How u wan ur bday to be like???

Have u ever thot of or should i said wish how u wan ur bday to be like???

Well... for me.... the past 22 yrs of my life.........

I wished for a mini bday party~ i had never have a party b4..... well for my 21st bday... it was not really a party... it was held at post bar and i celebrated my bday wif one of my sec sis's frens..... it was not like a party of my own.... i wanted a party but my mum think is a waste of time... but my 2 elder sisters they all still managed to have party lei. woo~ hmmm!!!

Somehow i hope tat for 1 yr, for my bday, i would have a surprise.... it would be like.... the pple close to me would surprised me by perhaps bringing me to a place.. and to my surprised all the whole grp of pple close to me appeared at that place too to celebrate my bday~ hahahaha~then perhaps one of themwould hold the cake and everyone started singing happy bday song to me....

But... i guess it will never happened... who in the world will help to plan such a big surprise for u, u tell me.. who will be so gd to me.. my parents confirm dun bothered... if u said future bf, haha well also hard la.. frens... haha well, it will be a big project.. dun think they will have time ba.... even over buying a bday present, also difficult la, nobody free to buy or got pple never pay up for my present, so hai... depressing man~ haha ya lo.....

Well, when i lst heard how one of my fren celebrated her bday and how some of her frens give her surprises by holding the cake and sing her a song... i really really envy her...she is lucky as she got frens tat willing to do all these for her.. and ya sad to say, one of her fren is my fren and tat fren forget my bday in some sense until i mentioned abt my bday myself.. sad right....

Although u all may think well is nothing much, well i agreed it is really nothing much abt this bday thingy... but is jus sth from young i wished for.... haiz... sob~ It is true tat u no need a big present or a big party to make ur bday a meaningful one...ya tat i agreed... so i always tell myself tat whenever my bday approaches... jus enjoy myself wif pple close to me gd enough ba....

I suddenly think of this bday thingy becos i was watching a show then they were saying sth abt bday celebration.. then this strong thots came into my mind...

Well i guess something u can only think in ur mind, but in reality it will never be true... jus a dreamy wish i had since i am young ba.. so Agnes face the reality ba~

So wat abt u all? Wat do u hope ur bday celebration will be like?? the one tat u always wish for, wat will it be.....?