Confusion

woo~ yesterday in the lab... i was chatting wif TY and xiu.... haha suddenly TY jus popped a question....

TY: Agnes, can i ask u a personal question?

Haha i was like "eh" becos few days ago was telling xiu tat TY very diff from PY they all cos she seldom ask boy-girl thingy de... haha!!! but guess wat few days later... we are wronged... haha TY got asked de and she was asking me at tat moment... haha so cute.... she let our glasses started to break (haha translate into chinese then u know wat i meant)...

Me: haha can ah...


TY: so u preferred which one? ah fu or louis?

hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well well... this question i guess i can easily answered in some sense la... is ah fu la... cos got like him b4 ma... hahaha!!! but for louis ah, wah this is complicated liao... hahahahaha!! yesterday was toking to my mum and sec sis abt it......... so for my sec sis, the sms conversation go like this......

Me: er jie u know ah, u know ah... yesterday when raine asked me whether she invite ah fu come her party i ok anot.. i said ok ah... then hoh like got a sudden thot in my mind hoping tat he will come ah.. long time never see him liao... then walked past the jigsaw puzzle world shop ah saw the stitch i do for him for his bday at the display corner also suddenly think of him... how yo~

Sec sis: aiyo, but he dun treat u very good ma.. he so ego and laidback, this kind of guy hard to be wif lei.. u should considered louis... he always there for u, so nice to u.. i believe u and him got fate if not why keep everytime turn back to him?

Me: huh? eh but i cannot imagine myself being wif him as a couple.. sth is not right...

Sec sis: then why tat day u still talked to him on MSN until 2am when u already half-asleep le... see maybe there is feelings u are avoiding it lei.. give him a chance la.. like last time me and mic, i also told myself to give it a try, and now i very happy wif him....... He maybe abit funny and mountain sometime but tat make him difference from other guys right...

Me: eh, avoid? hahaha...

Then my sec sis never replied me le.. haha well avoid jus never occurred in my mind at all... haha! sometime well true, i will tend to u know treat him better, sms him, talked to me on MSN... but the only thing come to my mind is dun wan to hurt him ah.. he do deserve my "good temper".. haha!!!!! not avoid lei... funny~

Now come to the conversation wif my mum..... (whenever i start saying "louis", b4 my mum or i said anything, my mum started to giggle liao... amazing right? heez)

Me: mummy, how yo? sec sis keep called me considered him lei... aiyo but i have to admit la, he still treat me very good la... aiyo...

Mum: haha true la tat day at the party he came to "save" u and send u home..

Me: but hoh i cannot imagine i and him together lei... sth not right...

Mum: wat thing not right? is it u wan a guy tat is rich, handsome and tall....?

Me: eh no need rich la... handsome also not a must la.. but tall haha ya la.. at least must be 170 lei (he 168).. wait next time my child short like me... aiya but not the point, jus sth not right lei...

Mum: haha u tell me la, wat thing not right?

Me: i like guys tat are "ta shi", know wat he wan in his life (career, future etc..), knowledgable, and older than me...

Mum: he not ta shi meh? he dunno wat he wan meh?

Me: he dunno!! i asked him after NS wat he wan to do, he said he still dunno... dunno should he go working or studying... ta shi yes he is in some sense.. but he tend to still give me a feeling he still abit dreamy lei...

Mum: dreamy?! i think he still abit dramatic like last time is it...? watch too many taiwan drama series le...

Me: ya lo tat is one thing i scare.. oh no~

Mum: but i must praise him la.. he still so perserverance ya....


Me: ya lo after i rejected him several times...

Mum: huh?!?! several time? how many exactly?

Me: eh let me see... i think around 3 ah...

Mum: *burst out laughing* wah he really got the courage lei.. but wat he see in u huh? u not pretty, not lady-like, eat thing so big mouth.. but ok one thing photogenic in some sense i admit.. but wat so good huh?

Me: wah mummy, u no need so straightforward to ur daughter right.. i also know i not pretty lei!! hmmm!!!

Mum: hahahahaha!!! he yong qi ke jia!

Me: but i have to admit tat wif him i can be myself la.. talked crapped... eat wif mouth big big....

Mum: haha then u have to think properly lo.. ur future happiness yo..

Me: ya lo.... jus lack of sth man i dunno wat tat... aiyoyo.. treat me good is one thing.. but there is/are sth tat make it hard for me to like him.. like as a fren, yes.. but more than tat hoh.. aiyoyo!!

Mum: haha slowly la, if he like hint hint u, then u also hint hint back tat u wan to concentrate on ur studies and work la...

Me: ya lo ya lo.. but wait he wait for me then how ah... then 3 yrs later i will tell him "hey i intro u to my bf" OH NO!

Mum: wah like tat also no choice lei... if u find ur mr right.. he still wait then is him liao...

Me: haha mummy u heartless ah!! wonder why u can accept daddy when at lst u said u cannot imagine being wif him...

Mum: aiya tat time i told myself to try out see see lo.. then realise he honest ma... heez...

then later she said out loud from dining table to the living room "right lao gong?", woo mushy! then my stuffs haven said finished ah... she ah talked to her lao gong abt last time how they go dating la.. why my dad always late la... eh HELLO MUM!! i haven said finish u and daddy there talking happy times hoh!! woo smelly.. haha woman!!

oh well i guess i jus preferred to follow my heart la.. since i got a stubborn heart.... haha though i know me and ah fu cannot work out la.. but i still do preferred him over him......... haha!! but well, i guess i am satisfied wif my current single life!!! yay!! Dokushin desu~