Woo my new yr i went to jurong bird park wif JR.... hmmm this time around we took more photos... haha but i must said...... zoo is better la... hahaha jurong bird park is more to nature reserve yo~ hahahaha~
I remembered we went to one of the part called lory loft.... then it has bridge here and there high up the forest... OMG, when we looked down, OMG... we wanted to walk back man... cos.... cos......... we scared of heights....! ops.... hahaha but there the scenery was nice if we really stay there longer enough.........
I loved the waterfall............. it was very very nice..... when we were waiting to take photo.... then there was this couple standing in front of us.... then JR asked them need his help for photo-taking..... then the guy said alright.... and he said later he will helped us take photo too..... then we were like hmmm ok.... haha that couple i think like jus together or wat... they were very shy when JR helped them take their photos, they were like wan to stnad close dun dare to stand close.... haha from wat i observed at the side la... heez i kpo hoh.........
After tat we helped a japanese family took photo outside the entrance... then of cos in return they helped us take la... OMG, the jap boy boy really very adorable!!!! when he take photo right.. he keep covered his eyes... his dad asked him to put his hands down he refused.... then nvm when JR said 1, 2 3 then he slowly put down his hands and twisted... OMG cute!!!! then the sec shot, he continued to twist.... aiyo... feel like pinching him.... heez....
So after jurong bird park we went to orchard to buy his bag... he bought a crumpler bag...... then we started walking around aimlessly..... zara la, kinokuniya la.......... after tat until i abit haha really nothing to walk, i told him we slowly take a bus to chomp chomp eat dinner la.... then he said ok ok...... the whole outing was fine i must said...........
Only until yesterday night, he did make me pissed off a bit.. but still tolerable i guess.....
Today lst day of work...... have a heart to heart talk wif mr anton........... hmmm........ he asked me abt JR and i told him and he asked me whether is it possible...... i said...........
Me: I am scared of liking someone......
An: Huh, but why u scared?
Me: I guess previously relationship make me backed off.....
An: But u cannot allow tat to affect u ah, wat if a nice guy really come by? u really wan to stay like this forever?
Me: I dunno.........
An: Well, if tat person is an asshole, of cos he will not be worthy of ur time to even try and consider.... eh is he an asshole?
Me: no, he is so far so gd.....
An: Got a pic of him....?
I show mr anton my blog.... he looked and commented.....
An: He looked fine and decent... then why not.....?
I jus kept quiet..... i started to feel my eyes going watery but i tried to control but looking here and there.....
An: If he is a good guy, give urself a chance to know him better, and allow him to know u better.... if u dun try, u dunno wat is the outcome......
Me: I jus dun like the feeling like he become a "habit" in me?
An: u and him still got sms after yesterday?
Me: yes... jus now also sms abit...
An: Then can see u and him still moving on smoothly..... well, he will sms u lst sometime?
Me: Yes......
An: Then u will sms him lst too?
Me: Yes......
An: Then there isn't much of a prob.... maybe it really become part of ur routine.... but i guess is tat u shouldn't be too scared until u feel like backing off and not even try... give urself sometime... must learn to try..
Oh my.... i really feel like crying.... maybe he said something tat i dun wan to admit and avoiding all these while........ jus trying very hard not to let my tears come out any further....hmm....
"If u can take it, then take it.... If u can't, then leave it"
This line of JR to xiu keep appearing in my mind............... everything was fine.... i shouldn't jus let it stopped... i should jus let it natural flow ma............. is it??
I guess i should jus let it flow ba... i jus let my heart decide wat is it... maybe my heart already got an answer but i jus refused to admit..... well maybe....
But for now, haha study for exam Agnes Chua!!!!! and dun pondered it....!!
Thanks to all who had lend a listening ear to me... S, SW, TY, An, Xiu and Maryam~ thanks!!! wif u all around, i really can feel my day brightened up again!!! thanks!!
Oh ya here some of the photos taken at bird park....






