Outing wif JR...

Haha.. ah hui and raine u waiting for this post ma??

The both of u so cute.. sms me and tell me enjoy my date... haha....

The date was ok..... hahaha~ we meet at dhoby guat station........ serious speaking... i always cannot remember how he looked like.. but when i saw him, i know tat is him la... haha maybe sth familiar la.... so we when to buy tickets for movie lst....we watched beverly hills chihuahua.... he treated me... i said i wan pay then he said next time, he said jokingly tat lst time he pay then next time i had to pay for myself... hahaha....... then after we went to eat...... we ate at the dhoby guat link ah, asian food?? alot of set meals de... tat one also he treated..... i again said i wan pay he said cheap one he can pay next time ex i pay.... hahaha then i keep said him full of craps.... he is a person fulls of craps... alot of craps until to the point when we are eating, i couldn't catch up wif his craps... hahaha alot and too fast liao... then i jus keep laughed and laughed and laughed.. he keep bullied me la as a whole... haha..

After movie......... he said wan drink starbucks we buy and walked and see the xams lightings.. i told him i dun coffee but i drink tea from there... then i said wan buy go buy la.. he said nvm while walking if see then buy la.. then i told him nvm la go buy lst if he want... then he bullied me again, he said alot of places got drinks not only starbucks... haha then my hand reflex i beat him... haha then i said he always wan to find "tea" wif me hoh.. like finding sth to bully me wif la... he keep laughed.... after tat we went to taka and looked at toys... he like toys hoh for a 25 yrs old guy.... guess he is like me, i dun behave like a 22 yr old and he dun behave like a 25 yr old person.... then i saw the eeyore tat xiu and raine bought for me then i show him... then he asked me i like donkey huh... i said not donkey is eeyore........... hahaha then we are playing wif it.. hahaha~ after tat we see wat toys we played wat toys... hahaha... then went to the sections he wan to go, board games... alot of board games yo, never really look at that section b4, this was really the lst time, i looked at it properly....

After tat i asked him wan to drink ma, i abit hungry... so we when to starbucks at wisma.... so i told him i treat him.. he said jokingly again "ok la, since u wan treat i won't reject la..." hahahaha~ then i asked him wat he wan... he said he always drink mocha latte... then i looked at the menu.... no mocha latte.... then i asked him u sure..... he said ya very sure.... so ok lo since he so sure.. i went to the counter and ordered mocha latte, the lady told me..

Lady: Sry we have no mocha latte, we only got cafe latte......
Me:............................*speechless* ( i wan to kill him!!) oh sry, so can u give me a cafe latte.....
Lady: wat size??
Me: *give him bigger one and make him cannot sleep tonight!* oh give me grande....

After tat i went back i give him a hard stare..... then he smile and said correct ma... then i said no ah, u anyhow, so pai seh, i wan to kill u... then he keep laughed.... he said i believed him.......... ah!!!! then i started laughing too... then he drink the drink then he said ya the same drink he always drink.... then i remind him is cafe latte not mocha latte.......!!!!! he keep on laughed then i keep stared then he keep asked me to cool down... haha~ wow u see he always bullied me..... but ok la, we got a nice chat... he is really somebody u asked him wat, he will really answered wat.. no beat around the bush or hide la... anything can asked de...........

Then suddenly we were saying abt zoo then he said he long time never go, he dun mind going.... then i said night safari?? then he said he also dun mind..... ok but i dun dare to ask him to come wif me and xiu next saturday.... haha i scared weird............. hahahaha~

After tat on the train he told me to sms him when i reach home, i said ok... but haha i haven reach home, he reach home lsthe smsed me lst... hahahaha~ then in the sms i disturbed him tat his bro cos use the PC then he cannot use then he cannot go friendster know more frens lo... haha then he replied, "aiyo, wat make u think i always go there make frens??" haha i disturbed him only la... haha, so ya la sms until around 1am then i said i go sleep lo....

Haha tat my day yesterday la....

Weekend is coming~

Yay~ the weekend is coming~ haha but today i still got sch.....

OMG, i was so excited abt going to colour my hair.... heez.... was planning one of the sunday go wif maryam and sam.... we think tat the shop near xiu's house having promotion the deal were quite gd... so the 3 of us dun mind going there......... thanks xiu!!!!! u so kind~ hahaha~

Yesterday also meet up wif xiu for dinner.... OMG... we talked for like 2 hrs... from 7pm to 9pm... hahahaha~ we eat aston................ she had black pepper fish and i have pork chop..... heez.... wah we really updated each other alot of stuffs... haha i guess i am the one updating ehr most of the stuffs hoh.......... hahaha~ she is the lst person i really updated on JR la... as in, in full details... she listened until so attentive lei.... haha she and her lida were also loving.... haha but xiu grown up lo, she learnt to compromise yo.. tat's very very gd.... my daughter ma!!! muahaha~

Tat meet-up really brighten my day~ we shall see each other soon again at night safari hoh!!!

Oh also saw ah fu's facebook status.... his status was in a relationship but was complicated... i was really happy for him... haha so i decided to drop a comment on his status.... and he said not yet but he hope soon.... haha tat gd.... well.... no grudge.. but i glad the pple around are gradually finding their own happiness....... i mean i really feel happy for the pple around me when they find their happiness..... like xiu... she find herself an understanding bf, mr lida..... jieyan, going to ROM next january... stephanie also find a guy she love alot.... haha i will still keep kpo u all until u all also find ur happiness... example ms yen hoh!!!!! hahahaha~ and for bernice.... u will surely find ur happiness i believe.... u are a nice and fun-loving gal to be wif.... jia you!!!

U all happy, i also happy~

Today tat idiotic person morning came and said hi to me again.. haha i jus gave a fake smile.. and he become so serious and asked me why these few days i looked so gloomy and quiet, is there sth on my mind... if i felt trouble, dun worry, can tell him, he is always here for me... i started staring at him and began laughing, omg, his lines are really funny to me... and he keep emphasised tat he meant it... then i said "i see u i sad..." then he thot i joking and he emphasised tat line again.... after tat he came in again, and he asked Mr Senwan tat these few days did he realised i looked sad and quiet... Mr senwan looked at me, and laughed, i also laughed back... he answered him, i was ok.... then mr senwan said why he so concerned abt me.... -_-"""" then tat idiotic person said tat line should be i said to him...... eee concern........ hmmm..... i am ok very ok!!

Tml working sad sad sad.... also have to go elder sis's house to be her catS nanny a while.... aiyo.... after tat must faster rush home cos going out yo~ heez....

Hope u all also will have a great weekend ahead......

Colour hair! faster... haha...

Bad mood, real bad....

Today was an idiotic day for me..........

Today i got no sch, i thot my mood will be brighter a bit..... but it was not... instead someone spoiled my day totally by saying F*** word right in my face........

Tat idiotic person was telling another person tat i these days dun said "hi" to him... and yes he said in front of me... and tat idiotic person said "did it happened to u too??" then he added, "agnes is f***king rude..." i pretend to ignore him.... but in me, i was boiling.... how are u use f*** word to say me.... i know f*** word dun mean a single damn thing to u.... but it doesn't give u the damn right to said me, u freak!!!!!!!! after tat still got said hi to me, but i looked at the floor and ummm................ faster walked past tat idiotic person......

I like to ignore u so wat.......... u got tonnes and million of pple willing to say "hi" to u, so one less person, doesn't make a diff to u right, u freak....!!

Fine lo.... u said i am f***ing rude....... ok then i will really show u wat is f***ing rude lo........ hmmm!!!

OMG, how i wish i learn how to retailate man...... sometime feel tat i so so lousy... dunno how to protect myself sometime.......

Tat travel agency also the same thing.... i let them scold for no reason.........

Tat agency matter really make my head big..... my elder sis keep lecture me on tat la.......... haiz... i know i stupid la....... da jie i know la!! haiz haiz..... i can only blame myself for being stupid lo........ for this matter...

For the f***ing rude matter, i can only blame myself for not being brave to speak out........

OMG~

And yes, i recently i jus realised tat why pple tend to speak like they looked down on pple....... why............ everyone got different strong and weak points but doesn't mean they are useless......... u can click wif this person, and u cannot click wif another person...... all of these are understandable... haiz...

I jus know my head real pain............. test coming too...

Brain going to burst......

Tired

Today i was real tired.... nearly overslept... luckily i wake up in time.... i think i was having a dream.... i dreamt tat i was in a xmas party wif all my colleagues... haha sound fun hoh~ but when i wake up, eee no party lei... somemore quite late le.... luckily i reach work place in time... 7.55am....

So of cos la, whole day was super sleepy~ sleepy until here and there i was stoning... haha~

When i was at OT wif SW, we were discussing abt making a new hairstyle... haha~ for new yr... SW also intend to do sth to her hair, but also cannot decide wat to do..... after tat i came down from OT to main lab.... during our free times, me, S, mag and Maryam were talking abt hair too~ 4 of us thot of going to highlight our hair.....hahaha~ but they asked mag dun go cos scare wait smell the chemical not gd for the baby?? haha ya la better to play safe..... so now the 3 of us trying to find some salon to go.... hmmm i shall go look around and see the price since the 3 of us lived so near each other...... yay!!! highlight hair.. anyone wan to join us too~~???

So ya la, as usual today also got sms JR.....today afternoon i smsed him until i really mind blank, too tired le... so we were dunno talking wat la.. then i suddenly said ok enjoy ur day... haha then he reply me saying i always reply things out of no where no link... hahaha aiyo, then i replied him said i too tired liao, mind blank, somemore lunch only 5 mins.... haha no time to rest, then i after sch then sms him ba.... then he said he understand la..... so when i reach home i did sms him la... talk here and there... then i was doing hw and smsing at the same time, ask him to continue talking to me in case i fall asleep... cos i really feel very sleepy and i keep stoned.... then talk here and there... we decided to go out on the coming saturday........ hahaha~ maybe going comex fair see see......... comex on on friday and saturday only... so jus go out normally la.. frens frens ma hoh....

Ok la, i really wan to faint le.. haha go slp lo~

Hmmm..........

Recently know JR.............

It been wks la... so far we everyday will sms each other.... sometimes i will keep tell myself, ok dun msg him today, see he will msg me a not......

Ok la, he did............... even if we didn't talk much tat day, b4 he sleep he will still sms me tellnig me he sleep le...

But well... it only been wks i know him, can't judge too fast right...

Well, today was his last paper.... i was actually waiting for him to sms me lst.... haha cos i dunno if i sms him, he will be outside wif frens enjoying his day or not la... so didn't wan to disturb..... on my way back from sch..... my hp sms tone rang.......... it was him....... asking me how am i la...... so i decided to ask him how his paper.... well he think he will not do well for his paper.... at tat point of time, i was thinking i should said sth comforting ma, or wat.... hahaha loss of words..... but i tried lo.... so after tat his tone in sms sound much better..... after tat suddenly talked abt his dad... he became worked up again.... i called him to relax..... then he said he jus wan to tell me abt his background since i doesn't know alot..... well tat is true la.... i dunno much... and mine, i guess, most of the time he is the one tat will try to know abt me la... rather i automatic tell him............. i dunno why, feel abit bad.... hahaha~ i dun really asked him alot of things abt himself... here and there but he always the one telling me lst without i asking.....

Hmmmm..... feel abit bad yo~

But slowly lo... but sometime i feel like strangling him!!!! haha he keep "complained" tat i always bath so fast.... cos girls should bath slow slow.... cos everytime he asked me go bath when i reach home, i will always tell him i bath liao.... eeeeee................ he always said me on tat.... bleah~

Woo slowly la slowly la hoh~

Lazy Sunday~

Wow today i feel so lazy... hahahaha~ but i liked.... haha....

Today whole day i was studying a bit... then eat lunch.... then studying abit.... then go bath... and the next moment it started to rain... so i decided to sleep~ hahahaa~ so nice to sleep...... rainy day is the best to fall asleep.....

When i wake up, it was time for dinner...... my mum cooked crabs yo~ haha those normal steam crabs la...........

After tat we were all watching channel 8..... tat show on celebrating 45 yrs of tv shows.... haha so nice and entertaining.... i loved the part where all the some of the actors and actresses imitating another characters.... super funny.... i laughed until very loud.... heez...... then my dad , aiyo real noisy..... he keep commented on this and tat la.... aiyo faint.. headache yo~ i keep called him to keep quiet...!!!

Ya lo so sad tml got work... and got sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pooi!!!! no choice hoh~

Oh ya my mum give me a cute thingy..... she made it de.. tat time i called her buy then she made for me de... TADA!

Kawaii right..... haha an angel~

At lst wanted to hang on my hp but it keep hit my hp... i heart pain yo... so i decided to hang on my bag ba~ nicer nicer~

Love it... thanks mum!!

Full of xmas mood now~

Lack of experience~

Well, i guess i am really lack of experience and knowledge abt the outside world... especially when come to being a right of a customer.....

Yesterday really make me learnt a big big lesson........

Well, the tour agency called me and said tat my air ticket cannot refund me the $ cos my reason of not going not very valid for them to refund me $... so i was like ok, no choice lo.... then i called my mum and told her... then my mum asked me to ask tat lady whether is it possible to change the date of tat air ticket.... or any other alternative... then i told my mum i am busy right now actually.... u wan u help me call la.. if not have to wait till i free... (cos tat lady know my mum also as tat day we went down the agency regarding this cancellation thingy) so my mum said ok she called since she got her name card..................

Guess wat at lunch time, tat lady called me........ OMG she scolded me man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* she called me to call my mum dun said her like tat... called her dun said the agency like tat, she tried her best... no refund mean no refund then wat we wan her to do.... keep go on and on.... then i faster said 2 times "erm" then i decided to cut off the line..............

I called my mum straightaway and asked wat did she do, did she scold her... my mum said no ah, my mum said she asked whether can change the date of the ticket, she keep said no no no then after tat my mum jus said normally agency can do it but ok la, since like tat, i know ur agency services only provide until here le la, never mind.. so my mum didn't scold her at all....

Is tat CHINA lady ok ma?? she come and scold me lei... i am also customer lei.. u funny creature where got pple come and scold another customer when a customer said some comment de... not being very professional right.... i told some of my colleagues... they told me tat i should lodge a complaint on her behaviours..... one of the dr also asked me to lodge a complaint until she lose the job, cos she deserved it.. haha.. then my fren, KX told me to do tat too... but i told her i dunno how to lodge a complaint... she asked me whether my family member got another tat can help me wif the complaint thingy....

So i think........ bingo i found the right one........... my elder sis!!!!!!!

So i called her and asked her to help me... so ya she said no problem la.....

Few minutes later she called me, and guess wat my elder sis more furious than me.... cos that lady scolded her... gosh~ my elder sis told tat she called and said she wan to look for the person-in-charge, so tat lady said tat person is not around, is regarding wat... she said she wan to lodge a complaint abt a staff.... then i think my sis got said sth ya, but i can't remember.... then the lady goes on the top of her voice, "are u agnes?!?!?! u are agnes right!!?!?!", my elder sis said no and i dun wan to talk to u, i wan to talk to the in-charge.... then the lady began scolding my elder sis la.... then she said she won't give my elder sis the person-in-charge name de and she slammed the phone... so my elder sis called again.... another staff answer.. so the lady goes at her top of her voice again, "dun tell her the name!!!!!"....

Ok can someone tell me is she ok ma la.. she confirm dun have some mental illness ma??

So after tat my elder sis called several times, and no one picked up the phone...... haha funny agency right......

Then my elder sis scolded me la tat buy air tickets not so simple as i thot.... then give me a whole range of lectures abt all these... ya i learnt my lesson ya, next time i cannot be so blurred le.... one of the dr also taught me tat tell me wat should i do when purchasing tickets.... ya now i know le....

And of cos, my elder sis said she won't let this matter abt this lady behaviour go... she going to make her lose her job... haha when my elder sis said tat, well, she better watch out.... one of the dr also told me to tell my sis way to make this lady lose her job, and she said tat lady is really trying to be a big bully, must really get her out of this line, if not more pple will get it.... Heard from my mum, my bro-in-law also going to help my elder sis wif it...

So when my bro-in-law and elder sis on the same boat... ok, i can only said "good luck", hope tat lady won't end up in mental hospital.....

Ok really learnt my lesson le.... hahahaha~

Tomorrow is the day~

Well, quite nervous abt tml..

But i keep tell myself to stay calm and be myself...

Hmmm, after tml, things will be more clearer compare to know....

Hope everything will remain the same after tml~

And wat am i talking... hahaha u all dunno yet... cos i haven tell anyone....

So wait till i am sure... i will tell u all la....

So for now i have to wish myself good luck~ yay~

Pissed off~

Wah yesterday was really pissed off wif Vicky~

Well wat he said i shall not go into details.....

Becos i guess whoever hear it, will be as pissed as i am ba~

Sometime over certain things, u know, i know... u do not need to say it out loud.... cos by doing it tat, u are jus making the other party hurt by wat u said and i mean for wat.... is it necessary ma??? hmmm...................... fren so long need to say until like tat hoh.... u said this kind of thing u feel happy ah.. then so be it... i dun feel it hoh.............

Yes u are straight forward.. i know.. but ur straight forward is like, u talk, u never think...... not the lst time le... u know ur mistake then why u always like tat.... i am also human... u can tell me anything but when come to certain stuffs u wan to say, u still need to think b4 u said and not jus blurted it out as u wish, as u like..... as i said, i am a human too.....

Speechless..............................................................................

I feel so different now seriously.. and i am serious............

Well.......... totally fedup, dunno wat should i react...

And for my secret... haha still a secret.... see lst see lst....

Saturday night~

Yesterday when to club at dbl o~ haha long time never club.... muahaha~ I wore a tube and black jeans.... hahaha the tube was lend by my sec sis... heez haha i vain hoh~ hahaha~

Eh yesterday haha the theme was fusion and the song was retro~ eh haha i dunno how to dance retro... hahaha~ raine also~ so yesterday victor and 4 of his army frens were also there... we played game la... then the guy beside me.. ah!!!!!!!!11 i wan to "kill" him... haha he keep make me lose and i have to drink~ woo~ but u all know la NS guys... yesterday everywhere are guys... all those young young de.... guess all from army hoh~

Around 12 sth me and raine were really bored.. so we wanted to eat fishball noodles, but closed le.. so in the end we took cab and go back bedok to eat mac... haha we jus msged victor tat we go off lst... cos he was at the dance floor wif his frens....

But long time never drink so much i have to admit tat my head did started to spin awhile... if continue to play game wif victor and his frens... i think maybe i will faint yo~ hahahaha~ tolerance for liqor dropped le.. hahaha~

Tat victor still said next time asked benjamin and xiu to come... i told him dun teach benjamin naughty things hoh, i will kill him on behalf of xiu... hahaha~ but we will see them after xiu's exam.... NIGHT SAFARI! xiu i am waiting yo~ heeez.....

Exam over~

Yes my exam finally overed.....

Aiyo but saturday start another new subject..... immunology~ died...... IgG, IgA........................... oh no~

But anyway i jus wan to enjoy my friday tml... saturday also going dbl o wif victor they all~ yay~ party time!!

Go facial... must said a big thank u to SW cos she always work afternoon shift when she partner me this mth.... xie xie ni~

Hmmm.... i got sth i wan to say... eh... but but.......... aiyo i dunno how to say.. maybe when is the right time then i said la hoh.. then i tell u all...... hahahaha~

Secret for now~

My makeover~

Finally my makeover photos can be upload le....

Haha thanks to maryam~ she helped me scanned de.. Thanks maryam~

i know some very ugly, i admit.. so keep to urself hoh... hahaha~

This last pic is my favourite pic~ heee~~

Mummy's bday~

Yesterday was mummy's bday... so we went to the our house nearby coffeeshop to have dinner and we treat her lo~ hahaha~
There were chilli crabs, oat prawns, fish, egg and veggies......

And of cos i won't missed the chance to take some candid shots of her... all of us stopped eating le, and there she was keep on eating her crabs yo... she must be thinking dun waste food hoh... hahaha~
See she is holding on to the crab....

Now she is trying to get some of the shells out of the place... hmm, still dun give up??

Finally...... She put it into her mouth... muahahaha~

Wow not bad ah, got process de.. hahaha~

So back at home around 9.45pm, time to cut cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The cake was my mum made herself while she was at phoon huat learnt de... eh some walnut cake ah... ok la... taste not tat bad la, not tat bad... haha~
See she so happy to see her cake lighted wif candles.. haha~

Ok now can take a pic....

Time to sing bday song~ happy bday to mummy~

Ok finally make a wish.. she like not making wish ah... see her palms.. more like praying to buddha~ hahaha~
Wah wah blow candles until so hard~ scary mum!

Family photos... my dad never wear clothes tat why had to hide behind us... eee~

Last but not least my nice nice box from jieyan~ haha i asked her can i have it, she said can!! hahaha~ This box contain very cute cake too... kitty head cake... aiyo also very nice~

Woo wish my mum will be healthy and stay happy always and oh ya i know wat she always hope for... she wan to every yr go holiday~ hahahaha~

This is Me lyrics~

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Jus let it end ba~

To him...........

I think is quite hard to pretend nth happened.... pretend i never said those things to u at all.... ever since tat incident, i thot we could still be normal frens... but until yesterday i was wrong.... really wrong...

Yesterday out of no where my hp photos all disappeared.... i was so shocked... wat had happened man.......... then Pream asked me why i so worry abt it... i suddenly said "becos got 1 photo inside my hp, i......." i paused.... Pream looked at me and smiled and said "Is a guy?" I faster lied and said "no", he said "Dun bluff, i know is a guy.. jus take the photo again la....." So i jus replied, "I can't cos it is not the same anymore...." Why is it jus a photo but it seem so precious to me.... Why.... so after tat i switched off and on my hp, all the photos returned.... tat photo was also there too~ a sigh of relief.... when i reached home i pondered.... why do i have to feel relief.... it is impossible between us~ confirm plus guarantee.....

Today saw his nick........... i suddenly envy the person tat he help to promote the webby in his nick..... and i suddenly realised all along i actually envy tat person..... how slow can i go.... and to him, maybe i really nothing, not even fren ba~ (u all may think i emo tat why i typed all these... but i am not~ jus tat it took so long for me to realise)

I envy the fact tat:

He called tat person to help him wif his work... i helped him once which was due to the fact tat tat person dunno wan to help and asked me to help........ so he no choice he asked me help, but yes i am not much of a help... he know tat and i know tat too....

He willing to sacrifice some of his time to give tat person surprises during tat person party... for me, he forget abt it and didn't even pay for my present....

Tat person i guess is the only one tat can make him so angry, until to the point tat he initiate to talk to me in MSN jus to tell me wat tat person said......

Both of them have common topics to say, but my topics wif him are getting lesser and lesser....

Well i am jus purely envy not jealousy yo.. tat i very confirm... cos tat person is an important person to me... if tat person is important to me, i confirm will not be jealous de... is the same thing tat as long as u are my frens, i will never be jealous of u de... well tat is me~

To him, i felt tat i am not tat impt as a fren at all.... (actually all along i know~ But i thot time can make things better)

He gd mood... he treat me gd, show "some" concern......

He bad mood.. he asked me to leave him alone, dun disturb him....

When we are all busy wif our life, he won't come and ask how are u or wat.... always i am the one doing it as i always do this to all my frens.... as a fren i care abt his life this and tat, to him he doesn't care even for me as a fren....

He treat me nice sth is all for the sake of his face, he said b4 he can't live w/o his face and pride.... so my lst impression of him as a gentleman is due to this factor ba....

Why do i try so hard to be a gd fren to him when he dun even bother................ why must i always hope tat as a fren, when he need someone to talk to i will try my best to talk to him... when he complained things to me in MSN, i will call him straight easier to talk...........

Now i think abt it be frens also like tat ba............. jus a nobody to him... compare to an ant, i am like nothing ba~

我为什么要这样 默默的对你好? 就所是朋友 , 我也是真的当你是真心朋友 ... 可是对你而言 , 我其实 是一个不起眼的人吧 ..... 这么久的努力, 其实都是只有我在真心诚意的当你是朋友吧 .... 我觉得 好笨 .. 我想是时候 , 我放弃这些努力吧 .... 因为我再这么努力 , 我们永远都不会是好朋友 , 也不可能是知心朋友的 ....

我放弃了 ...

我觉得真的没有必要再见面了 ... 就然这一切变成历史吧.. 不想再看到你然我想起我有多傻 .....

If anyone of u ask me again... do i regret knowing him....

My answer is....

I regret... cos he let me realise how silly i was.....

To him:

I will jus let it end..... Hope we will never see each other again and will never know any news abt each others ba~

I dun wan to know anythings abt him anymore.... dun wan to hear his name anymore~

Dun worry pple, i am alright.. really... no tears nothings.. jus tat i know wat i wan ba~

Last day for attachment students~

Today was the last day of their attachments for the TP students.... 5 mths.... wow time flies.....~

Last friday went out wif them to eat fish & co... finally can update the photos let u all see....



U all realised the guy at the extreme right, his face thruout all the photos look the same? haha like photoshop hoh.. i keep disturbed him on tat... tat is R...

I like this pic.. we looked nice and sweet muahaha~~ hahaha~

Today i knocked off at 4pm but i got class at 7pm.. so i volunteered myself to be their camera man.... i walked here and there wif them to help them take photos.... i only upload some la huh... hahahaha~
The short hair girl is the girl i dislike the most in the lab.. she is SSG... stupid smelly girl!! When i helped them took the photos, i said "1,2,3...." then she suddenly said "cheese......" -_-" yucks~

Wif tired mag mag~
Cute right PY.. haha~
Haha Ad like boss huh~ ha~
Why we all looked slinted??
Wif me!!!!
Ah!! SW closed her eyes!!!!

Dr CHF very funny~ When T asked her whether can take photos wif him, he said no... then she asked why.. then he said why should i.. then she said becos their last day then he said oh ok lo... i was liked -_-".. hahaha~ but too bad they can't find a chance to take photos wif Dr GCH... sad!

5 bestest frensS~

Their uncle senwan~ haha~!

Haha JY like small girl, i think when ms yen see this photos her heart will melt for her.. haha~

The next 2 photos i shall rate it as the top 2 pose among all the photos... the winners goes to Sam and Maryam! haha~
Wif mr nice, mr WONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All the best to them~

Gap or no gap?

Yesterday after my revision... i went to see my facebook~ haha it's been a while since i last logged in... cos normally i logged in jus to change my profile pic.... but i never keep myself updated wif their applications or anything to do wif my frens' profile.....

So ya, yesterday i went....

So i happened to see one of my sec sch fren's photo... so i decided to go into her albums and see la.... kpo ma.... then when i saw her others photos, i realise now she looked more like a lady le, no more girl lo.... also dress better........ hahaha~ but somehow dunno why hmmm....... when i saw her photos.... haha i felt a kind of gap between her lifestyle now and mine...? ya lo.... actually ever since around yr 3 in poly, i already felt this way but it was so strong la... she loves to club and hang out late.... haha her life is tat kind of happening... hahahaha~ mine not said not happening la... i dun always club... when i club, is like one year, 1-2 times la... hahaha~ occasionally will talked to her on MSN la... hahaha~ then she also admit she like to play la... hahaha~ then she said now she always speak in english, never speak in chinese le.. (she now study abroad at australia, queensland)..... so i actually wonder near to yr end when she come back, wat will it be like??? will we have less topic to talk abt??? hmm i wondered......

Last mth when i meet up wif my sec sch frens, eh... haha i really feel a very obvious gap.... haha cos nothing to talk ah... haha *faint*..... the guys talking abt their army life... then me and another girl fren, eh.. talk here and there but for some moments, we were jus staring in blank or listening to wat the guys were talking abt.... haha~ it was a short and quick outing... haha i guess we really long time never meet up, really got our own life... can't seem to keep up wif each other... hmmm.... the worse thing was i keep yawn....!! see how terrible it was.. i mean me la... haha~

Tat day also saw a fren's blog... well, haha the way the blog being typed is like eh like there is sth happened within her, i dunno is emo or there is sth my fren is going thru... but i dun have a single clue.... my fren dun said, i asked also no use cos the answer i get will always be lines tat telling u there is nothing, everything is fine..... so when i reading the blog, my head got alot of question marks... felt very curious... but haha no point la huh.... Well, for me, when i not happy, or when i felt troubled, i will looked for someone to talk to, of cos the person must be someone i am comfortable wif yo... not comfortable one, i will only jus joke and no serious conversation or even dun talk...!! hahaha~maybe i am not my fren, and my fren is not me... so i can't expect the same behaviour in return... wat to do.... everyone got their own way of doing things, own kind of thinking too~ so no matter how curious i am, i guess i won't ask la.. i jus act blur, as if i really sotong, dunno anything at all la... haha wait ask le uncomfortable how right... heez....

However for some frens whom u seldom meet up wif......... No matter wat, there is still no gap!! amazing~ hahaha~ i got one sec sch fren, i seldom meet up wif her... like one yr 3-4 times?? but we always can find stuffs to talk abt.... i remember lst day of chinese new yr, i even went to her auntie's house to eat dinner cos her auntie's house jus one storey above me... haha~ cos if not i home alone... hahaha~ sometime in MSN will disturb her.... the last time i saw her was early october as i went to amway to buy my shampoo then she also went there to get sth... we only exchanged a few lines, then i go home, she go eat dinner wif frens.. but somehow it felt ok... nothing wrong... no gaps, nothing.... hmmm.... wow wonder how all these kind of thingy works.... anyone know?? hahaha~

Vain me~

Remember i told u all yesterday i bought body shop eyeshadows......??

Today after sch.. i went to bugis's cold storage to collect my $200 voucher wif KX...... then after tat i went to fancl to buy blusher, foundation puff and blusher brush..... hahaha i very vain hoh... wan to be pretty pretty ma!!! muahahaha~
muahahahaha my purchases!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat circle box is the body shop eyeshadow, named chocolate... although i dun like chocolate, i like the colour.. abit simmer too~

OMG can't wait to use them.... when should i use them lei....?

And oh ya, i can't go HK anymore... cos i got test tat day and well, i willing to sacrifice $750 compared to sacrificing $1550 for a subject.... well no choice.... i won't say i am sad... i feel ok ah.. but well... not said i rich or wat... but i always think tat no point brooding over $ matters... jus tat next time i must learn to plan it well la.... so perhaps next time try to brain wash my family to go wif me... yup i am going to do tat.... this yr can't go, doesn't mean i forever can't go right... yay!

Always look on the bright side......

Halloween....

Yesterday was halloween.... after work went to sch for my lab work... after tat meet up wif mr AJ, R and the 3 poly students at the glasshouse, fish and co.....

Wah the lst thing i wan to say is........ i will NEVER have my bday celebration at fish & co... haha never!!!!!!

Well, cos u all know fish & co got this cheer thingy right... (yesterday i jus knew abt it)... so the bday girl/boy will have to stand on the chair and hold the sparkle... then the fish & co staffs will do their cheer and sing bday song to u... hahaha R was saying it was fun... but i told him eh, i feel pai seh yo... somemore so many pple i dunno... hahaha~ dun feel comfortable... haha i prefer a full of surprises and not loud bday... hahahah~ yesterday we sat there, all the pple around us are having bday tat day... aiyo...

So in the end, me, R and AJ treat the poly students.... well they deserved our treating la, cos they helped us alot.... yay~ they were shocked when the 3 of us paid the bills... hahahaha~ after tat we took some photos using AJ's hp.... woo must ask him to bluetooth me man!!!!! after tat we jus went straight home yo, cos next day R and AJ need to work.... i also feel abit sleepy lo~ oh ya oh ya... mr AJ he is in grp C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so so so shocked... i thot he lied to me but R said he is not............. eee he going to bully me again!!!!! hmmm~

Oh well wat to do... boss made him go grp C also no choice hoh... when i heard tat i was very shocked i tell u all.... then AJ asked me why my reaction like tat... so my reaction is i am happy or not happy.... then i eh eh eh... speechless.... hahahaha~ no comments....... -_-"""

Oh yesterday i also bought an eyeshadow..... thanks to ms yen!!!! she got body shop $10 discount... then i used.. so i only need to pay $8.90... thanks!!!!!!!!!!! happy!!!!!