Monday, September 29, 2008

Self discovery thru MBTI...

Today went to a course called "Self discovery thru MBTI" at my workplace..... haha..... it was a small grp.... it consists of 6 pple only, include me..... haha to my surprised, the questionnaire i did was quite accurate as in to my character and how i behaves ah.... OMG, there was this part where u have to predict ur own MBTI type and telly wif the my reported MBTI type... they matched!!!!!!!!! BINGO~

Ok, here is wat it said abt me.... which is very very very the accurate....

At their best
Like to organize pple and situations and then work wif others to complete tasks accurately on time. They are conscientious and loyal, following thru even in small matters. They value security and stability. Sociable and outgoing. They enjoy celebrations and traditions and bring a personal caring to the workplace and home. They want to be appreciated for themselves and for what they give to others.

Characteristics
They use their feeling primarily externally and radiate warmth and energy. They are encouraged by approval and hurt by indifference or unkindness. Conflict-filled or tense situations make them uncomfortable, and they work to ensure these don't occur. They adapt well to routine and din't like work tat demands mastery of abstract ideas or impersonal analysis.

Ok, i really find this characteristic part very true... especially the part on working de.... that can explained why i cried so hard over the stupid FS king thingy.... also sometime when i said sth, it can really be amazing tat how tat sth spread...... everyone came asking me is it true this person said this to u.... well, i mean, is tat a very big issue ma.... hmmm to me, i jus said to someone not becos got any meaning.. jus sharing.. but didn't know as it spread, pple got different views ya... well not angry... jus well.. haha life ba..... well jus have to learn to manage it... yup, can't control wat others said and think.. so i can only control myself la... also.... haha have to admit conflict-filled situation really do make me feel uncomfortable... like wif frens la, or workplace la... or even family.... haha.... somemore i am comfortable wif routine work tat why i am happy to stay in histo lab to work..(exclude the part tat there are presence of nusiance pple..) YAY!! There are still nice pple around me!! Ms Yen, Ad, Mr An, S, PY, B(missed her presence when she sit in the EM room), SW, Maryam, Vani....... When u feel so down and tired, they are there to cheer u up even though they dunno ur probs... but well... when they make me laughed, i will feel like singing this line, "all my trouble seem so far away~~~~" hahaha!! thanks pals!!!!!

This questionaire is really accurate... it really reassure me wat kind of person am i.............. yay~ never regret going for this course~

Sunday, September 28, 2008

F1~

Woo so sad i never managed to win the tickets to go for F1 de.. our company got this draw.... sob..... i never get.... haha NVM i still managed to captured a pic of a model racing car at parkway parade... haha... TADA!

Hahaha ok better than nothings... tat is wat i being trying to console myself abt...

Haha~ today my sec sis, her bf and i were excitedly watching channel 5 on the F1 final race.... OMG.... 61 rounds wondered how they all can tahan in the racing car.... the most drama i seen so far was all abt F Massa... firstly, the techincal crews have difficulties pulling out the fuel tube, he dunno, then i think the other techincial crews still gave him the "green light" to go, so he drove off wif it.... aiyo... then he have to stop his car somewhere near there to wait for the crews to pull out the tube... aiyo... becos of tat from 1st position he became at dunno 16th or 15th... aiyo wasted yo.... secondly, during the last 10 laps, dunno wat happened la he suddenly sort of "stuck" to the side of the circuit then when he slowly turned and drove off, another racing car saw, then i think the racing car cannot managed to turn in time, he crushed to the side... OMG....

My M Webber out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aiyo so sad..... haiz.... to me he nice to see, but see him racing, aiyo... i so sad lei.. haha cos he was out..... sob... i first set my eyes on him when i was in the bus watching channelnewasia, then saw him undergoing the interview....

Woo the F1 race was fanatastic i must said.. this is the lst time i so into it... haha proud of spore for being able to get everything prepared within 10 mths.... it was a success!!!!!! proud to be a sporean!!!!

Oh ya yesterday i went to roxy square near parkway to rebond my fringe and i cut it... haha my hair now become like this~
Haha sth new?? ok la last time sec sch got tried once cutting my fringe like tat.... hahaha~ wonder how long this can maintain yo~

Woo tml start sch again.... molecular biology... gd luck to myself yo~

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Jus thots......

Jus a sudden thots over wat xiu was telling me yesterday~ hmmm....

Yesterday she was saying she jus realised alot of "angels" around her.... so i asked her now then she realised ah.. cos i thot tat long ago she will know whether her frens treat her gd or not... if not u won't be fren wif tat person right... haha~ she said last time she admitted she took the pple around her for granted..... haha i have to be frank tat i was shocked.... haha.... cos i thot her frens including me treat her gd all tat, she can see or wat ah... haha~

Well i am only shocked never angry or wat la.... haha but she is truthful la... heez.... maybe i felt shocked becos this is the lst time a person ever told me she/he took me for granted for instant... cos normally pple won't said or wat, and we can see for ourselves... haha like how ah fu treat me la... haha~ take me for granted.... hahahahaha!!!! oh well it was in the past la...

But haha like she said it was in the past... now she know how to appreciate pple around... haha well tat is gd isn't it... at least i am not totally transparent to her la.... haha...... so tat is sth to be happy abt.... i guess Mr lida make her more mature in her thinking in some sense ah... hahahaha~ woo credits goes to him.....

In fact, i like pple tat are frank to me like xiu la.... i mean at least i know wat u are thinking..... haha..... and not like those pple trying to act mysterious or fake fake tat kind... ee.... i hate it.....~

These past few days was also helping xiu wif her surveys thingy.... haha it was quite fun in some sense when i asked all my colleagues to help do the survey.... haha one by one they came to the computer and i helped them ticked their choice.... heez.... they were saying tat i am like the interviewer... heez... but u see them do survey also funny yo.....~ hahaha............. their expression la.... haha.... i also asked ah fu for help cos i guess his colleagues' age will also fall from 25-40 yrs old... haha well ya he did helped la... i must said for once he is so so so helpful?? hahaha~ he even collate the results nicely for xiu..... hahahaha~ then he called me and ask me for the age for 高 龄 产 妇... haha it was 35 yrs old and above right..... then we talked some crapped here and there la.... then i asked him helped me donate $ for our singhealth donation card..... heez... i keep pestered him for $2 until he give up and said ok.... muahaha... then b4 i put down the phone i reminded him again.... he said i like kid like tat, cannot tahan.... bleah~ i am like tat de lo~

Oh well... but really appreciated his help for xiu's survey....

Meanwhile, i am very excited over my coming hong kong trip in dec..... planning~

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Outing outing~

Yesterday went out wif ex-colleagues.....!!!! Ice, Bernice and Yuping... aiyo too bad mei hui MC... long time never see her too~ she was my shifu last time yo~ heez....

At lst yuping wanted to try the ocha ocha at raffles city... but it was more like a cafe and snack like food yo... so we decided to go bernice's fav place, MS.... haha marina square.... we ended up in azubo sabo... haha my fav! jap food!!!!

These were wat i ordered!!!
Tokyo style spicy and sour ramen.... it was nice.... it came wif a bottle of vinegar i guess and chilli... but i didn't add ah, cos i fins it gd enough for me... nice~
Ichigozen was the name.... haha strawberry ice-cream.... wif rice ball and the base was red beans... woo nice nice yo... haha ice was saying eat the desserts is like tasting the sweetness of falling in love yo~ haha.....

Wah wif the 3 of them i really got lots of stuffs to catch up yo... haha~ at lst was really blurred... but slowly they got explained to me abt their life la, their frens la.... it was a nice opportunity to know more abt their current life yo~ since it been mths i meet up wif them~??? real long... haha~ yuping so cute now know how to really say pple le.. haha... last time she so quiet de, always pple said her, now she also learnt the trick le... haha tat good!!!! Ice the same la, like a sister to all of us... haha bernice still as bubbly.... well no matter wat she is still the bernice i know for sure.... well always will remember the 3 of them plus meihui and zulfah... cos they were my lst grp of colleagues tat sing bday song for me at workplace.... heez... cos i thot colleagues the most will said happy birthday only, but i remember on the actual day they sang for me while we are having lunch... heez, it do feel different, different from wat i thot it will be.... heez nice memory~ when we are free again, we must meet up again ok, wif meihui!!! if can also zulfah~ haha~

Today, went wif PY and Ms yen to bugis... but i went wif PY lst to phoon huat to purchase some bakery stuffs... haha on the way, i walked past sim lim square... OMG, haha i abit mountain turtle... but tat is the lst time i see the building lo... eh looked abit old?? hahaha..... then when we go to phoon huat saw alot of stuffs mummy bought b4 de...woo suddenly missed mummy lei~ haha~ nvm tml she coming back.... wee she called jus now and said got buy presents for us.. surprise!!! woo i like surprises!!!!! heez.... then after tat went bugis junction soup spoon to meet Ms yen... haha we were looking for ms yen but guess where was she and wat she was doing??????

She....................

She was...................

Getting some sample of one of the soup from the counter...... haha got ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So funny, she was drinking the soup and looking out for us... haha so funny~ as usual, i had the tokyo chicken stew..... after tat we went to cold storage a while, cos PY still need to buy some bakery stuffs.... wah we saw lot of nice food man!!! aiyo suddenly got an urge to buy all of them... but no $$$.... pay haven come in~.... after pay we are going to get some biscuits and put in our "territory" and share among ourselves... heez, must yo! f"flood" our "territory" and make it as full as possible!!!!.... yum yum....

Woo ok... now i can't wait for my parents to return home wif my surprises!!! muahahaha!!!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Makeover~

Today went for Amway make over... haha when i reach the place i was ya shocked... cos alot of aunties were there... i saw only 2 youngsters and plus me, 3 of us... amazed.... haha....

Well my make up was hmmm.... maybe i not used to it la... liquid eyeshadows.... fake eyelashes.... haha dunno wat to say...... ya la it make my eyes bigger but really not used to it... hahahaha~

Then the hair, i dun like my lst hairstyle it was simply messy ya.... haha.... i think i like my 2nd hairstyle which was this...... at least it was better abit.... haha abit... i took this pic at home..... behind was a high ponytail.....
Haha i gave raine see.. she also said she not used to it... i also la... tat why b4 i meet her for dinner at interchange, i faster rush home and washed away yo~ aiyoyoyoyo........ go interchange like tat, wan to scare who yo~

it was really not easy to take photo in front of a photographer.... my smile tend to be harden abit.... haha... but slowly slowly then i relax hahahahaha......

Ok, jus take this as an experience... haha i think the next time i encounter photographer is when well..... if got a chance... ya if got the chance... is wedding photo ba... by tat time i think it will be better... cos i won't be taking it alone.... hahahaha well i hope la.....

Aiyo i know it was ugly this photo.... haha i know.. so dun remind me too much hoh.... hahahaha!!

Heart-warming session~

Saturday was a real fun.... OMG... i think the most fun steamboat session i ever had.......

Morning, i had a taste of being a housewife.... haha aiyo, it's not easy to be a housewife ok.. haha so many things to do especially when u need to prepare a meal..... i need to defrost the food... i need to take down my laundry to keep.... i need to cut the hotdogs (hey hey my hotdogs got patttern de yo when it is ready to cook.... haha see i hardworking ba.... haha)... i need to cook the soup.....then i need to vacuum and clean the floor......... phew.... finally i need to bath cos i need to go out buy xiu's present and do some marketing wif victor-kun....

3.30pm..... we made our way to marina square.... on the way we grabbed a quick drink.... OMG, so thirsty the weather was horrible.... then as usual la... victor-kun cannot multi-task.... he cannot sms and hold his drink at the same time.. he said he need both his hands to sms.. booo~ hahaha!!! aiya pple sms his neighbour ma.. he finally got her number tat why tat why... (haha, hope today he will have fun for his outing wif her at SPCA... gd luck!!!) then we faster walked to creative to purchase a mp4 for her.... after tat, we went to raffles city to buy her a slice of cake.. haha chocolate yo... hahaa i dun like but xiu like!! haha.... u all should visit tat shop yo opp MPH, the cakes were slightly ex but it taste not bad.....(feedback from xiu they all la).. wah then we liked rushing for time.. we faster headed back to bedok shing song to buy drinks.... haha luckily victor carried all the bags... haha if not i no hands yo... then at shing song, haha victor-kun asked me buy 3 packets of drinks surely will finished, i told him dun wan la wait leftover how... haha we debated for quite sometime haha then he gave in to me muahaha!! (but he was right la, not enough drinks! ops)

5.10pm..... we faster made our way to bedok interchange to meet Mr lida and xiu.... haha xiu late yo... my lida when we saw him, he was sweating yo~ haha i guess the weather plus he rushing cos he scared to be too lated... hahaha... then when we board the bus till reach my house... he and victor-kun got non-stop topics to talk... haha!!! then me and xiu were chatting at my dining table la... haha and my sec sis helped me to cut the vegetable.. muahaha!! assistant....

6.15pm.... the arrival of raine, CS and gf.... hahaha so i decided to start the lst round of steamboat.... i was famished... but still let them eat lst la... cos i host ma.. hahaha... so around 6.30pm... ah fu came..... haha i asked him to join raine, CS and gf, xiu and mr lida for the lst round... he asked wat abt me, i told him i 2nd round wif victor and er ma.... so after tat i went down to bring er ma up to my house.... haha tat victor keep use my PC to see manga... so i kept chatting and crapping wif er ma la... haha!!

7.15pm..... 2nd round of steamboat session... haha they all helped us cooked a bit of the food, cos wan to make the soup got more taste... haha~ then mr lida volunteered to wash the dish... haha we all said ya lo, new member in our "family" must wash dishes when lst time come for steamboat... haha.... then i asked victor-kun helped me cooked the meatballs... aiyo... his hands like canot coordinate.... i ended up laughing at him b4 i could really eat... heez................... so starting came raine to sit beside me to chat wif us... after a while we asked xiu and mr lida joined us.... then next we asked CS and gf, and ah fu to join us... (ah fu was real quiet yo....haha i also dunno how to entertain him seriously cos ha i think i will prefer to entertain my other guests ah, majority).... haha CS and gf very cute, helped us finished the food... then we proceeded wif our family "interview" wif mr lida.....!!!!!!!!!! OMG, u can asked him anything man..... i lst proceeded wif the question of why he speak to xiu in english and speak chinese to us... haha... tat is jus out of curiousity... haha.... next i looked at xiu and asked her i wan to ask him a question can.... she said must let her hear the question b4 asked.. haha.... so i told her, she said can can... haha.. so i asked.... "so when u realised u like xiuhui, cos is like u and her dragged for sometime right?" when he very on, he really answered me and in front of the others... haha very honest.... gd....!!!! haha, i guess xiu also curious to know ah... hahaha!!!

After tat, ah fu said he wan a plate, spoon and fork... i was like huh but my thinking was he wan to eat... haha... so our last round, we all jus flood the steamboat wif prawns la, cos have to peel ma.... then when i was abt to peel..... ah fu asked me i wan the prawn he peeled ma... he helped us peel la.. like tat faster....then i was like ok, thks... so i took the prawn... then CS ah... he looked at me and give me a look tat he saw tat he passed me the prawn... haha i give him back a look tat it was nothing... haha.... ya his action to me no longer mean anything ya... haha, move on....... then after tat dunno wat we were talking la... they began to talk abt ME.....!!!!! haha how i easily get hungry la.... then i this and tat... haha i jus laughed....suddenly mr lida said sth..........

He said................

He find me very motherly..... very family-bound person.... i will be a gd mother in the future.....

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i burst out laughing non-stop.....

Raine, xiu, victor and er ma totally agreed some more..... super funny..........

Oh well... thks for the compliment yo... haha!!!

Then raine said "but the guys agnes encounter always very lan de lo.... very very lan" then she eyed ah fu, ah fu dunno he peeling prawns but i guess he got ears to hear ah, then i saw that and i laughed.... then xiu they all jus added on ya lo ya lo, i can find better one.... heez thanks yo.... haha hear u all said tat, i really very very touched.... haha at least i dun find myself lousy right... heez!!!! wah like tat i think i deserved better person than ah fu right... haha!!! thank you yo!!!! hahahaha!!!

After tat when i was washing dishes, ah fu was drinking water.... so ok lo, talked to him, then he asked where we going, i said K...... then ah, aiyo.... i thinking lo, at MSN i asked u, u dun wan.. then now u wan... woo funny breed.... then chat a while... haah without i noticing, CS took over the washing of dishes.... haha he didn't really snatch my duty but he jus came in swiftly hoh... haha ok lo, then i let him washed... haha then i cleaned the table....

At around 8 plus plus.... xiu went to the toliet... ok good timing to light up her slice of cake.... hahaha!!! i asked Mr lida to accompany her after she came out of the toliet.... so he stand at the kitchen then we closed the kitchen door.... hahaha!!! cos the kitchen door got a thin glass ah... so CS was tall so he stand and covered the glass so xiu cannot see wat we doing... heez.... haha his height jus nice.... haha then when we lighted up the cake, we switched off the light, we asked them to come out... we began to sing bday song for her... then er ma and raine asked her to make a wish... give her 3 wishes la... 2 can said out, 1 keep to herself.... haha then er ma ah, very bad.... haha she told xiu one of the wish is to make sure i get attached.... hahaha!!! xiu looked at me and said if i wan her to make tat wish she will..... haha *faint*...... of cos no la..... haha her bday wish ma.... aiyo, all of u wan to faster get a bf... haha.... must wait for nice guy to come de ma... haha!!! then she jus blew the candle out... and we asked xiu and mr lida to feed each other wif the cake... hahaha!! so funny... then the cake they jus share among each other... one mouth one mouth jiu finished.... hahaha!!

Lastly we took some photos....
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then after tat victor went dbl o wif frens, xiu and mr lida go pasir ris walked walked, er ma go home... me, raine, CS and gf and ah fu went to bugis top one and K!!!!! hahaha K until 2am... wah at the K, ah fu very noisy.... haha oh well.... ok la... at least got noisy...

Yesterday was really fun... wif the addition of our new member!!!!! can't wait for another new member into our family!!!!!

It will be a gd memory!!!!!!! heez.....

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Having leave for next 2 days yo~

Finally i am able to go on leave..... but but.... not for vacation purposes... sad to say... is for my exam on friday.... aiyoyoyo, so i will be stuck at home doing my revision.... but also good la... get a short break from work.... will see my colleagues they all on monday then.....

Haha Ms Yen, dun miss me hoh!! haha oh ya and dun think too much again hoh..... heez......

Today morning was managing the staining area alone... OMG... starting i was like blank out.. cos lst time... somemore early morning, still got the syndrome from yesterday sadness abit.... but luckily i never screwed up badly yo... have to admit i was quite touched in some sense... Ad helped me cut my special stain slides so early....(eh i dunno is it his style to cut early or not, but feel touched tat someone helped me to cut the slide la)... Sam helped me to dry some slides when she saw lot of slides waiting to be dried on the hotplate.... Then when i was stuck at the renal staining part.... Maryam came and helped me to dry slides too........ OMG... how to not be touched...... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! still have to buck up in my time management in staining sections.... ganbette... today really do until my back ache... can feel the strain on my back today..... do special stain for nearly 3 wks, today is the lst day i feel the strain... luckily next 2 days can rest my back~

Haha heard from Maryam tat Ms Yen said whenever she asked me for advices on love thingy... my answer always different from others.... haha is good or bad ah....?? hmmm, am i a good or bad advisor on love issues lei?? haha feedback hoh when u all read my blog hoh... i very curious lei.... heez.....

Going to rest lo.... Oyasuminasai....

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

A past sadness arise again?

Today while waiting for my lab exam to start at 7pm... Er ma (shiqin) and i have a quite heart to heart talk.....

She was asking me abt my love life.. any recent guy in my life beside ah fu....... then ya of cos i told her dun have liao cos really dun have liao........

Then i started asking abt hers... she told me abt her one.... So in the end, i told her the full story of ah fu and me la.....

Well...... after hearing my story... she understand why i angry wif him, why i and him drifting apart further and further le..... haha wat shocked her the most was the part i indirectly confess in some sense la.... haha cos i was really pissed off wif him liao... haha~

Later on, she asked me... If i see him again on saturday at my house for the steamboat session, will my feelings come back again.......?

Well, i told her no becos i know we will jus remained the same like tat or we will jus drift further and further..... even now if i were to talk to him, i really dunno wat to talk to him, talk to a certain point, i will end up ended the conversation or jus keep quiet le..... It doesn't feel the same anymore not becos i know he dun like me or wat, jus tat i see his characters like tat.. it jus hard also ya... haha.... too ego and temperamental.... even if i know he cared for me abt the incident when i cut my thumb, i dun feel a single happiness ya.. cos i know it is jus his mood is good tat all..... haiz.....

Sometime i questioned myself this question...... Do i regret knowing him from the start?? Until now, i dun have an answer for tat... i jus know tat, suddenly have a heart to heart talk wif shiqin abt this after so so long........ i feel a kind of sadness in me suddenly.... i also dunno why.... i reflected back, i was also confused how things turn so much from the time i knew him until now......... It was like a dream to me.... so unreal when he treat me so nice last time... sakura buffet, beach, ikea, my sis's chalet and those conversation.... then the present him, make me wake up from my dream..... feel abit upset now..... how come i feel upset lei?? but now even at home, i dun think of him anymore yo~ even at work.... last time will but now no........... but how come i feel abit sad now lei... hmmm.....

Wat will happened on saturday..................?? i only know tat watever i feel on saturday no one will know it cos i will have it cover well .... tat is provided if i really feeling sad or wat la when i see him on saturday la......

I guess no one can predict wat will happen on saturday.... no one know... i also dunno...........

你以是过客.... and forever will ba....

Ah accident!!

Today i was preparing eosin solution, then when i was abt to pour it into the container, i accidentally hitted the sink.......

ALAMAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It spilled on my sleeve near my wrist and some parts of my lab coat.......

Haha, then came SAM TO THE RESCUE!!!!!!!!!!

She very cute... she said "No need to scare, i help u!!!!" hahaha!! she said in chinese very funny~

In the end , she help me to clean the floor and my shifu help me wif my wrist tat turn pink in colour yo~ hahaha!! after tat sam helped me to clean up my lab coat abit... haha!! arigato sam!!!

Thank goddness yo, shifu never scold me....

But that stupid sabo ah, i nearly wanted to be sarcastic to her man.... she keep stand there and smiled like an idiot like watching show like tat.... ah.... u smiled... i think i will see more show from u lo.... hmmm!!!!! smelly!!!

Woo after work went to sch to take my lab skill exam... haha dilutions.... phew.. finally it was over..... then left wif my final exam~ friday!! YES... after tat i wan go K K K! i wan i wan i wan!! got alot of nice songs to sing....

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Chinese garden~

Today went to chinese garden.... haha i last minute dragged raine go... go see hello kitty wif me and my family... hahaha at lst thot of asking xiu too but thinking maybe she going out wif her Mr LIDA for ehr bday celebration better not disturb... in case in case!! haha my family very de welcome raine yo... haha at lst raine pai seh cos my family outing.. but i told her nvm la... as long as we have fun on mooncake festival ma... the more the merrier... some more go see my favourite yo... hello kitty, one of my favourite...!!! but it was fun la, got my family and raine around... haha though alot of pple there yo~

When we went there, haha, we saw alot of helium balloons flew up the sky yo (cos the kids never hold onto their balloons properly)... got dora la and aeroplane la... haha they flew real high yo... we were amazed.... around 8.30pm got fireworks yo.. but the fireworks aiyo so low... not nice de lei.... so when the fireworks started, all the pple rush to see the fireworks... but we never... haha we faster go and take photos if not later they come back ah, crowded again.... haha we clever hoh!!!!! i think we spent almost 2 hrs there yo~ haha cos we keep take photos... hahahaha!!! then today raine and i realised tat if we go holiday together very the suitable cos we loved to take lot and lot of photossSS!!!!! hahaha!!! yay we planning when both of us finished our degrees, both our families go Japan together!! Wee... but now jus hope tat end of the yr we can go hong kong.... i have to look at my timetable again yo..... i hope i can go~

So now hope u all enjoy viewing the photos.....

I tried to imitate her... haha!

Disgusted~
Now my dad's turn to imitate....

F1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I upload more pics on my facebook yo... do take a look.. there got more hello kitty lantern sceneries to view... haha!! hope u all like the pics at my blog and my facebook~

Happy mooncake festival~ 中秋节快乐.......

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Habits....

Today heard one of my colleagues, Mr wong was saying tat Ms Sabo not around he cannot managed the slide sorting loads at all.... and he added tat when she around, he dun appreciate her tat much but when she not around, he realised how helpful her presence to him can be, it is like losing one of his arm.....

Well well when i heard tat i said tat last time without her, slide sorter was always done by one of u all.... so now u feel like tat isn't it a kind of habit... i mean last time u can get thru it why not now.... jus habit isn't it.....? he said ya lo...... he admitted too... haha then he said though she is grumbly, she still of good help la... haha then he said he missed her help out yo.. haha i told him tat i dun... haha....!

Oh well wat i am trying to say is tat.... haiz sad to say tat we, humans, sometime tend to develop certain habits in association to certain pple... isn't it.... as time goes by it is like not a matter of appreciation of tat person a not, it jus eventually become like a habit.... maybe another words is like take tat person for granted... i wonder why some times too.... do u all feel the same way at certain circumstances? i definitely feel it.... in regards of pple taking me for granted and i taking pple for granted la....

Well for the one person i take for granted haha i must said is my ah ma~ haha ops.. i very honest hoh... well i didn't raise my voice to her or wat la... jus tat ever since we moved to the opp blk from hers... we seldom go her house for dinner and of cos conversations also lesser le la.... then some time she will come our house to chat wif my mum la... my dad will continue watch tv and i will continue doing my stuffs.... the worse part is when she come, but my mum and dad not around left me ah... haha i also dunno wat to say then i will jus continue donig my stuffs then she will jus sit there at the sofa, stoned..... haha then i also "retarded" la... after so long then asked her wan watch tv ma but she said is ok... she go back her house la and go find her neighbours to play cards.. haha... so gradually she everytime come to my house, i will jus like a habit... saw her then greet her, then back to my room or back to my PC or to watever i am doing la... heez.... bad hoh.... then when i go her house for dinner occasionally becos she prayed to her ancestors then cooked alot of food ma... then when i sat on the dining table wif her... eh.... i will try to talk rubbish to her in some sense la.. can think of wat jiu said wat.... so my topic wif her no link de... haha... but ok la.. got talk is gd enough for me yo~ then the other time went her house for dinner again, i saw her tv screen colour is red in colour... so i thot abt how bad i am to her some times, feel so guilty so i volunteered to help her adjust the tv screen colour back to normal colour la... my uncle la, itched finger.... hai yo~

haha ya lo... so i guess every one of us will have this kind of situation yo~ hmm for the case of pple taking me for granted... haha when i free i type out and shared wif u too la... another time another time.... haha but i guess sometime we must appreciate the right person ya, not the wrong person... haha!!! like mr wong... haha aiyoyo... he jus abit dependent on Ms sabo and easily kan chiong tat why... haha~

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Why i dislike chocolate....

Haha alot of my frens think tat it is weird of me to dislike chocolate.... haha... ya i really dislike chocolate now yo....

Last time when i was very young, i got eat chocolate de... my fav was snickers...... i remembered there was a period of time, in the morning, occasionally i will vomited out wat i had for breakfast which was milo..... then dunno lei.. the smell was like erm, smell like chocolate... OMG....!! haha... since then i hate the smell of chocolate and dun evern like the taste of it... if i really eat ah which is really no no choice ah, i will drink lot and lot of water until my mouth dun have the taste yo... and of cos la, i will ended up wif a bloated stomach.... haha....

Guess wat.. recently i ate chocolate....! aiyoyoyo... well it started when one of our Dr make some brownies one day, then i actually try a small pinch, ok i actually never taste anything nor can bite anything... haha so the next day i went to OT, she asked me did i try her cake... i didn't really try ah... can't really answer her.. so i lied to her by telling her ya i tried it was nice... ops... then she asked me how is it.. oh no.. i dunno how to say le.. so i jus said eh ok ah... then she asked me whether is it too dry... then i anyhow said by saying ya quite... then she said next time she try to make it less dry... add some moist to it... the next time which was like last week.... she made a really really funny looking cake i supposed.. oh my god, its appearance really dunno how to say... then i was at the pantry, she saw me and asked me to try... i was like erm i will trying later after my lunch.... so after my lunch, i was doing my hw... so she asked me to try again.. so i try to buy some time by saying erm i will try later after i done my hw... (i too pai seh to reject her in some sense or to lie to her i tried le, becos i scared she will asked me how is it then i dunno how to answer)... after i done my hw, she was still in the pantry... then i wanted to act blurred by walking out of the pantry but she saw me ah, then asked me to try yo.. then i used a teaspoon to pinch a small edge then she said i cannot eat like tat i should take one big piece then she cut for me... oh no.. then she looked at me and asked me to eat and tell her how is it... oh no... i really took a big courage to eat it man.... i eat one man then i try to act like it was very nice... then luckily TY came to the pantry in time then i faster wrapped up the sort of cake and threw it away... the next moment i drank lot and lot of water and TY made me a cup of barley and i faster drank it up... ended up my stomach so bloated..... aiyoyo.....

Hope i won't have to eat chocolate again yo.....

Saturday, September 06, 2008

My Saturday~

Ah................ Today i really really very sleepy... zzzzz.........

Morning went to work.....

Then haha... was quite funny la.... Me and R were in the trimming room waiting for Dr WWK to trim finish the cases.... so while waiting we started chatting.... i was smsing victor regarding today outing... then he saw then he disturbed me by saying tat i am smsing bf.. then i said nope, jus frens.... then he continued to disturb and asking whether am i attached.. i said nope.... then he asked soon to attach.... i also said nope.... haha he thot i bluff... then asked me the guy smsing me now (which is victor) got chance a not... haha, i started laughing, and said no way we are fren fren only, no sparks.... hahaha!!!! after a while, i was sighing cos was quite sleepy ah... then he asked whether is it i depressed i got no bf tat why i sighed.... haha!!!! anyhow ah he..... haha... then out of no where, Mr An came in and he joined the conversation.... then Mr An asked us wat we are talking and he joined in.... then Mr An asked me i got bf b4 anot la.. i said got la, do i look like i dun have huh... heez..... then R asked me whether i wan him to intro his frens to me... he got 99% of his frens unattached... hahaha!!! then he sounded so excited abt it... i was like HUH........ Mr An called me to go somemore... he called me to go to R's frens outing for the blind date.... aiyoyo, i was telling them so weird... hahaha!!!!!! R said he can't wait to see next time how i treat my bf cos he got a feeling, i will bullying him... hahaha!!!! well maybe??? heez..... then i was telling them, not so nice guy will be attached by now (referring to R) then a nice man will be married by now (referring to Mr An) then the best best guy will still be unattached (cos i suddenly realised Dr WWK was there, ops pai seh yo) cos like tat the best best girl (referring to myself) will be able to be together wif the best best guy ma... haha!!! both of them started laughing and said tat is my theory... heez...

After tat when i was washing the trimming area... Mr AJ started talking to me.... he was complained tat spore's pace are very fast, the clubbing place and pricing are pathetic and how terrible it was when he have to take a train to work... then i asked him back then wat for he come back spore for wat since spore is such a boring place to him, dun tell me u jus follow ur sis back blindly.... haha.. shoot him... then he said dun ask him abt tat he got no reason for tat, he only thot tat spore will be a good place to start his career foundation as SGH is a well-established hospital.... then i told him then like tat dun keep complain, dun every now and then keep said "suck" la this and tat... he asked me back he really always said tat, maybe is the aussie's influence... then i said him, u must learn to adapt then u keep said "suck" very the wat lei, if keep like tat complained might as well go back australia dun come back here... (ops i really said tat, haha) he was like agnes, i only been here for mths how do u expect me to adapt so fast... then i said if is like tat then learn, learn and accept and dun keep "suck", if not u will never be able to adapt... suddenly wat jennifer said abt the "suck" thing crossed my mind.. so i quickly added, and told him, beside "suck" is not a gd word to use ya, sound so uncivilised... after tat he started disturbing me saying tat if i got frens, intro him... i was like HUH.... then he said ya u better not intro if not u will have more problems... so i said i definitely won't intro u to my frens becos i scared u will cheat my frens yo... hahaa!!! his reaction become so big... ops.. haha!! then he said how can i said tat.... haha then i said well, u give me a feeling u are a play boy ya tat why.... haha his reaction more big and said certain things eh i think not so nice to type here la since is his personal stuffs... he didn't said much la but jus an outline... then i said he better go home face the wall and reflect... haha.... then he began to laugh... i told him nice guys are hard to find.... then he said nice girls are also hard to find... haha then i realised Ad and Mr wong were there, i faster added, but married man are nice man!!! haha Ad and Mr wong keep laughed and said luckily i faster added tat line ah, if not ah.... hahaha!! Mr AJ said no one had said him like tat b4 abt the playboy thing and the complained thingy.... hahaha!!! oh well..... so now he know....

After tat i went SHOKUDO again...!!! haha yes again!!!! my 3rd time there... aiyoyoyo... wif victor, jed, raine and last min xiu..... haha, it was quite a short one la.. cos i also very tired... so eat le jiu go home..... so i decided to have a steamboat session at my house on the 20th then can also celebrate xiu's belated bday.... haha, gd hoh... woo can't wait yo.. mr lida also invited.. but i called xiu to ask him again when the date draw near... woo, looking forward yo~

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Tired yet excited....

Today legs super super tired............. AH!!!!!!!!!!! work for 8 hours... the only time i able to sit down is when i looking at the microscope and when i eating my lunch......... oh SOB! My legs still trying to get used to it...

I also super blurred today... really no comment......

1) I do a PAS stain in the afternoon..... then i realised eh why my control no colour.....!!! all my other slides got pink colour lei.....!! then i faster asked irene why... ALAMAK! i realised tat erm... my control slide, the section is facing down ah, not exposed to the staining reagents......... faint............. stain wrong side...!!!!!!!! hahaha!!!!

2) I was capping the new special stain kit............. then i not careful enough, the reagents spilled out........ OMG... irene said i very funny... lst time this happened... ops!! luckily she got extra.... phew~

3) I saw her helping me to change the HE staining machine reagents... feel abit pai seh so i offered to help her... i told her i helped her poured away the alcohol... she said ok... then after tat she realised tat i threw away the new one!!! ALAMAK!! not enough alcohol!!!! She got a shocked of her life.... keep nagged and laughed at me... haha but luckily she never scold me.... then i feel so abd, i offered to go down take alcohol but she said too heavy i can't managed... so i get Mr Yussery to help me... phew...... haha when u heard her nagged and laughed at u, haha u feel so pai seh yo... will wan to faster mend it... heez... she said we miscommunication... haha!!

4) When i used measuring cylinder to measure distilled water, after tat i still go and washed the measuring cylinder... Irene laughed at me, she said distilled water already clean le.. why still need to rinse... haha!! ALAMAK! ya hoh... haha like a habit then i never think liao... aiyo so silly right... haha!!!

OMG why i so blurred today!!!! hahaha!!!!! today did alot of manual staining yo... woo~ haha... phew.....

Then at night i went to raine's house to try on the clothes she selling......... heez i like it alot!!! then i even took a long time to see her huge bag of earrings... alot man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So if u all wan earrings, can let me know, i go get from raine....!! $1 per pair... cheap right...!!!! also nice!!! haha lot of patterns!!!!

Oh if u all like looking at online shop... go take a look at her one.... her clothes very cheap.... i guarantee u..... cheaper than normal online shopping webby and the quality is good.... go look ok... the webby is http://www.makemepretty.com.sg/... u all can also go the side of my blog to go to this website... under "raine's shop".. go take a look ok.....!!! she got the stock at her house lo.. so u can get it quite fast too.... not like those spree.. so long de....!!! go take a look hoh!!!! support support!!!!

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Staining staining..

OMG for the lst time i missed the chair man!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my..... sob no chair!!! This 1 mth, Irene will be my shifu..... Sensei!! Woo she taught me not bad la.... she will also helped u here and there.... On my part i also tried my best to remember wat she told me yo.... Get to do some staining myself... Although there are still alot of stuffs to know.... i will try to squeeze them into my brain la... but now and then, my leg KEEP ACHING la!!!! haha ops....

My leg kept asked me to go find a chair.... but but.... I CAN'T!! So many things to do..... cannot laze around... somemore staining area no chair de... haha Irene did asked me to get a chair and do staining.... but a bit weird right... other pple also can like tat why i so special need a chair.. wait sit there like princess like tat ... no no, i can de..... must get use to it then eventually will be used to it de....

Yesterday i walked past maryam while she was teaching Mr anton some microscopic stuffs... i acted like a ghost and said "i.....need.........a...chair.................." MUAHAHA!! she burst out laughing.... heez!!!!

After work i went to lecture then the room so cold yo... plus my legs still aching right... OMG, it become a kind of aching like u know those old pple when rainy day, their legs will feel ache... aiyo tat kind yo... i am getting old le... haiz....

Cannot cannot!!!! must perseverance!!!!

This mth is really a learning mth.... Mr anton attentively learning immuno..... Shiao Wei learn how to do cutting.... Pream learn how to assist Drs... and me, special stain..... so we must all jia you....and cannot let our shifusS down..... woo mina ganbette!!!!