Like wat TY said the story goes like this.........
If u like Mr A, but u dunno Mr A like u or not.... then came Mr B... Mr B treat u very nice and he confessed to u.... so wat will u do?
1) Will u accept Mr B?
2) Will u confess to Mr A/ tell him abt Mr B and see his reaction?
(haha TY correct me if my story wrong yo!)
Haha since i got a stubborn heart i will go for choice no. 2!!!!
well well... yesterday Xiu and I, on our way back home... we discussd abt this feelings thingy.... haha i told her...........
Me: after talking to PY jus now while waiting for u to knock off.... i know wat is that sth tat is not right when is towards Louis....
Xiu: Wat?
Me: Xin dong~
Xiu: hmmm true yo, if u dun like a person, no matter how much he do, also no use...
Me: ya la... i guess i still like ah fu..... but, but i know we can't be together but jus tat i like this kind of feeling of following my heart and not force and find tonnes of reasons tat i must try to give louis a chance and perhaps accept him in the end....
Xiu: ya lo no feel jiu shi no feel de.. u can't force de...
Me: Ya so for me still ah fu la!!! haha tat kind of like is jus happily like and not pestering him... but of cos not hold onto him la... life still move on... and hopefully right guy will come again.... but jus tat for this moment, i wan to be truthful to myself tat i still have feelings for him la..
Xiu: ya i agreed.....
Me: aiyo we so alike... the guys we meet also the same char like tat... then our thinking also the same... like mother like daughter....
Then yesterday Louis msged me....
L: Are u asleep?Me: sleeping soon.. why?
L: Oh jus wan to chit chat lo.. how's ur day?
Me: oh my day was fine.. have a long chat wif xiu and realised tat our thinking towards guys are so so alike..
L: oh how alike? is it good de ma?
Me: Oh we think tat when we like a guy, we will not expect him to accept us and be wif us.. we jus like tat kind of purely like... and truthful to our feelings... but of cos won't keep pestered him tat kind la..
L: Oh xiu change target le?
Me: no la, u think change clothes ah... haha hers is the same la, mine is u dunno who ah cos u never see him b4... ( i send this msg and after tat ops, i realised i type abt the guy i like unintentionally.. oh oh...)
L: Oh i go sleep le, night...
When i saw his last msg.. i laughed... ops... not i evil la.. i really unintention... haha but one thing abt him, when i said something he dun wan to know.. one, he will said he go sleep... two, he changed topic... haha i told my mum and xiu. they bursted out laughing~ but we all agreed tat let him know this also good la... at least he know and he know wat to do ba.. (i guess?).. haha xiu and my mum think i do the right thing though is unintentionally.... Woo anyway jus wan to say "arigato" to them for always supporting while i am being very confused over this thingy... ARIGATO XIU & MUMMY!
hahaha................... oh ya... jus now went to perm my eyelashes......... haha!!! my right side eyelashes more curled becos is longer than the left side de... hahaha!! but ok la.. looked quite cute wif curler eyelashes.... hahaha!!!
Oh oh!! also got another good news... Junquan got gf le!!! my old buddy!!! so happy for him!! hope he will be xin fu ever after~
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