My xmas 2008

Well well my xmas.... let's see...

On xmas eve, i wore a dress to work... hahaha~ then mr anton said for the lst time i looked like a lady... huh?!?!! i am a lady!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* cos after work got go out so didn't wan to go home change or wat ma.... the mood during work was gd... everyone were in gd mood.... all so happy half day ma!!!!! then got Dr gave us swiss roll.. but but one of the favourite was......... DURIAN!!!!!!!!! faint!!!!! hahaha~ luckily got other flavour.....

After work went to my auntie's house at hougang....... hahahaha she and her husband very nice yo... bought alsaka crab and lobster from cold storage for us to eat.... OMG, so generous right.... eh.. but but but.... why lobster and crab tasted the same to me huh.... sth wrong wif my taste buds or i dunno how to appreciate.... hahahahaha~ the alsaka crab was juicy and got more meat lo.... yummy! compare to normal crab we ate......

TADA!!! tat the crab and the lobster.....

After tat my dad drove me to tamp to meet my sec sch frens for dinner at swensens.......... haha i tell u... i think i am really "pathetic" hahaha???? i meet them 5pm.... we eat until around 6.40pm then i decided to go home and rest while shiling went home to rest as she got a company event to attend later and the boys went to mind's cafe to play games...... they asked me to come along but i told them i wan to go home rest and eat medicine... haha ok i dun looked sick to them but i am really sick... hahaha~ somemore a bit bored, cos the guys hmmm keep talked abt army stuffs or wat... then i sian la.. might as well go home play game watch tv, more happy.... hahaha i very bad... yes yes i know~ muahaha!!!!!!!!!!!! so on the eve, i slept real early for my past record... hahaha~ i slept around 10 sth.... early right.... cos i eat medicine ma.. haha drowsy... but i couldn't get a very deep deep sleep.... cos sms come in here and there.... haha i will wake up and see the msg, and sleep, wake up and see the msg, wake up and see the msg... hahaha~ i think it goes on for 4-5 times?? haha~

Next day, it was xmas~!!!! yay!!! i supposed to meet JR at 11am at AMK interchange... but i am late, i esitmated wrong timing.... i lated for 30 mins.....! sob!! then when i arrived, his face was black, but still trying to keep his cool~ i was like sry i am late, u waited long? (obvious he waited long, 30 mins!) then he replied 30 mins.... i was like u angry?? then he replied wat do u think..? u are blacklisted lo..... OMG, die man!!!! T_T we had our lunch at one of the coffeeshop.... then i dun dare to talk yo... i feel like going home...!! hahahaha~ until he talked to me lst then he smiled smiled then i dare to talk...... then on the bus dunno wat we were talking abt then he said abt the 30 mins late thingy... i fastered said sry sry, it was my fault, my bad... then he told me nicely tat he dun mind me late but at least must tell him how long... i never tell him at all i jus told him i am late..... then i said ok la dun angry la.. i know le la.... then he started to smile and joked said tat he went out wif a girl once, she was worst... she lated for 45 mins and she still give a ya ya look like it ok to be late for a girl... he so angry tat he said the girl back.... hahahaha~ said her why she late le she still so ya ya... haha he very fierce hoh..... i mean i dun blame him or wat la.. cos diff pple got diff principle abt a particular things.... i understand..... but luckily he was ok and we talked crapped here and there then....... as normal la....

When we arrived at the zoo... aiyoyoyo... long queue yo... the queue for buying tickets was like all the way to the bus stop, we alighted and we were in queue le.. haha long right.... then he bought the 2in1 ticket... tat ticket can go jurong bird park too but must within 1 mth... ya so i guess we are going there soon too ba~ so when we entered the zoo.... there was a cameraman and he said he will helped us took 3 pics..... so we were like ok.... the last shot eh, not our intention yo... no no no.. i think the cameraman thot we are couple and called us to "bao bao"... i was like huh.. then he said okok... then ok lo... then jus put his hands on my shoulder then i jus leaned as normal la~ after tat shot, i faster walked away... then he keep said he must remember to go see the photos and see can buy ma.... but i seriously forgotten abt it, he remember cos he keep the ticket somemore ba..... it was fun.... alot of animals to see... then he like kid la he... then if we at certain areas very smelly... he will try his best to breathe in as many air as possible.. but i will ended up hitting him said it doesn't help lo... hahaha~ and guess wat... a big guy like him.... scared of...... BUTTERFLY! hahaha~ cos he was taking photo of a butterfly then i disturbed him tat wait tat butterfly will fly towards u yo... then to my amazed the butterfly really flew towards him, and he started running and shouting... haha i ended up laughing and running after him.... hahahaha~ so now i know ah.. got one older couple saw us then they were like shocked wat we are doing... hahahaha~ ops pai seh..... here and there he will help me take photo la and i offered to help him too.... after tat we went to see the photos, it was not bad la, 3 for $35, 6Rs.... then he asked me wan which one then i told him jus take 3 lo, then we shared the price.... he said ok... then when we exited out, i asked him wan to take a photo of us at the entrance.... i said we can take ourselves ah... then he was laughing, we can asked others to help ma... haha ya hoh.. i blurred liao~ (in my mind i keep remember wat xiu said, she wan to see a photo of us.. haha, see xiu i remembered u hoh haha!)

On the way back to AMK, we decided to go vivo to walk and eat (i wan see light) rather for movie, scared reached home late... then on the bus i looked thru the photos we taken... then saw his past photos in the camera then he started telling me stories here and there.. it was nice la listening.... when we reach vivo, we went to sushi tei to eat.. he choose de... then i told him we share share the price, he said ok... cos he treat me for the zoo and jurong bird park le... the meal was nice.. at least i managed to finish all this time around...... then we saw cable car then i forgot wat were saying abt cable car then he said next time we can go ride the cable car... i was like ok...! hahaha~ after tat he helped me to choose a present for my elder sis.... not bad ah, he know how to choose thing here and there..... but ya la of cos la, got 3 gfs b4 of cos know how to choose girl stuffs right... heez.. if still dunno then got some probs le...

So we went to the open park for a walk... then he said he helped me take photos.. then i told him i take alone very boring lei take together la... then he was like ok... then he wanted to find some one to help us take... then i told him we can take ourselves de ma... then he was like huh, self-take? he never tried b4.... he asked me take but i told him my hand too short... hahahaha~ then b4 we took the lst shot, we keep laughed and laughed, cos he brought a very very short tripod tat is held by the hand.... hahaha~ but in the end, he gave up and he jus tried snapped by hands... haha it turned out ok, but his head bigger than mine lo~ cos his position also la... hahahaha~ but i find the photo i looked nice la... muahahaha~ after tat we walked a while jiu go home le....... it was a fun xmas i must say... so now see when go jurong bird park le lo~

Ok here the photos la.... for more photos see my facebook lo... hahaha~

Reflection~ Merry xmas~

Monday.... saw my shifu came into the lab happily... she jus came back from her holiday wif her family....

Next moment, 11am.... she cried and rush back home......... her husband jus passed away.....

At tat moment, i really do felt a kind of sadness in me..... how come it was so sudden.......

Next day we went to her husband wake b4 lunch time.......... when we entered...... S and J's eyes turned red.... I felt lost..... the moment shifu saw us, she tried to smile... but she ended up holding back her tears.... her eyes began to turn red and tears started to roll down her cheek.... never see her like tat b4.... all the seniors walked towards her and give her a short hug... some shaked her hands.... when it come to mr wong... shifu was the one hugged him lst... at that moment, i felt tat she really need comfort.... after tat, the seniors when to see the coffin... so i decided to take a look too.... when i walked there... shifu saw me... she walked towards me and she hugged me.... i hugged her back.... i called her to take care..... when we all sitting there, shifu saw SW and told her tat she can go back home to celebrate CNY, very gd... next moment, SW began to cry.. i fastered call mr wong to get her a tissue.................

The pain shifu gone thru i guess i never been thru b4..... cos i am not married, i dun have a loved one... so i dunno the pain of losing someone tat i had spend half of my life with................ but one thing for sure... life is short isn't it..... she was thankful tat she managed to go holiday with him b4 he leave her.... we really have to treasure every moments we had... regardless of happy, sad, angry................ everything can become a memory in us.........

So i guess this xmas.... i wish tat my shifu will be stronger when she came back to work............. i also wish tat everyone around me will be happy... i guess wat i wan is also to be happy.... happy is wat i wan and wat i hope tat everyone around me to have~

Merry xmas everyone~ treasure every moments regardless of with who yo....

Tml going out wif JR, think we are going zoo most prob, if not rain~ hope i enjoy myself~

Think?

Jus now was talking to JR on MSN.....

Gradually as we talked.................. the topic become.......

JR: where got gd... if gd then now still no gf yo... hahaha...
Me: haha slowly la... u will find de la....
JR: haha no fate yo...
Me: wat fate u referring to?
JR: gf bf fate....? hahaha... so u got like anyone now?
JR: beside "fake" victor( i told him tat one of my fren, jed, go and anyhow jokingly tell one of my ex classmate tat me and victor are an item...)
Me: aiyo, i dun like victor and he dun like me too.....
JR: haha i know la, tat why i used "fake" ma...
Me: who i like now........hmmmm.... bleah! dun tell u....!
JR: uh.. hmm okok....
Me: got got i like my dad lo.... haha~
JR: ok la i go la teh le... u think liao then let me know.... rest early...

Saw the line in bold.......? i was like uh..... am i supposed to think who i like now then let u know?? eh necessary ma??? hahahaha~ -_-"" i think i won't go think abt it lo~ hahahahaha~ i mean eh.... i dun find it necessary la.... if tat really matter to him then he will asked me again and then if tat time come, i will make sure he answer lst b4 i answer..... haha i dun wan lo gi lei.... hahaha, xiu also agree wif me right??? haha... this kind of things the more u think, the more headache it will become... so better dun let myself have headache.....

Going out wif him on xmas day then i told him to bring cameara then can take photo... then he said ok, he will take photos of me.... he like to help pple take photo... but wat i trying to mean is take photo together.... hahaha~ so xiu ah... i dunno we can manage to take a pic let u see yo~ hahahaha......

And for now... no no no i dun wan to think.... hahahaha~

Long day....

Yesterday was a long day~

Morning got work..... then before i went to work... JR called me to chat for a while he was on his way to meet his frens they all to go kelong at malaysia..... after tat tried to slp on the train... but when i opened my eyes, guess wat... hahahha!!! maryam was beside me.... hahahaha~ woo so coincidence.... hahahaha~ Work was ok.... not tat heavy.....

After tat me and sam went to meet the others to go shujuan's house..... hahaha on the way sam keep taught me some cantonese... i must master my 1,2,3........!! haha!!!

Aiyo shujuan's dog, guai guai so cute yo~ hahaha!~ then we play wiiii!!!!!!! OMG so fun... we started playing DDR.... hahahaha~ woo jieyan got practice de yo... cos she got play wiii de..... then started when we all played the DDR, our movement so funny... like very awkward.....!! hahahaha~ then after tat we played tennis.................. OMG so fun, like playing real tennis... then we tried boxing... OMG, so tired!!!! hand aching man!!!!!!!!! but it was really really fun!!! we all very noisy!!!!!!!!!! hahaha until guai guai need to hide behind the chair to sleep.....!!!! must have another outing wif them again, so fun!!!

After tat when to meet xiu they all for sakura buffet.... hahaha it was ok~ the food... hmmm ok ok ah..... then ah i saw jed i asked me why he anyhow talked talked!!!!!!!!!!1 argh... he ah go and tell one of our classmate that me and victor are an item... then tat classmate came and asked me on MSN is it true........... this guy ah, anyhow talked..... i called me go she si!!!!!! hahahaha~ after we walked a while on the orchard... aiyo so many performances and so many pple...... so squeezey!!! hou paq!!! hahahaha~ then xiu so cute lo... xiao ma asked her stuffs abt her bf, she will keep looked at me when she answering... hahaha~ she too shy liao.. then i ended up helping her abit.... hahaha~ xiu ah so shy hoh!!!! i really like her mum yo~ hahahaha~

So now i got lot of things coming up... monday got ugliest childhood photo competition wif colleagues... and tuesday got pre-xmas meal wif colleagues.. we all bring one food to work and eat as lunch.. muahahaha! busy~

Cantonese~

Today i was learning cantonese from one of our senior, mr wong... hahahaha~ wah cantonese very hard to speak yo~ i think japanese are easily to speak..... hahaha~

Mr wong is my shifu~ no tea nor wine nor plain water to offer him as my shifu, so i told him to jus swallow his saliva and use it to replace tea, wine or plain water.... hahahaha~

I must jia you in my cantonese.....!!!! i find it quite useful to know alot of different languages... hahahah also dialects la~ if youngster dun learn then slowly slowly all these languages will disappear le, right people...

Tmr will be my last lesson... then i will only have test on the 3rd of jan and my exam on 13th january....weee~ can't wait......

On the 29th dec will also have dinner wif my workplace usual gang and mr wong.... hmmm dunno why... i guess i will missed mr wong when he retired... think he going to retire soon~ most prob early next yr.... will really missed his presence................ he taught me alot in work..... also taught me alot abt life, pple and pple relationship...... wif him around, u won't feel stress nor unhappy..... but his char too nice le... always got bully by pple.... pple always called him to do this and tat.... then in the end he stressed up becos he always try to help..... hmmm......... he really very nice.....

But like wat pple always said... every good things will come to an end, even if meeting a person.... but i jus hope tat b4 mr wong retired, he would enjoyed me and my gang company la.... well...... cos we all loved to be around him too~ heez~ make full use of the good times~ *wink*

Must brush up my cantonese... must not let my shifu mr wong down... hahaha~

My master piece

On sunday, i was helping my mum with her thai desserts... i dunno wat is the name... but i guess u all see the pic u all should know....

I helped her to fold the pandan leaves lei... haha quite easy to fold.... tada!!!
then now u all see the pic.. u all will know wat desserts my mum made la!!!
Haha so u all know wat were these le ma....

Oh no last wk for sch this wk, but i feel so tired and lazy to go attend the lecture.... the lecturer make me wan to sleep... aiyo.... never mind must perserve until friday man!!!

Yes, i finally colour my hair~

Yesterday i went to colour and highlight my hair!!! heez finally...... the colour i used was magohany.. more to brown series.... heez, the person chose for me de... me and sam and maryam went to my house downstairs there to make.... i felt a bit paiseh yo.... cos is like.. colour is $58 and if plus highlight will be like another $58.. then end up they pay quite alot cos they do highlight plus colour... abit pai seh... sry yo~

For mine, tat lady didn't charge me for my highlight, cos she said mine only few strands as my hair style not many layers....then she charge for treatment lo, i do steam ah.... then can only washed hair until monday morning b4 i go work ba~

The lst person to see my new hair colour beside my family and sam and maryam, was JR... hahaha~ yesterday meet him.....

Aiyo i tell u yo, he really hoh.... hahaha~ cos friday he said he feel like buying his lanyard tat time we saw at airport... then i told him, he wan then go buy lo.. then he said maybe he can meet me after i finished colour my hair... i said ok... then he said if i got programs can go ahead cos he scared he lazy to go out... then i said i got no programs, jus tell me when he wan or dun wan to go out... then he keep said i got programscan go ahead... wah then i so fedup, i told him......................... i am telling u now tat i no programs, and i am not going out wif my frens nor colleagues....... we always plan ahead we dun last minuted... so when i said i am free, i am free...ok? yes?......... trying my best to tone down... haha then he said okok.... then the next day, he said he lazy to go out..... maybe not meeting me... then he added and asked me whether i got any place i wan to go.... haha i really feel like laughing man... i replied him tat u said u lazy to go out then wat for u asked me where i wan to go, aiyo........ haha he funny right..... he said he think maybe the place i wan go will interest him ma... aiyo... then i said i only thot of watching bolt... (ops purposely) then i dunno how we ended up saying go airport buy his lanyard and eat sakae sushi there......

So when we arrived at the airport, he saw my hair, i said it was quite bright, he think it was ok... but he asked me why i cut my hair behind straight no pattern... then i told him is round not straight... haha~ then i said my hair smelly, haha he said it was still ok.... not tat bad... hahaha~ then we kept looking out for sakae sushi.. so he said why dun we go buy lanyard then eat here then go watch movie at tampines.... i looked at him and was like huh... if like tat then might as well eat at tampines ma... he said ya hoh and keep said sry ah, he very ma fan.... hahaha~ i jus said tat u said not i said.... ops...*:x

When we abt to leave airport and headed towards the MRT station, he asked me wan to take photo, he helped me take wif mickey mouse... i was like eh... u bring camera...? he said ya but i said i dun wan... then he keep looked at the mascot mickey mouse.. then i teased him u wan to take is it.... haha~ then he said no la no la.... haha~

After tat we headed to tm then i bought the xmas present for my sec sis and bf.... then we bought the ticket lst b4 we went to eat at sakae sushi... aiyo i think we ordered too much... he la, he was the one..... until the table no space... then he asked me eat this and tat... then i cannot squeeze liao he said ok la, he helped me... hahahaha~ he can really eat... then i said i realised everytime go eat wif him, then he added "eat until too full wan to vomit?" i said "no, why like always got chicken, no other meat de?" haha he bursted out laughing...

The bolt was nice and got meaning la... haha bolt tat dog very cute~ i wan to carry it home!!!

In the end, we watched until 11.45am... then no bus and no train to go home.... he walked to his grandma's house to sleep cos his grandma lived tamp... then i have to took cab home he wanted to accompany me wait for cab, i said no need.. then he feel so bad tat i have to waste $ and take cab home... haha to me is ok la... not everytime....

Oh well, this weekend really were a fun one, coloured hair, go watch movie... oh later i going to watch the day the earth stood still wif my sec sis and bf... weeee~

I deserved to enjoy!!! cos i finished my report le~ muahaha~

Pre-xmas lunch feast

Today during lunchtime, me and few of my colleagues went to a cafe eat our pre-xmas lunch....

It was quite disappointing in some sense.... hahahaha~ well firstly we ordered the set meal for lunch... our tea took forever to come.... hahahaha very long..... then around near to 20-25 mins, our meal came........ hmm Ms yen and mag's pork chop were abit cold compared to the fries... so they were thinking maybe they cooked the pork chop lst and after tat wait for the fries to fry finish.... hahahaha~ then came mine and SW's baked seafood pasta..... hmmm it taste not bad la... but the prawns are not freshed ah, it tasted soggy.... haha eeeee............. SW also agreed.....

I think the part i enjoyed the most is the desserts which were the cakes..... haha i told them tat after a meal and u eat cake ah, u will feel a sense of happiness.... hahahaha, their expression so funny when i told them tat.... haha should have see ms yen's face.... heez.... i ate tiramisu... it was not tat bad la.... maybe i am a very cake person... i eat cake i will feel the sense of happiness... heez.... one slice will do la cannot like those 1kg kind man... i will vomit...!!

But guess wat we all become their privilege card member... haha jus fill up a form jiu ok le... so simple hoh... normally other places need u to spend dunno how much then can apply... hahahaha~ then we get the card on the spot.... we eat until around 2.15pm reach the lab... and all of us smelled of grilled food.... cos we sat neared the kitchen.........ops ops~ luckily boss on leave, if not we walked past her office she will know de.... hahaha~

But i guess is still quite a not bad lunch fest la... maybe when xmas draw near we can have another one....

Oh ya, raine suggest a few of us, our poly frens go have a xmas dinner buffet...!! oh my god!! can't wait!!! full of xmas mood.....

Night safari

Woo yesterday was a fun day for me, xiu, mr lida and victor..... we had a great time at night safari....

B4 meet xiu and mr lida for dinner at amk, i meet victor lst... haha my flu was very bad... bad until i keep sneeze and my eyes looked tearily..... victor brought me to pharmacy to buy flu medicine but i said no need la.. cos maybe my house got... hahaha~ so in the end we went ichiban sushi to meet up wif the couple!!!!

So me and victor paid for the dinner... then the couple paid for the night safari entrance and tram tickets... but theirs more ex... abit pai seh but they said they treat.... thank u ah hui and mr lida!! haha...

I went to night safari for 2 times le.. but yesterday was the most enjoyable 3rd time... we took the tram to the east station and we alighted and keep walked and looked looked around... lst time i really explored the walking trail... hahahaha~ mr lida very funny he saw one small small animal then he tol us tat was leopard.... we were like huh... so small?? cannot be... haha then we go and find the board and read it was not ah...........hahahaha!! he so funny keep looked out for leopard.... cos we were at the leopard trail ma... hahahaha~ we went into the mangrove for fruit bats... omg! when we entered, i hold onto xiu's hand.... i very scared of bats cos last time when i am young... we dunno go where eat then my dad lost his way back home... then he drive into a forest area and i and my elder sis were sitting behind the pick-up then suddenly alot of bats flew past us...........!!!! i scared until i cried yo... tat why even fruit bats i also scared... haha then suddenly got sth flew above our head, then me and xiu screamed... hahaha~ victor and mr lida got a shocked... hahaha~ then suddenly i saw a fruit bat beside me eating fruits... OMG! so huge.. so close-up somemore... i faster grabbed victor's t-shirt.... haha~ wat an experience.... heez.... the otters and mousedeers were the cutest.... hahaha~ then we walked back to the entrance there to catch the animal show..... it was very entertaining... hahaha my lida super high!!!! hahahaha~ wah not bad not bad...... after tat we faster walked back to the east tram station and continue our last tram journey.... hahaha~ it was very nice and windy to sit on the tram.... hahaha~

But one thing... me and victor jus hate it when the pple there already told us not to use flashlight when taking photos... but some pple jus dun understand man........ so pek chek.... me and victor keep said out loud abt those pple using flashlight also no used.. hahahaha~ we so grumbled when we saw flashlight here and there... hahaha~

We also took some pic... but in mr lida's camera.... so ah hui must asked him faster send u, then u send me ok!!! heez.....

It was very very fun going out wif them~ i wan to go zoo next... hahaha~

Sick yo~

Wednesday was having a slight sore throat.... then yesterday it got worse... OMG.... keep stuffed myself wif lozenges and medication.....

Then JR smsed me said he sore throat and flu......... OMG, his condition more worse.. hahahaha~ then after my work yesteday, i started to have running nose...then i feel really sick ah..... i get home i study for only 1 hr and i decided to sleep.... b4 i sleep, aiyo my mum ah she tried to give me eat flu medicine but guess wat b4 i eat i got read de lo.. it was expired!!!! my mummy wan me die hoh!!! T_T then never mind i jus go sleep lst... then abt 10pm but mum came and checked my temperature... she waked me up and said i got slight fever, asked me eat panadol.. so after eating.. i smsed JR asking him his flu ok anot... haha guess wat......

He said flu getting worse and trhink he is getting fever le... hahahaha~ though i am sick i still find it funny la... cos we same boat... haha then i told him to eat panadol like wat i do la.... but i dunno in the end he got eat anot la.. he stubborn la... hahahaha~

I wan to faster finished my saturday test.... i wan to go night safari, fast ,fast!!!

My yesterday~

Hmmm yesterday took urgent leave...........

First time i felt so tired from sch.... on monday my class ended at around 10 sth.. OMG the lecturer ah, i dunno wat to say her man, if she jus stop drawing all those CMI drawing and faster finish wat she supposed to teach tat day, we will be able to go home b4 10pm.............. argh... i reach home around 11 sth man.... then the next day wake up i really head giddy man........ i know the prob of my giddiness, due to lack sleep then i thot of tking urgent leave ba, go see dr also no point.. then also can use tat time to study at home ba.... so y a lo, i took urgent leave la....

S very funny she smsed me and asked me wat happened to me and ask is it my washing machine spoiled............. hahahaha!!! so funny.... maryam also got smsed me... hahahaha~

Then JR know i took urgent leave..... so at first he was saying can go watch movie.... but at that point of time i dunno he meant it or wat la... but i told him i took becos i wan to rest and study... movie i cannot, if dinner can... so i ask him he wan dinner ma.......... erm... in the end sound like i asked him out hoh............. hmmmm....... then he said ok..... so we thot of going bedok blk 85 to eat cos he said he got craving for satay...... but haha too bad, it was raining heavily ah...... so at lst i asked him he wan to go tamp instead ma... then he said if he go tamp, he will go visit his grandma and i will have to follow him... i was like for wat... u go see ur grandma jiu go see la... why i have to follow... he said becos not tat nice to ask me wait for him and he go see his grandma... in my mind i was like erm there is sth call u go visit ur mum i stay at home lst later on then meet u right........... haha he abit also dotz la....... then in the end we said go bedok la.... after a while he called and said wan go airport eat popeye instead ma cos still raining ah.... then i said ok la.. i dun mind....

So in the end when we meet each other.... i have to admit... haha i dunno wat to talk to him........ he quiet, i also quiet........... we started to really talk when we were at tanah merah mrt station waiting for train.......... hmmm.... it was ok la.. but as usual he bully me lo.... then hahaha we ate popeye... i realised, he like to eat fried chicken yo~ hahaha~ then after tat we were like touring changi airport dunno how many times we took the skytrain to T1, T2, T3 la.. aiyoyoyoyo~ then in the end i saw coffee bean at T2... haha then i looked at him then he was like "u wan to drink ur fav latte huh?" then i jus hee hee.. then he said let go there lo........ and guess wat.... OMG we realised tat the mocha latte he always drink is at coffee bean not starbucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.......... but yesterday he drank black forest la....

Then i sat opp the shop called urban concept tat sell alot of soft toys.... then i saw his favourite character, domo-kun.... then i told him the shop got sell, ask him go take a look.... then he went... then after tat he came back and said he very tempted to buy the keychain... then i said go buy lo... then he said ok la, dun said i no good, i buy one for u too.. i was like huh, for wat.... then he jus walked towards the shop.... then when he came back... i saw him took out from the plastic bag, 2 domo-kun of same pattern and he gave me 1 of them.... haha ya then i told him he give me, wait i saw him, will remind me of him lei.. cos they looked quite alike.. hahaha~ then he said good ma.... -_-""" .. oh here is my domo-kun....
hahaha not very the lady-like character right... hahaha~ ok la.. but appreciate tat... haha!!!! after tat he was saying me la, weekend can rest dun wan rest, go out wif frens la, make biscuits la... then he was joking tat must have backbone, cannot always approached ur frens to go out, must let them approach u de... then i was like ok lo, like tat saturday i ask u out for dinner then i cancel it lo.... must have backbone ma... then he said ok lo... then i also said ok lo........

then when i reached back home, xiu was asking whether wan to eat dinner together wif her and lida.... then i asked him on MSN.. he smelly lo, he said i thot cancel le...... -_-"" ok lo.... bleah...... then i was thinking today will he sms me... hmmm ok la he did.. he smsed me b4 my class started.... haha eh i never ask him where is he but he tell me where he going and who he meeting... haha~ eh ok la...

But i very very scared hoh, it will become a habit to like sms him here and there everyday... i scared become habit will be problematic lei... how huh............... T_T~

Outing wif JR...

Haha.. ah hui and raine u waiting for this post ma??

The both of u so cute.. sms me and tell me enjoy my date... haha....

The date was ok..... hahaha~ we meet at dhoby guat station........ serious speaking... i always cannot remember how he looked like.. but when i saw him, i know tat is him la... haha maybe sth familiar la.... so we when to buy tickets for movie lst....we watched beverly hills chihuahua.... he treated me... i said i wan pay then he said next time, he said jokingly tat lst time he pay then next time i had to pay for myself... hahaha....... then after we went to eat...... we ate at the dhoby guat link ah, asian food?? alot of set meals de... tat one also he treated..... i again said i wan pay he said cheap one he can pay next time ex i pay.... hahaha then i keep said him full of craps.... he is a person fulls of craps... alot of craps until to the point when we are eating, i couldn't catch up wif his craps... hahaha alot and too fast liao... then i jus keep laughed and laughed and laughed.. he keep bullied me la as a whole... haha..

After movie......... he said wan drink starbucks we buy and walked and see the xams lightings.. i told him i dun coffee but i drink tea from there... then i said wan buy go buy la.. he said nvm while walking if see then buy la.. then i told him nvm la go buy lst if he want... then he bullied me again, he said alot of places got drinks not only starbucks... haha then my hand reflex i beat him... haha then i said he always wan to find "tea" wif me hoh.. like finding sth to bully me wif la... he keep laughed.... after tat we went to taka and looked at toys... he like toys hoh for a 25 yrs old guy.... guess he is like me, i dun behave like a 22 yr old and he dun behave like a 25 yr old person.... then i saw the eeyore tat xiu and raine bought for me then i show him... then he asked me i like donkey huh... i said not donkey is eeyore........... hahaha then we are playing wif it.. hahaha~ after tat we see wat toys we played wat toys... hahaha... then went to the sections he wan to go, board games... alot of board games yo, never really look at that section b4, this was really the lst time, i looked at it properly....

After tat i asked him wan to drink ma, i abit hungry... so we when to starbucks at wisma.... so i told him i treat him.. he said jokingly again "ok la, since u wan treat i won't reject la..." hahahaha~ then i asked him wat he wan... he said he always drink mocha latte... then i looked at the menu.... no mocha latte.... then i asked him u sure..... he said ya very sure.... so ok lo since he so sure.. i went to the counter and ordered mocha latte, the lady told me..

Lady: Sry we have no mocha latte, we only got cafe latte......
Me:............................*speechless* ( i wan to kill him!!) oh sry, so can u give me a cafe latte.....
Lady: wat size??
Me: *give him bigger one and make him cannot sleep tonight!* oh give me grande....

After tat i went back i give him a hard stare..... then he smile and said correct ma... then i said no ah, u anyhow, so pai seh, i wan to kill u... then he keep laughed.... he said i believed him.......... ah!!!! then i started laughing too... then he drink the drink then he said ya the same drink he always drink.... then i remind him is cafe latte not mocha latte.......!!!!! he keep on laughed then i keep stared then he keep asked me to cool down... haha~ wow u see he always bullied me..... but ok la, we got a nice chat... he is really somebody u asked him wat, he will really answered wat.. no beat around the bush or hide la... anything can asked de...........

Then suddenly we were saying abt zoo then he said he long time never go, he dun mind going.... then i said night safari?? then he said he also dun mind..... ok but i dun dare to ask him to come wif me and xiu next saturday.... haha i scared weird............. hahahaha~

After tat on the train he told me to sms him when i reach home, i said ok... but haha i haven reach home, he reach home lsthe smsed me lst... hahahaha~ then in the sms i disturbed him tat his bro cos use the PC then he cannot use then he cannot go friendster know more frens lo... haha then he replied, "aiyo, wat make u think i always go there make frens??" haha i disturbed him only la... haha, so ya la sms until around 1am then i said i go sleep lo....

Haha tat my day yesterday la....

Weekend is coming~

Yay~ the weekend is coming~ haha but today i still got sch.....

OMG, i was so excited abt going to colour my hair.... heez.... was planning one of the sunday go wif maryam and sam.... we think tat the shop near xiu's house having promotion the deal were quite gd... so the 3 of us dun mind going there......... thanks xiu!!!!! u so kind~ hahaha~

Yesterday also meet up wif xiu for dinner.... OMG... we talked for like 2 hrs... from 7pm to 9pm... hahahaha~ we eat aston................ she had black pepper fish and i have pork chop..... heez.... wah we really updated each other alot of stuffs... haha i guess i am the one updating ehr most of the stuffs hoh.......... hahaha~ she is the lst person i really updated on JR la... as in, in full details... she listened until so attentive lei.... haha she and her lida were also loving.... haha but xiu grown up lo, she learnt to compromise yo.. tat's very very gd.... my daughter ma!!! muahaha~

Tat meet-up really brighten my day~ we shall see each other soon again at night safari hoh!!!

Oh also saw ah fu's facebook status.... his status was in a relationship but was complicated... i was really happy for him... haha so i decided to drop a comment on his status.... and he said not yet but he hope soon.... haha tat gd.... well.... no grudge.. but i glad the pple around are gradually finding their own happiness....... i mean i really feel happy for the pple around me when they find their happiness..... like xiu... she find herself an understanding bf, mr lida..... jieyan, going to ROM next january... stephanie also find a guy she love alot.... haha i will still keep kpo u all until u all also find ur happiness... example ms yen hoh!!!!! hahahaha~ and for bernice.... u will surely find ur happiness i believe.... u are a nice and fun-loving gal to be wif.... jia you!!!

U all happy, i also happy~

Today tat idiotic person morning came and said hi to me again.. haha i jus gave a fake smile.. and he become so serious and asked me why these few days i looked so gloomy and quiet, is there sth on my mind... if i felt trouble, dun worry, can tell him, he is always here for me... i started staring at him and began laughing, omg, his lines are really funny to me... and he keep emphasised tat he meant it... then i said "i see u i sad..." then he thot i joking and he emphasised tat line again.... after tat he came in again, and he asked Mr Senwan tat these few days did he realised i looked sad and quiet... Mr senwan looked at me, and laughed, i also laughed back... he answered him, i was ok.... then mr senwan said why he so concerned abt me.... -_-"""" then tat idiotic person said tat line should be i said to him...... eee concern........ hmmm..... i am ok very ok!!

Tml working sad sad sad.... also have to go elder sis's house to be her catS nanny a while.... aiyo.... after tat must faster rush home cos going out yo~ heez....

Hope u all also will have a great weekend ahead......

Colour hair! faster... haha...

Bad mood, real bad....

Today was an idiotic day for me..........

Today i got no sch, i thot my mood will be brighter a bit..... but it was not... instead someone spoiled my day totally by saying F*** word right in my face........

Tat idiotic person was telling another person tat i these days dun said "hi" to him... and yes he said in front of me... and tat idiotic person said "did it happened to u too??" then he added, "agnes is f***king rude..." i pretend to ignore him.... but in me, i was boiling.... how are u use f*** word to say me.... i know f*** word dun mean a single damn thing to u.... but it doesn't give u the damn right to said me, u freak!!!!!!!! after tat still got said hi to me, but i looked at the floor and ummm................ faster walked past tat idiotic person......

I like to ignore u so wat.......... u got tonnes and million of pple willing to say "hi" to u, so one less person, doesn't make a diff to u right, u freak....!!

Fine lo.... u said i am f***ing rude....... ok then i will really show u wat is f***ing rude lo........ hmmm!!!

OMG, how i wish i learn how to retailate man...... sometime feel tat i so so lousy... dunno how to protect myself sometime.......

Tat travel agency also the same thing.... i let them scold for no reason.........

Tat agency matter really make my head big..... my elder sis keep lecture me on tat la.......... haiz... i know i stupid la....... da jie i know la!! haiz haiz..... i can only blame myself for being stupid lo........ for this matter...

For the f***ing rude matter, i can only blame myself for not being brave to speak out........

OMG~

And yes, i recently i jus realised tat why pple tend to speak like they looked down on pple....... why............ everyone got different strong and weak points but doesn't mean they are useless......... u can click wif this person, and u cannot click wif another person...... all of these are understandable... haiz...

I jus know my head real pain............. test coming too...

Brain going to burst......

Tired

Today i was real tired.... nearly overslept... luckily i wake up in time.... i think i was having a dream.... i dreamt tat i was in a xmas party wif all my colleagues... haha sound fun hoh~ but when i wake up, eee no party lei... somemore quite late le.... luckily i reach work place in time... 7.55am....

So of cos la, whole day was super sleepy~ sleepy until here and there i was stoning... haha~

When i was at OT wif SW, we were discussing abt making a new hairstyle... haha~ for new yr... SW also intend to do sth to her hair, but also cannot decide wat to do..... after tat i came down from OT to main lab.... during our free times, me, S, mag and Maryam were talking abt hair too~ 4 of us thot of going to highlight our hair.....hahaha~ but they asked mag dun go cos scare wait smell the chemical not gd for the baby?? haha ya la better to play safe..... so now the 3 of us trying to find some salon to go.... hmmm i shall go look around and see the price since the 3 of us lived so near each other...... yay!!! highlight hair.. anyone wan to join us too~~???

So ya la, as usual today also got sms JR.....today afternoon i smsed him until i really mind blank, too tired le... so we were dunno talking wat la.. then i suddenly said ok enjoy ur day... haha then he reply me saying i always reply things out of no where no link... hahaha aiyo, then i replied him said i too tired liao, mind blank, somemore lunch only 5 mins.... haha no time to rest, then i after sch then sms him ba.... then he said he understand la..... so when i reach home i did sms him la... talk here and there... then i was doing hw and smsing at the same time, ask him to continue talking to me in case i fall asleep... cos i really feel very sleepy and i keep stoned.... then talk here and there... we decided to go out on the coming saturday........ hahaha~ maybe going comex fair see see......... comex on on friday and saturday only... so jus go out normally la.. frens frens ma hoh....

Ok la, i really wan to faint le.. haha go slp lo~

Hmmm..........

Recently know JR.............

It been wks la... so far we everyday will sms each other.... sometimes i will keep tell myself, ok dun msg him today, see he will msg me a not......

Ok la, he did............... even if we didn't talk much tat day, b4 he sleep he will still sms me tellnig me he sleep le...

But well... it only been wks i know him, can't judge too fast right...

Well, today was his last paper.... i was actually waiting for him to sms me lst.... haha cos i dunno if i sms him, he will be outside wif frens enjoying his day or not la... so didn't wan to disturb..... on my way back from sch..... my hp sms tone rang.......... it was him....... asking me how am i la...... so i decided to ask him how his paper.... well he think he will not do well for his paper.... at tat point of time, i was thinking i should said sth comforting ma, or wat.... hahaha loss of words..... but i tried lo.... so after tat his tone in sms sound much better..... after tat suddenly talked abt his dad... he became worked up again.... i called him to relax..... then he said he jus wan to tell me abt his background since i doesn't know alot..... well tat is true la.... i dunno much... and mine, i guess, most of the time he is the one tat will try to know abt me la... rather i automatic tell him............. i dunno why, feel abit bad.... hahaha~ i dun really asked him alot of things abt himself... here and there but he always the one telling me lst without i asking.....

Hmmmm..... feel abit bad yo~

But slowly lo... but sometime i feel like strangling him!!!! haha he keep "complained" tat i always bath so fast.... cos girls should bath slow slow.... cos everytime he asked me go bath when i reach home, i will always tell him i bath liao.... eeeeee................ he always said me on tat.... bleah~

Woo slowly la slowly la hoh~

Lazy Sunday~

Wow today i feel so lazy... hahahaha~ but i liked.... haha....

Today whole day i was studying a bit... then eat lunch.... then studying abit.... then go bath... and the next moment it started to rain... so i decided to sleep~ hahahaa~ so nice to sleep...... rainy day is the best to fall asleep.....

When i wake up, it was time for dinner...... my mum cooked crabs yo~ haha those normal steam crabs la...........

After tat we were all watching channel 8..... tat show on celebrating 45 yrs of tv shows.... haha so nice and entertaining.... i loved the part where all the some of the actors and actresses imitating another characters.... super funny.... i laughed until very loud.... heez...... then my dad , aiyo real noisy..... he keep commented on this and tat la.... aiyo faint.. headache yo~ i keep called him to keep quiet...!!!

Ya lo so sad tml got work... and got sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pooi!!!! no choice hoh~

Oh ya my mum give me a cute thingy..... she made it de.. tat time i called her buy then she made for me de... TADA!

Kawaii right..... haha an angel~

At lst wanted to hang on my hp but it keep hit my hp... i heart pain yo... so i decided to hang on my bag ba~ nicer nicer~

Love it... thanks mum!!

Full of xmas mood now~

Lack of experience~

Well, i guess i am really lack of experience and knowledge abt the outside world... especially when come to being a right of a customer.....

Yesterday really make me learnt a big big lesson........

Well, the tour agency called me and said tat my air ticket cannot refund me the $ cos my reason of not going not very valid for them to refund me $... so i was like ok, no choice lo.... then i called my mum and told her... then my mum asked me to ask tat lady whether is it possible to change the date of tat air ticket.... or any other alternative... then i told my mum i am busy right now actually.... u wan u help me call la.. if not have to wait till i free... (cos tat lady know my mum also as tat day we went down the agency regarding this cancellation thingy) so my mum said ok she called since she got her name card..................

Guess wat at lunch time, tat lady called me........ OMG she scolded me man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* she called me to call my mum dun said her like tat... called her dun said the agency like tat, she tried her best... no refund mean no refund then wat we wan her to do.... keep go on and on.... then i faster said 2 times "erm" then i decided to cut off the line..............

I called my mum straightaway and asked wat did she do, did she scold her... my mum said no ah, my mum said she asked whether can change the date of the ticket, she keep said no no no then after tat my mum jus said normally agency can do it but ok la, since like tat, i know ur agency services only provide until here le la, never mind.. so my mum didn't scold her at all....

Is tat CHINA lady ok ma?? she come and scold me lei... i am also customer lei.. u funny creature where got pple come and scold another customer when a customer said some comment de... not being very professional right.... i told some of my colleagues... they told me tat i should lodge a complaint on her behaviours..... one of the dr also asked me to lodge a complaint until she lose the job, cos she deserved it.. haha.. then my fren, KX told me to do tat too... but i told her i dunno how to lodge a complaint... she asked me whether my family member got another tat can help me wif the complaint thingy....

So i think........ bingo i found the right one........... my elder sis!!!!!!!

So i called her and asked her to help me... so ya she said no problem la.....

Few minutes later she called me, and guess wat my elder sis more furious than me.... cos that lady scolded her... gosh~ my elder sis told tat she called and said she wan to look for the person-in-charge, so tat lady said tat person is not around, is regarding wat... she said she wan to lodge a complaint abt a staff.... then i think my sis got said sth ya, but i can't remember.... then the lady goes on the top of her voice, "are u agnes?!?!?! u are agnes right!!?!?!", my elder sis said no and i dun wan to talk to u, i wan to talk to the in-charge.... then the lady began scolding my elder sis la.... then she said she won't give my elder sis the person-in-charge name de and she slammed the phone... so my elder sis called again.... another staff answer.. so the lady goes at her top of her voice again, "dun tell her the name!!!!!"....

Ok can someone tell me is she ok ma la.. she confirm dun have some mental illness ma??

So after tat my elder sis called several times, and no one picked up the phone...... haha funny agency right......

Then my elder sis scolded me la tat buy air tickets not so simple as i thot.... then give me a whole range of lectures abt all these... ya i learnt my lesson ya, next time i cannot be so blurred le.... one of the dr also taught me tat tell me wat should i do when purchasing tickets.... ya now i know le....

And of cos, my elder sis said she won't let this matter abt this lady behaviour go... she going to make her lose her job... haha when my elder sis said tat, well, she better watch out.... one of the dr also told me to tell my sis way to make this lady lose her job, and she said tat lady is really trying to be a big bully, must really get her out of this line, if not more pple will get it.... Heard from my mum, my bro-in-law also going to help my elder sis wif it...

So when my bro-in-law and elder sis on the same boat... ok, i can only said "good luck", hope tat lady won't end up in mental hospital.....

Ok really learnt my lesson le.... hahahaha~

Tomorrow is the day~

Well, quite nervous abt tml..

But i keep tell myself to stay calm and be myself...

Hmmm, after tml, things will be more clearer compare to know....

Hope everything will remain the same after tml~

And wat am i talking... hahaha u all dunno yet... cos i haven tell anyone....

So wait till i am sure... i will tell u all la....

So for now i have to wish myself good luck~ yay~

Pissed off~

Wah yesterday was really pissed off wif Vicky~

Well wat he said i shall not go into details.....

Becos i guess whoever hear it, will be as pissed as i am ba~

Sometime over certain things, u know, i know... u do not need to say it out loud.... cos by doing it tat, u are jus making the other party hurt by wat u said and i mean for wat.... is it necessary ma??? hmmm...................... fren so long need to say until like tat hoh.... u said this kind of thing u feel happy ah.. then so be it... i dun feel it hoh.............

Yes u are straight forward.. i know.. but ur straight forward is like, u talk, u never think...... not the lst time le... u know ur mistake then why u always like tat.... i am also human... u can tell me anything but when come to certain stuffs u wan to say, u still need to think b4 u said and not jus blurted it out as u wish, as u like..... as i said, i am a human too.....

Speechless..............................................................................

I feel so different now seriously.. and i am serious............

Well.......... totally fedup, dunno wat should i react...

And for my secret... haha still a secret.... see lst see lst....

Saturday night~

Yesterday when to club at dbl o~ haha long time never club.... muahaha~ I wore a tube and black jeans.... hahaha the tube was lend by my sec sis... heez haha i vain hoh~ hahaha~

Eh yesterday haha the theme was fusion and the song was retro~ eh haha i dunno how to dance retro... hahaha~ raine also~ so yesterday victor and 4 of his army frens were also there... we played game la... then the guy beside me.. ah!!!!!!!!11 i wan to "kill" him... haha he keep make me lose and i have to drink~ woo~ but u all know la NS guys... yesterday everywhere are guys... all those young young de.... guess all from army hoh~

Around 12 sth me and raine were really bored.. so we wanted to eat fishball noodles, but closed le.. so in the end we took cab and go back bedok to eat mac... haha we jus msged victor tat we go off lst... cos he was at the dance floor wif his frens....

But long time never drink so much i have to admit tat my head did started to spin awhile... if continue to play game wif victor and his frens... i think maybe i will faint yo~ hahahaha~ tolerance for liqor dropped le.. hahaha~

Tat victor still said next time asked benjamin and xiu to come... i told him dun teach benjamin naughty things hoh, i will kill him on behalf of xiu... hahaha~ but we will see them after xiu's exam.... NIGHT SAFARI! xiu i am waiting yo~ heeez.....

Exam over~

Yes my exam finally overed.....

Aiyo but saturday start another new subject..... immunology~ died...... IgG, IgA........................... oh no~

But anyway i jus wan to enjoy my friday tml... saturday also going dbl o wif victor they all~ yay~ party time!!

Go facial... must said a big thank u to SW cos she always work afternoon shift when she partner me this mth.... xie xie ni~

Hmmm.... i got sth i wan to say... eh... but but.......... aiyo i dunno how to say.. maybe when is the right time then i said la hoh.. then i tell u all...... hahahaha~

Secret for now~

My makeover~

Finally my makeover photos can be upload le....

Haha thanks to maryam~ she helped me scanned de.. Thanks maryam~

i know some very ugly, i admit.. so keep to urself hoh... hahaha~

This last pic is my favourite pic~ heee~~

Mummy's bday~

Yesterday was mummy's bday... so we went to the our house nearby coffeeshop to have dinner and we treat her lo~ hahaha~
There were chilli crabs, oat prawns, fish, egg and veggies......

And of cos i won't missed the chance to take some candid shots of her... all of us stopped eating le, and there she was keep on eating her crabs yo... she must be thinking dun waste food hoh... hahaha~
See she is holding on to the crab....

Now she is trying to get some of the shells out of the place... hmm, still dun give up??

Finally...... She put it into her mouth... muahahaha~

Wow not bad ah, got process de.. hahaha~

So back at home around 9.45pm, time to cut cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The cake was my mum made herself while she was at phoon huat learnt de... eh some walnut cake ah... ok la... taste not tat bad la, not tat bad... haha~
See she so happy to see her cake lighted wif candles.. haha~

Ok now can take a pic....

Time to sing bday song~ happy bday to mummy~

Ok finally make a wish.. she like not making wish ah... see her palms.. more like praying to buddha~ hahaha~
Wah wah blow candles until so hard~ scary mum!

Family photos... my dad never wear clothes tat why had to hide behind us... eee~

Last but not least my nice nice box from jieyan~ haha i asked her can i have it, she said can!! hahaha~ This box contain very cute cake too... kitty head cake... aiyo also very nice~

Woo wish my mum will be healthy and stay happy always and oh ya i know wat she always hope for... she wan to every yr go holiday~ hahahaha~

This is Me lyrics~

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Jus let it end ba~

To him...........

I think is quite hard to pretend nth happened.... pretend i never said those things to u at all.... ever since tat incident, i thot we could still be normal frens... but until yesterday i was wrong.... really wrong...

Yesterday out of no where my hp photos all disappeared.... i was so shocked... wat had happened man.......... then Pream asked me why i so worry abt it... i suddenly said "becos got 1 photo inside my hp, i......." i paused.... Pream looked at me and smiled and said "Is a guy?" I faster lied and said "no", he said "Dun bluff, i know is a guy.. jus take the photo again la....." So i jus replied, "I can't cos it is not the same anymore...." Why is it jus a photo but it seem so precious to me.... Why.... so after tat i switched off and on my hp, all the photos returned.... tat photo was also there too~ a sigh of relief.... when i reached home i pondered.... why do i have to feel relief.... it is impossible between us~ confirm plus guarantee.....

Today saw his nick........... i suddenly envy the person tat he help to promote the webby in his nick..... and i suddenly realised all along i actually envy tat person..... how slow can i go.... and to him, maybe i really nothing, not even fren ba~ (u all may think i emo tat why i typed all these... but i am not~ jus tat it took so long for me to realise)

I envy the fact tat:

He called tat person to help him wif his work... i helped him once which was due to the fact tat tat person dunno wan to help and asked me to help........ so he no choice he asked me help, but yes i am not much of a help... he know tat and i know tat too....

He willing to sacrifice some of his time to give tat person surprises during tat person party... for me, he forget abt it and didn't even pay for my present....

Tat person i guess is the only one tat can make him so angry, until to the point tat he initiate to talk to me in MSN jus to tell me wat tat person said......

Both of them have common topics to say, but my topics wif him are getting lesser and lesser....

Well i am jus purely envy not jealousy yo.. tat i very confirm... cos tat person is an important person to me... if tat person is important to me, i confirm will not be jealous de... is the same thing tat as long as u are my frens, i will never be jealous of u de... well tat is me~

To him, i felt tat i am not tat impt as a fren at all.... (actually all along i know~ But i thot time can make things better)

He gd mood... he treat me gd, show "some" concern......

He bad mood.. he asked me to leave him alone, dun disturb him....

When we are all busy wif our life, he won't come and ask how are u or wat.... always i am the one doing it as i always do this to all my frens.... as a fren i care abt his life this and tat, to him he doesn't care even for me as a fren....

He treat me nice sth is all for the sake of his face, he said b4 he can't live w/o his face and pride.... so my lst impression of him as a gentleman is due to this factor ba....

Why do i try so hard to be a gd fren to him when he dun even bother................ why must i always hope tat as a fren, when he need someone to talk to i will try my best to talk to him... when he complained things to me in MSN, i will call him straight easier to talk...........

Now i think abt it be frens also like tat ba............. jus a nobody to him... compare to an ant, i am like nothing ba~

我为什么要这样 默默的对你好? 就所是朋友 , 我也是真的当你是真心朋友 ... 可是对你而言 , 我其实 是一个不起眼的人吧 ..... 这么久的努力, 其实都是只有我在真心诚意的当你是朋友吧 .... 我觉得 好笨 .. 我想是时候 , 我放弃这些努力吧 .... 因为我再这么努力 , 我们永远都不会是好朋友 , 也不可能是知心朋友的 ....

我放弃了 ...

我觉得真的没有必要再见面了 ... 就然这一切变成历史吧.. 不想再看到你然我想起我有多傻 .....

If anyone of u ask me again... do i regret knowing him....

My answer is....

I regret... cos he let me realise how silly i was.....

To him:

I will jus let it end..... Hope we will never see each other again and will never know any news abt each others ba~

I dun wan to know anythings abt him anymore.... dun wan to hear his name anymore~

Dun worry pple, i am alright.. really... no tears nothings.. jus tat i know wat i wan ba~

Last day for attachment students~

Today was the last day of their attachments for the TP students.... 5 mths.... wow time flies.....~

Last friday went out wif them to eat fish & co... finally can update the photos let u all see....



U all realised the guy at the extreme right, his face thruout all the photos look the same? haha like photoshop hoh.. i keep disturbed him on tat... tat is R...

I like this pic.. we looked nice and sweet muahaha~~ hahaha~

Today i knocked off at 4pm but i got class at 7pm.. so i volunteered myself to be their camera man.... i walked here and there wif them to help them take photos.... i only upload some la huh... hahahaha~
The short hair girl is the girl i dislike the most in the lab.. she is SSG... stupid smelly girl!! When i helped them took the photos, i said "1,2,3...." then she suddenly said "cheese......" -_-" yucks~

Wif tired mag mag~
Cute right PY.. haha~
Haha Ad like boss huh~ ha~
Why we all looked slinted??
Wif me!!!!
Ah!! SW closed her eyes!!!!

Dr CHF very funny~ When T asked her whether can take photos wif him, he said no... then she asked why.. then he said why should i.. then she said becos their last day then he said oh ok lo... i was liked -_-".. hahaha~ but too bad they can't find a chance to take photos wif Dr GCH... sad!

5 bestest frensS~

Their uncle senwan~ haha~!

Haha JY like small girl, i think when ms yen see this photos her heart will melt for her.. haha~

The next 2 photos i shall rate it as the top 2 pose among all the photos... the winners goes to Sam and Maryam! haha~
Wif mr nice, mr WONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All the best to them~