not careful enough.. Ha, Mr An spotted my moodiness.. he thot FS king bully me.. haha! ah, nope nope... somemore the FS food today really not nice, i eat until more moody... heez...

Hmm TY said i need to improve on my english when i typed my blog... haha!! ok i shall try ya... haha now testing... the other half of the blog shall be better, i hope? haha.... here it goes....

Today was Xiu aka ah hui last day wif us... actually her official last day supposed to be tml, but to me is today as i will not be working tml.... So all of us gathered around her and watched her opened the gift we all bought for her.... As she opened the gift, i heard her saying she going to cry, but i thot she was jus joking, so i didn't took more notice on this comment of hers... Suddenly she really started crying.... Oh no!!!! We all got a shocked...!! Well, i must said she is my one and only fren tat can be touched until cried.... One and only..... Silly girl, ah hui!! heez... This was the second time i saw her crying... The lst time was when she retook her O level english subject... i rememebered tat time we were in the PC lab doing some research on our project... She told us tat the results will send via sms.... So soon enough, she received the sms... all of us gathered around her and asked her how is it.. before we could hear her answered, she started to cry... We all kept comforts her and told her not to cry and its ok... (in our mind we thot she failed her english since she cried so hard) In the end guess wat she said?? she told us she was happy tat she passed her exam tat why she cried and the next moment, she continued crying... haha!! then we were so relieved tat we actually let her continued to cry, then whoever walked past us kept stared at us... I guessed they thot we bullied her or they must be thinking this girl sure have some probs tat why she so sad and began to cry... So TY and I came up wif one conclusion.... When ah hui's future bf proposed to her, she will confirm cry and on her wedding day, she will confirm cry... When i feel touched, i dun feel like crying... is it my heart more hard? heez.... but one thing for sure, when i am angry, i will confirm cry.. so tat is the sole reason. why i dun like to be angry... i rathered be pissed than be angry... heez.... so now i am waiting for one person tat can make me feel touched and eventually cried.... however, for my record, no one succeed ya... muahaha!! So ah hui, if u misses Histo lab pple, do join us when we have outing ya.... K or buffet yo.... u confirm won't miss me as u will see me more often... haha! right.....!

Today SW also cried becos of a very very stupid Dr!!! She got the cheek to actually call her to tied and untied her green gown.... then she asked SW to help her in pouring of the formalin into one of the specimen bag... I think SW never helped her, she started complaining to another Dr tat she dun wan to help her... So rude.. we are techs, not maids, for goodness sake....! One of our senior, J, told our boss abt it, but i wondered our "dear" boss will really talk to tat stupid Dr abt it as she told J tat she will... Around 3 plus... i went to the trimming room and i disturbed Dr LMY why he never take care of SW.. haha then he said why everybody thot he is the bad person... haha... well well, becos he dun dare to lecture tat stupid Dr abt her stupid behaviour ma.. tat why...! Then i told SW tat i helped her covered tat stupid Dr area, so she no need to face her stupid face.... She smiled and said ok... When she said ok, i can see tat she feel a slight relief... hope i can help her abit in some way.. somehow or rather, we can understand why she cried.... Guess tat stupid Dr knew she is still a new staff tat why took advantage... SW, never mind.... Next time when u faced her, u will be stronger and will know how to tackle her... no worries!!! U can in fact sabo her by assigning her difficult case to trim....!! erm tat what i do to Dr WPC and of cos, i cannot do until too obvious, who knows if it is too obvious, i will kana complain, right?

Ok ok sch starting tml... i must work hard for my schoolwork and stay alert during working hours... Jia you!!

Ok ok, TY and lina, my english got better ma?? must feedback ok!!!