Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Reflection~ Merry xmas~

Monday.... saw my shifu came into the lab happily... she jus came back from her holiday wif her family....

Next moment, 11am.... she cried and rush back home......... her husband jus passed away.....

At tat moment, i really do felt a kind of sadness in me..... how come it was so sudden.......

Next day we went to her husband wake b4 lunch time.......... when we entered...... S and J's eyes turned red.... I felt lost..... the moment shifu saw us, she tried to smile... but she ended up holding back her tears.... her eyes began to turn red and tears started to roll down her cheek.... never see her like tat b4.... all the seniors walked towards her and give her a short hug... some shaked her hands.... when it come to mr wong... shifu was the one hugged him lst... at that moment, i felt tat she really need comfort.... after tat, the seniors when to see the coffin... so i decided to take a look too.... when i walked there... shifu saw me... she walked towards me and she hugged me.... i hugged her back.... i called her to take care..... when we all sitting there, shifu saw SW and told her tat she can go back home to celebrate CNY, very gd... next moment, SW began to cry.. i fastered call mr wong to get her a tissue.................

The pain shifu gone thru i guess i never been thru b4..... cos i am not married, i dun have a loved one... so i dunno the pain of losing someone tat i had spend half of my life with................ but one thing for sure... life is short isn't it..... she was thankful tat she managed to go holiday with him b4 he leave her.... we really have to treasure every moments we had... regardless of happy, sad, angry................ everything can become a memory in us.........

So i guess this xmas.... i wish tat my shifu will be stronger when she came back to work............. i also wish tat everyone around me will be happy... i guess wat i wan is also to be happy.... happy is wat i wan and wat i hope tat everyone around me to have~

Merry xmas everyone~ treasure every moments regardless of with who yo....

Tml going out wif JR, think we are going zoo most prob, if not rain~ hope i enjoy myself~

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