Leap year!!!!

Wee! Today is 29th february!! haha once every 4 yrs yo... so must go out and enjoy! haha tat is wat i think la!! haha!! today i will also be working half day!!(now i blogging at OT) Cos at OT this mth, can get to claim half day!!! haha!!! i purposely choose friday cos later going out wif my sisters and their husband and bf! haha! as usual, i am the light bulb tat shine their way! muahaha!! but of cos i have to tag along la, cos i will be treatin them waraku at Marina Square.. cos get pay then like everytime they treat and bring me out, so ya.. dun be stingy la.. treat them la, haha at least when i told them i treat them , they said they never bai dote me!!! haha!!! then my da jie said after dinner we will go watch the "The Leap Years".... haha it is a very love story lo... dunno i will appreciate anot lei, since i am single and available... heez!

Oh well but the movie is not i treat them lo! haha confirmed plus chopped chopped!! if not this mth i really no need to spend liao man!~! haha... most impt is enjoy the outing today la cos is wif them ma, my family!.. hope they dun bully me!

Heez... Sometime think for awhile, i find tat in my life, i like have everything i always wanted in my life... a job... a degree (though i am now pursing)... family, colleagues and friends... holiday.... guess the only thing i lack is love?! but somehow or rather at this moment, i dun have the thots of really having it... maybe i enjoy the life i had now... there is time i like a person... but never thot of going into a relationship wif him.. jus purely like, haha he also no need to like me back la... so i guess maybe for now i preferred my life to stay put like this.... but few yrs later, will i have the same mentality...? tat i not sure.... haha maybe from today date, i see 4 yrs later will i still feel the same way... wah by then i am 26 yrs old le! haha! well well i shall see yo... no no we shall see! haha!

Jay's Zhou Concert!!

My concert ticket!! Precious yo!!

Wah the concert was nicer than the DVD currently selling in S'pore... haha cos the concert he got sang songs from more previous album.... then his live performance very steady very good.... haha the way he talked also very humourous~~!! In the concert, as expected la, he will performed his piano skill... then he also performed wif the guy in "the secret" tat battle wif him on the piano... now then i know the guy in tat movie is from Nan Quan Mama! haha wah talented!! of cos, the special guest is Nan Quan Mama la!! haha this grp i find tat they are a mixture of Jay's Zhou.. haha! no wonder is his disciples!! Quite talented i should said!

Haha at lst i was hoping tat he will sing the song from Kungfu Dunk, "Zhou Da Xia".. haha guess wat during his encore he sang it!! wow when the tv screen showed the scene from the movie!! haha i very happy and shouted!!! Muahahaha! Aiyo but too bad we never buy the light stick, haha got light stick in ur hand, u will tend to be "high" abit... haha tat is wat me and my colleague think la!!! But not bad la for encore he sang 4 songs.... Zhou Da Xia, Fa Ru Zue, Huo Yuan Jia and Shuang Jie Gun.... Oh ya during his encore he also performed his drum skills! haha! not bad not bad!!

Sam eating her rice!!!

Me and Jieyan... While waiting for the concert to start, we took a pic of ourselves!

The audiences started to fill up the stadium lo!! The seats there is the most ex de... i think ah if i am not wrong is 438rm de... then the white seat and behind is the 2nd ex ticket.. but i forgot the price le!

This one is for the audience to stand de... haha and guess wat the cheapest ticket here is 168rm and is here lo... stand one, no seat de, unless u dun mind sit on the grass.. haha abit wat hoh, cheapest ticket no seat at all yo! at least have somewhere to sit ma!

After the concert, aiyo, the Monorail station so packed!!! All queuing up to buy tickets and going in the station.... haha actually i should said not queuing up lo! they can jus cut queue without anyone scolding them... haha in S'pore u like tat ah, confirm kana scolded upside down... haha!! then while going into the station aiyo, all the pple squeezed here and there!! really no queue line de... no choice lo, have to squeeze too yo, they push me i push back... haha dun care liao! but one thing not bad abt their train is got music from the input radio!

This is our hotel room!!! Haha i nothing to do then i jus took a photo of it!! haha!!! After the concert i so tired yo!! face so oily somemore!! Me and Jieyan remain in the hotel and rest... then Baoyan and Sam went to K wif sam's sis and fren... haha! then me and jieyan jus chit chat until our hair is dry and can sleep! haha!!

The next day morning, me and jieyan went to the hotel there and eat buffet breakfast... haha cos Sam know they will be sleeping until very late, so she gave us the coupon to go eat~ haha! the food ok ok ah! but one thing we agreed was the sausages are nice! haha!!!!

After tat went shopping for awhile b4 heading back to S'pore at 4.30pm!! reached S'pore around 9.50pm... by the time i reached home, already 10.40pm lo... wah so nice to be out of country for a while... now i waiting for end of april where i will be going Korea!!! Yay! their hot spring, their teddy bear museum! and many more!!! WEE~~

Going KL for Jay!!

Yay!! later i going KL wif my colleagues to watch Jay Chou's concert at KL! haha we very on hoh! haha woo!!! but funny lei, now i dun feel llike going on holiday actually.. haha maybe to me holiday is taking plane ba!!! cos i taking bus!!!! Muahaha!!!!! hope it will be fun and the concert is nice!!!! woo when i come back then will update update here again!!!! YAY!! JAY CHOU!

Exercise time

Wah today went jogging wif my colleagues, baoyan and jieyan!! hahaha!! we ran area around the hospital... haha!! wah lnog time never run really tired yo!! haha now legs abit aching!! haha and guess wat.. i forgot to bring my towel and bathing stuffs... aiyo, go home so smelly!!! haha!! luckily i never make anyone faint in the train!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHA! must try to burn away the excess fats gained during this chinese new yr!!! try la try la!! hahaha!!

Oh ya tat time V day i went out wif my poly frens... Then i saw a ring at SK jewellery inside Seiyu (Bugis) very nice!!!! aiyo love at lst sight lo!!!! really like this ring, like until more than liking a guy man!! haha!!!! but so ex $399.... the ring design got star de.. so unique..... i like!!!!!!! but no choice can't buy... then in the end i saw a ring at a website... i find it nice then my sisters also think is nice!! so i decided to order it!! muahahahah!!!! yay!!

nice???? haha can't wait for it to arrived!!!!! *wink*

Gathering gathering....

Woo third day of CNY, louis came to my house for steamboat... haha it was a very shocking thing in how things has turn out.... On friday i was talking to him on MSN, then my daddy came beside me and kpo asked me who i am talking to.. i told him is him....then he keep laughed and suggested tat i asked him over for steamboat... then i told him for wat... it been 1 yr plus since we last meet... suddenly meet up very awkward... ( after i rejected him, we never really talked nor meet up anymore)but my daddy and mummy keep said aiyo classmate only wat.. treat him as jus a normal fren lo, why so zai yi..... then i was like fine... ok... then i asked him whether he wan to join my poly frens next coming saturday to my house.. he said dun wan la, cos alot of pple he dunno.. then i was like ok... then i told my dad and mum tat he said no... then they suggested him to come tat previous saturday (third day of CNY), i was like aiyo why u all keep wan him to come.... they keep said fren fren ma.... i was like fine then i asked him, and guess wat he said "ok".... at tat moment i dunno wat to say yo... i also dunno how awkward it will be man..... luckily got 2 of my sec sch frens come too..... they all NS man, they can talked to him abt NS ba..



So the actual day i went bedok interchange to fetch them.... when i lst saw him, i have to admit tat his appearance wise really changed alot.... well, more better-looking.... then the way he talked more man abit la... maybe becos he now NS.... when we reached our house... my family members all find him changed alot... my elder sis dun even recognise him....then when we eating steamboat tat time.... cos both of my frens they sat together.. and louis sat at the other side... so dun wan him to feel left out, so i jus sat beside him lo.... then i gave him a bowl of rice... he eat very long yo... the way he eat is abit abit... i dunno is he nervous or wat... my sis they all looked at him they find him like feeling nervous ah... then my frens they all asked why he eat so slow.. he give a quite lame answer.. he said ever since he go NS, his appetite become smaller.... all of us were like, anyhow lo... NS where got will have small appetite... haha! then my elder sis said she saw him keep secretly smile smile when i sat beside him (dunno true or not?) haiz haiz.... Then after tat i send him off lst.... i accompany him to the bus stop and we jus sat there chit chat while waiting for bus... then saw my sec sis's fren, he thot he is my bf.. no no no no no!! then my sec sis's fren said tat i and him got this chemistry tat why he thot we are couple... but i dun find any chemistry ah.. maybe becos i can be frens wif guys ma? i dunno but i jus know tat things are not wat pple see.... there is really no chemistry...



after tat day, i never expect louis to sms me and asked me how my day and wat i am doing.. i think maybe it been a while somebody sms me like tat.... or maybe never expect him to sms tat ba... so i jus reply as normal.... and guess wat.......................................... he asked me whether this coming sunday i free ma..... in my mind was "gosh!" then i jus asked him for wat? he said wan go walk walk or watch movie... i dunno how to answer him......... i jus asked him back he no need booked in ah, where he wan go tat kind of stuffs... then in the end i jus told him tat saturday i confirmed wif him again ba... he said if cannot is ok.... then i jus reply i let u know again...


OH NO!! u all may thot tat jus going out only ma, won't kill.... but if i go out wif him, then is like create a hope n some sense... i dun wish to hurt him anymore... is like i hurt him more than 2 or 3 times le lo... aiyo.... how can a person take all these... very terrible right..... so in the end i lied to him that i got sth on.... then he said other day perhaps... cos long time never go out... aiyo... i never reply him... then he few days later got asked how my work and sch.. i also never reply.. no mean no la...

Then recent saturday, my poly frens came to my house over for steamboat dinner.... hahaha!!! it was quite fun in some sense.. after tat we thot of going night safari but in the end we jus hanged out at TM starbucks chit chat near to 12am... haha!!! nice to have gathering here and there! but must wif right person.. muahaha!

Chinese new year

Woo, chinese new year eve meet up wif him, cos he said he wan to pass me back my umbrella then i said ok... when i meet him at my house downstairs... actually also nothing much... he passed me my umbrella then he also gave me a tub of biscuits... called "long bing" i thot his mum made de.. but he said he bought de and very hard to find... haha dunno true or not lei... haha!!! then after tat jiu bye bye le.... after tat at night.... went out wif junquan and alex to watch KUNGFU DUNK!! AH!!!!!!!! SO NICE!! i must said jay chou was cute and naive in the movie but the other 2 basketballers very cool when they played basketball... wah handsome!! after watching the movie around 1.20am lo... i faster head home to slp cos have to wake up early yo....

lst day of chinese year went to my grandpa's house.... haha as usual la, every year jus sit there and wait for all my relatives to come and have lunch.... haha so while waiting we took some photos at my grandpa's house....

Then second day of new year... went to victor's house for visiting.... haha his fluffy very cute... hahaha.. then we played taboo wif his sec sch frens... haha quite fun la.. but we girls lost the game... hahaha!!!! then after tat jus hanged around to eat the meat buns made by his mum, desserts, eat yu sheng and eat pizza!! haha!! nice nice!! after tat we jiu go home le.. haha cos tml i still need to work half day! haha! we also got took some photo at victor's room!!!

Me and XiuHui!

Me and Raine....

Me and victor!

Feeling better le!

Yoyo, haha i now feeling better le... hahaha!! thanks to all for the concern... heez... luckily yesterday for my dinner i asked althea out for dinner.... if i stay at home, i think i will anyhow think think again... heez....

Yesterday went to eat Long John Silver wif her... and we chit chat la, gossip la... hahaha!! then somehow i dun feel the sadness anymore, instead i feel happier tat it end... haha ops.. tat is very bad of me in some sense... few days jiu ok liao, and forget abt it... heez!! then tat althea ah, keep wan to find guys to intro me! (oh no, not again!!!) haha i told her she can keep for herself.... haha!! then in the end she go promote her cousin!! haha!! OH NO! no no no.... haha..... funny la her...

Also, raine yesterday called me and asked how i am.... then i told her i feeling better already... and joke wif her this and tat.... yay!!!!!! but really really i dun feel anything compare to yesterday... yesterday morning i wake up aiyo, tat feeling ah... really really not comfortable man... but today wake up, u feel "brighter" in some sense... then in the train i keep talked crapped with my sec sis... make her can't sleep in the train!!!

Now in my mind ah are vain idea... haha! cos now i am thinking wat to do to my hair on CNY.. haha!! dunno should i clipped up my fringe then tied a pony tail... or should i jus put a head band (if is like tat, then i need to go buy liao lo)... so wat do u all think? wat should i do to my hair? MUAHAHAHA!

5566 - 喝彩北京

Emotional Me~

CNY is coming but near to festival period, i am in an emotional state...

Well how to say, i think the whole situation is i committed a "suicide"... i think i wanted all these to end tat why i make it come to a stop....

I went out wif him on friday, he picked me up and we went to his car club... well it was a dull outing i should said... i ended up talking to a auntie from his car club... they thot i am his gf and asked whether i got go his house i said a no....... although in my mind i feel like saying "for wat" but it will be rude for me to do so.... so i jus simply said a no.... after tat at KFC, wif his frens they all are talking abt cars.... of cos i kept quiet... then after tat he offered to drive me home, i told him he can drive to a nearby mrt station then i take train home, he can also faster meet up wif his frens.....but he said me crazy and said tat he bring me out, he will bring me home de, as he dun do things tat will throw his face... he is a guy tat cannot live without his reputation and mian zi! so thruout in his car, becos i very de not happy, i keep find things to argue wif him.... told him tat he is very hard to understand due to his swingy mood swing... this and tat... after tat i passed him his bday present... he was so shocked (as usual)... he "huh" until the whole car is his voice... and he said he felt very pai seh and his skin is thin... then i said ya... becos u skin thin i have to be thick lo... so after tat he jus send me to my house doorstep...

Next day morning, he smsed me and said tat my umbrella is still wif him.. he will returned me asap and said tat the bday present he will opened on his bday... at tat moment i dunno wat crosses my mind... i jus wan a full stop to all these tings wif him i guess... i reply him tat actually i wanted to ask him sth yesterday but i didn't asked becos is obvious tat all these while i am the one being one-sided...

After several hours, he replied me back... he said tat he's sorry if he make me sad... he didn't meant to hurt me, but jus tat he never been in a relationship b4 as he dun wan to lose a gd fren.. he treasure me as a gd fren and he dun wan to take the risk.. so wat he trying to say is tat he dun like me lo only frens... so simple right... haha he go one big round... i replied him tat ya we will still be frens... then i called him to take care of himself this and tat (those friendly fren regards) and i said a "bye"...

I told my sec sch buddy, junquan, abt it... he asked me do i treasure him as a close fren as much as he treasure me as a close fren.... i replied him, "is tat important?" he said ya becos if i see him as a person tat i hope tat we can be together, there is no way we can be fren... but if i see him as neutral perspective, i can still be frens wif him... my answer for him is "i still treat him as fren no matter wat".... In my mind i actually think abt tat question again... and i have my final answer for tat question of junquan.... "Yes, i treat him as fren even if he dun like me, but i definitely will not treasure him as much as he treasure me as a fren, becos as a fren, he dun bothered to ask how are u in MSN, sms or watever communication u can get... he is self-centred and he busy in his world... guess as a fren tat not wat i looking for ba.. and to me, tat is not my definition of frens"

So ya part of me is sad and part of me is relieved tat at least things has come clear le.. no more running in circles for me.... and also tat my prediction for his answer is a bingo.... although is a bingo but somehow still will feel sad la..

No matter wat i always remembered wat bernice said to me, "dun follow her path"... i promised her and myself....

But for now, i am grateful tat i got a bunch of frens tat care for me... my family too and my current colleagues although they dunno anything but they never failed to make me laughed even when i am down....

Haha but i have to admit tat so far i have cried for 2 days le... on and off... haha now while typing this at my workplace OT, i also start to have watery eyes le.. haha but i promised u guys tat i will get over it as time goes by~ i still wan to be the happy Agnes everyone know~ *wink*