Yesterday after my revision... i went to see my facebook~ haha it's been a while since i last logged in... cos normally i logged in jus to change my profile pic.... but i never keep myself updated wif their applications or anything to do wif my frens' profile.....
So ya, yesterday i went....
So i happened to see one of my sec sch fren's photo... so i decided to go into her albums and see la.... kpo ma.... then when i saw her others photos, i realise now she looked more like a lady le, no more girl lo.... also dress better........ hahaha~ but somehow dunno why hmmm....... when i saw her photos.... haha i felt a kind of gap between her lifestyle now and mine...? ya lo.... actually ever since around yr 3 in poly, i already felt this way but it was so strong la... she loves to club and hang out late.... haha her life is tat kind of happening... hahahaha~ mine not said not happening la... i dun always club... when i club, is like one year, 1-2 times la... hahaha~ occasionally will talked to her on MSN la... hahaha~ then she also admit she like to play la... hahaha~ then she said now she always speak in english, never speak in chinese le.. (she now study abroad at australia, queensland)..... so i actually wonder near to yr end when she come back, wat will it be like??? will we have less topic to talk abt??? hmm i wondered......
Last mth when i meet up wif my sec sch frens, eh... haha i really feel a very obvious gap.... haha cos nothing to talk ah... haha *faint*..... the guys talking abt their army life... then me and another girl fren, eh.. talk here and there but for some moments, we were jus staring in blank or listening to wat the guys were talking abt.... haha~ it was a short and quick outing... haha i guess we really long time never meet up, really got our own life... can't seem to keep up wif each other... hmmm.... the worse thing was i keep yawn....!! see how terrible it was.. i mean me la... haha~
Tat day also saw a fren's blog... well, haha the way the blog being typed is like eh like there is sth happened within her, i dunno is emo or there is sth my fren is going thru... but i dun have a single clue.... my fren dun said, i asked also no use cos the answer i get will always be lines tat telling u there is nothing, everything is fine..... so when i reading the blog, my head got alot of question marks... felt very curious... but haha no point la huh.... Well, for me, when i not happy, or when i felt troubled, i will looked for someone to talk to, of cos the person must be someone i am comfortable wif yo... not comfortable one, i will only jus joke and no serious conversation or even dun talk...!! hahaha~maybe i am not my fren, and my fren is not me... so i can't expect the same behaviour in return... wat to do.... everyone got their own way of doing things, own kind of thinking too~ so no matter how curious i am, i guess i won't ask la.. i jus act blur, as if i really sotong, dunno anything at all la... haha wait ask le uncomfortable how right... heez....
However for some frens whom u seldom meet up wif......... No matter wat, there is still no gap!! amazing~ hahaha~ i got one sec sch fren, i seldom meet up wif her... like one yr 3-4 times?? but we always can find stuffs to talk abt.... i remember lst day of chinese new yr, i even went to her auntie's house to eat dinner cos her auntie's house jus one storey above me... haha~ cos if not i home alone... hahaha~ sometime in MSN will disturb her.... the last time i saw her was early october as i went to amway to buy my shampoo then she also went there to get sth... we only exchanged a few lines, then i go home, she go eat dinner wif frens.. but somehow it felt ok... nothing wrong... no gaps, nothing.... hmmm.... wow wonder how all these kind of thingy works.... anyone know?? hahaha~
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